Volume 1 Chapter 32 Tianyi's first visit to the patient

She was hugged tightly by him, unable to move, and after a while, she suddenly realized that he was pressing her belly, so she frowned and whispered to remind him, "Child, don't hold it, child......"

"Kid?" He was slightly stunned, and half-raised his body, as if to comfort her, "It's okay Xingqing, there will be another child, we are both so young, it's not easy to have another child." You don't have to worry, as long as you're okay..."

"What did you say!" Out of nowhere, she suddenly struggled to prop up her upper body and interrupted him excitedly.

He was startled, let go of her and stood up, staring at the person in front of him in a daze.

"What did you just say! What do you mean by that? You make it clear. ”

She looked at him in disbelief, her face as tight as a string, as if it might break at any moment.

There was panic in his eyes for no reason, and he muttered to himself, "You, you don't know?" ”

"What should I know? Tell me, what's wrong with my child? She grabbed his sleeve, her eyes were red, and she couldn't hold back when she saw that tears were about to fall in the next second.

His heart ached, what was he going to say to her? There was obviously expectation in her eyes, although it was so weak, but he couldn't bear it, he didn't want to screw out that little hope for her with his own hands.

He sighed bitterly, sat on the edge of the bed, slowly picked her up, and hugged her tightly into his arms.

His voice was soft and empty, as if it came from some distant place.

"Our children, gone."

She didn't speak, but he could clearly feel the body in his arms trembling slightly, and he had to hug her harder.

"Our children are gone." He choked up and repeated, as if even he doubted the veracity of the statement.

"No, it can't be, it can't be." She choked out sadly, touched her stomach with one hand, and tears gushed out, "Impossible, he is obviously in my belly, he is three months old, it is impossible to ......"

Her tears poured out uncontrollably.

He hugged her, closed his eyes in pain, and his fingers kept stroking her hair, "You can't cry, Xingqing, you can't cry now." You just had a miscarriage, you can't cry, be good, don't cry, don't cry. ”

But the more he comforted her, the more she cried.

"Tianyi, that's our child, it's our first child, I'm so reluctant, I also bought her a little dress, she hasn't had time to wear it yet, how could she be gone, I don't want this, why is this, why is it ......" She leaned on his arms and cried silently.

"I'm sorry Xingqing, it's my fault."

He took her shoulders with both hands, pulled her out of his arms, and looked into her eyes, "But the child will still be there." Although I am also sad and reluctant, but Xingqing, as long as you are okay, we will have another child. Now the most important thing is that you take good care of your body, and when you are well, you want to have several children, and I will cooperate with you. ”

She looked at him in a daze, and the whole person was still in a state of sadness and dazedness.

He sighed lightly, as if talking to himself, "Why didn't you tell me earlier that you were pregnant?" ”

With such a soft word, she seemed to wake up all at once. Why didn't she tell him? Why! Why!

What had happened before flashed in her mind, their quarrel, he said that they were separated temporarily, her tears and expectations, the eye-catching headlines on the news, and the pair of lightly clinging to each other.

Everything was like a stone, and it weighed heavily on her heart. Her heart was so blocked that she forgot to cry, and she was only stunned.

Her sudden change puzzled him, and just as he was about to ask, she spoke.

"Are you and Ye Qianyi really married?"

His gaze dodged, although it was not obvious, but she still noticed it, and there was an inexplicable cramping pain in her heart.

He hesitated and said nothing.

His silence disappointed her a little, "Excuse me, please tell me the truth." ”

Perhaps knowing that he couldn't hide from this, after a faint sigh, he said calmly, "Yes, she and I did get the certificate, but we were innocent, nothing happened between me and her, nothing." ”

She had guessed the outcome, but from his mouth she had underestimated her ability to accept it.

She looked at him fixedly, her lips trembled, and tears began to gather in her eyes again, and for half a minute, she looked at him, but finally said nothing, and finally, she lowered her head weakly, hid her face and began to cry bitterly.

This man, this man who is close at hand, this distance that can be hugged by reaching out his hand, has suddenly become the end of the world. From now on, he is no longer who she is, and the kiss he should embrace can only be his rightful wife, and she is nothing. She lost him, completely lost him, he didn't even give her a chance to buffer, and directly became someone else's husband.

She loved him, but she hated him even more.

Her tears flowed out of her eyes.

Her tears made him panic, and he hugged her indiscriminately, only to keep explaining.

"Xingqing, don't cry, don't cry, okay? If you have anything to ask or say, just say it, and I will tell you everything, don't think about it, okay? I said, I don't have any feelings between me and Ye Qianyi, we were innocent before. ”

Her shoulders were still shaking from crying.

"Okay, if you care about that card in particular, tomorrow, tomorrow I'll find a way to return it."

"Jian Tianyi, that's a marriage certificate!" She finally raised her head and shouted with tears on her face, "It's a marriage certificate, it's protected by law!" ”

She suddenly realized something, and struggled to break free of his hands, "Don't touch me, don't touch me." ”

He was stunned, he thought she would react, but what he didn't expect was that her reaction would be so big.

"Can you trust me once!"

"You're married to other women, how can you make me trust you?"

"As I said, there is nothing between me and her except for an extra marriage certificate!"

She suddenly sneered, wiped a handful of tears with her hand, stared at him in despair, and said word by word, "If I marry a man, will you believe that there is innocence between us?" ”

“…… You,"

"You don't think it's possible, right?"

She turned her face to look out the window, the weather had darkened, and dark clouds seemed to be piling up in the distance.

"The child is gone, and there is no connection between us anymore."

"Xingqing, can you be fair, I don't know about the child at all. I'm sad to lose my child, but you can't let that negate our relationship. ”

"Is there a relationship between us?" 
"How come there is no relationship between us? Is it because of that one document that you have to deny all the feelings between us? Is my love for you false? Can't you feel it? In your heart, is the relationship between us still as good as that cold document? ”

He stood up, a barrage of questions mixed with emotion.

She still turned her face to him, her body motionless, "I only know that you are married, and your wife is not mine." ”

"Did you never believe me? But believe it or not, what I'm saying today is the truth. I was with that woman, and nothing happened. ”

"Let's go, I'm tired, I want to rest." Her voice was tired and indifferent.

He still stood there steadily, looking at the side face in front of him that was resolutely facing away from him, and slowly stood up as a statue, motionless, letting the emotional pain add to and erode on him little by little.

After a long time, he said lightly, "I'm leaving, you can rest." ”

The sound of the door closing behind him. She turned her head slowly, her whole face full of tears, her eyes empty and desperate.

It seems that in the blink of an eye, she has lost everything, love, work, children, all of them have left her. What else does she have? What is left of her? Neither of them will ever come back, and her poor child will be gone from her, never to return, and in the future, perhaps, she will die alone.

The irrepressible grief and fear for the future finally broke through the chest, and the terrible scream shook the entire floor.

Lu Yin immediately rushed in, hugged her tightly, and her eyes burst out, "Xingqing, Xingqing, don't cry, don't cry." ”

But she herself cried even harder.

That day, she obviously wanted to go to see Xingqing's rehearsal in advance, who knew that such an accident happened halfway, she was frightened at that time, looking at the blood under Xingqing, she only felt that all the pores on her body were erected.

Then, she heard Xu You's exclamation and saw Jian Tianyi rushing over, and the scene was chaotic.

Fortunately, Xingqing finally woke up safely, but the child in her belly was gone, the dancing career she loved was over, and the man she loved also married someone else, this series of blows, each of which was fatal, and she was really worried that she knew how to bear it.

And now, she knew that the scream just now was her truest reaction to stress.

She had no choice but to hug her and cry with her.

The two women hugged each other in pain like that, there were no words, no comfort, only each other's bodies and a steady stream of tears.

Jian Tianyi closed the door of the ward and just walked a few steps, a terrible scream came from the room, his footsteps suddenly stopped, his body involuntarily trembled slightly, a moment later, he suddenly went crazy and rushed towards the black Land Rover parked in the open air of the hospital door, during which he rubbed shoulders and collided with many people, he didn't care about it, as soon as he got to the car, he slammed the door shut, but in an instant the kung fu car roared away!

The black Land Rover was running wildly on the road, causing the horns around him to sound constantly, and he had no time to care, so he was focused on the steering wheel and slammed on the accelerator under his feet.

The car eventually stopped by a river, which was not yet fully developed, so there were hardly any people around.

Jian Tianyi rushed out of the car, and there was a roar and shouting at the riverside, shouting again and again, using all his strength, and the overwhelming pain became more and more clear and tragic in the shouting.