Volume 1 Chapter 47
The car was speeding down the road.
Fang Wei looked through the rearview mirror, Jian Tianyi's eyebrows were deep, his face was terrifying, he hugged Xie Xingqing tightly in his arms, and his whole body was shaking slightly. He had known Jian Tianyi for so many years, and he had never seen him so panicked and ownerless as he was now.
What a calm and calm person he was, he was decisive in his work, killing thunderbolts, and planning and controlling everything.
But now he seems to have become a different person.
It turns out that no matter how powerful a person is, he has his own weakness. Jian Tianyi's weakness is Xie Xingqing.
Xie Xingqing seemed to have had a long dream, in which a man hugged her, hugged her, and kept patting her face, his voice was familiar and full of magnetism.
"Xingqing, Xingqing!"
He called out one after another.
Then she was carried into a warm embrace, where it was so warm and safe, his arms wrapped around her, and she felt like a sleeping baby, back to the womb.
She wanted to open her eyes to see the owner in her arms, but her eyes just couldn't be opened, and her whole body was weak and weak, and finally she fell asleep completely.
She didn't know how long it took for her to hear someone calling for her again.
She tried to open her eyes slowly, and in her hazy consciousness, she seemed to see the familiar figure standing in front of the bed. It must have been her holding herself.
She stared at him blankly, motionless, as if in the blink of an eye, he would disappear.
"Xingqing, Xingqing."
Someone else was calling for her, but the voice was clearly not his. She turned her gaze and saw Xu You and Lu Yin on the other side.
Her consciousness slowly cleared up, and when she turned her head again, she saw Jian Tianyi.
He stood there, his face calm, and his whole person looked a little haggard.
She looked at him intently, and before she could speak, she saw Jian Tianyi frowning and looking at her meaningfully, and then, and then he actually turned around and left.
She immediately panicked and opened her mouth to stop him, but found that her throat could not make a sound.
Fortunately, before he could go out, the door opened from the inside, and Ye Qianyi appeared at the door.
She looked at Jian Tianyi, and without thinking about it, she asked in a voice, "Jian Tianyi, why are you still here!" Why didn't you go to the United States! Aren't you supposed to be in the United States at this time! ”
When Xie Xingqing heard this, he was suddenly shocked in his heart, the United States? He's going to the United States?
Jian Tianyi knew that the comer was not good. She would never call him by his name, but she actually called him like this, which shows that she has a long-standing grudge in her heart.
He grabbed her arm and said in a low voice, "There's something to say." ”
Ye Qian broke away from him one by one, "Why go out and say!" How long are you going to hide it from her! How many times have you been lying in the hospital this month for her! You've given so much for her, why can't you let her know! ”
"Ye Qianyi." He was angry.
Ye Qianyi stopped looking at him, and walked straight forward a few steps, with tears already in his eyes, "Xie Xingqing, I beg you, can you stop torturing him!" You tortured him to vomit blood, tortured him to the point that his life was almost gone, what else do you want! He should have had surgery in the United States now, but for you, for you, he actually stayed for a day and a night. Do you know that if he continues like this, he will die! ”
Xie Xingqing was completely unclear, and looked at her and then at Jian Tianyi with a pair of eyes in confusion, "What are you talking about?" What America? What surgery? ”
The other two in the room also looked at her in shock.
Ye Qianyi didn't intend to hide it when she came over today, there were some things that she really couldn't stand anymore.
She was supposed to pick up her father from the hospital today, but she didn't expect to see Jian Tianyi rushing into the emergency room with Xie Xingqing in her arms like crazy, the doctor stopped him, and he shouted to follow up, it was she and Fang Wei who took a lot of effort to stop him.
He was supposed to go to the airport, and he was going to have surgery in the United States in a few days, but he forgot all about it, and since Xie Xingqing came out of the emergency room, he stayed by his side step by step.
His body is obviously very tired and hard, but he doesn't care about it, he is like that for this woman, but she just values personal self-esteem more than anything else.
She looked at Xie Xingqing and said coldly, "You don't know yet." The reason why Tianyi was willing to sign a marriage agreement with me was because he knew that he was sick and that he needed to buy time. ”
"What's wrong with him?" Xie Xingqing asked.
"Malignant tumors."
Malignancy! Xie Xingqing kept repeating these four words in his mind, and the fragments of the past began to emerge in front of him again.
No wonder he always said that he had a headache before, no wonder he would be angry with himself, it turned out that he was sick like that, he should have been sick for a long time.
He had been sick for so long, but she didn't know it, and she was so angry with him, and she tricked him into falling in love with someone else.
Endless fear and darkness kept coming up, wrapping her tightly, and she only felt that it was her heart, which was being slashed with a knife, one by one, and the blood was not stopping.
Ye Qianyi was still complaining, but she couldn't hear it at all, and in a trance, she seemed to see him standing there again and questioning in a tearful voice, "What about me, what about me!" Xie Xingqing, what am I in your heart, have you ever loved me. ”
She saw her indifferent reply, why do you think I want a divorced man.
She had said something like that to him! She felt that the whole world had collapsed, she was dizzy, she couldn't hold back any longer, pulled the quilt, covered her head tightly, and tears instantly wet the sheets.
Jian Tianyi didn't know when he had already left the ward, Xu You turned his face away, and Lu Yin stepped forward and hugged the poor body that was trembling tightly.
Outside the window, the sun began to sink little by little, and the remnant sun was like blood, which was gorgeous and panicked.
The room was finally quiet, except for the staccato sound of choking from the bed, which was so sad that it was intoxicating.
Jian Tianyi sat on a bench outside the courtyard, holding a cigarette between his fingers, and the garbage can next to him was full of cigarette butts.
As the night darkened, the back was in the smoke, looking lonely and lonely.
Xie Xingqing put on her coat, stood behind the chair and looked at it for a long time, and finally walked over silently and sat beside Jian Tianyi without saying a word.
Jian Tianyi found her, turned his head and frowned and said, "Why do you wear so little," and then took off her coat and draped it over her.
Xie Xingqing still had tears in the corners of her eyes, she didn't say anything, and suddenly stretched out her hands and hugged the man next to her tightly, and her head was tightly pressed against him.
Jian Tianyi's body stiffened, and the cigarette in his hand was still extinguished, and he kept his previous movements, not moving at all.
"Tianyi, when I was in the cold storage, I felt that I might be going to die, and at that moment I realized that I missed you so much. I wanted to call you, and even though I'm dying, I should at least say goodbye to you, but I found that my phone had no signal. I was so desperate at the time, I thought it might be God punishing me, punishing me for saying things like that to you, and I regretted it. At that time, I was thinking, if I could still live and see you, I must tell you that I miss you so much. Whether you are married or divorced, no matter how many times you have been divorced, as long as you do not dislike it, I will always rely on you. ”
Her tears welled up again.
He remained silent.
"I never thought I'd really lose you one day, and it wasn't until I felt like I was dying, that I realized how much you meant to me. If I die like that, I will die without a blind eye, because I haven't had time to tell you that I love you. Tianyi, I love you, whether you are healthy or sick, I will never leave you again. It's okay for you to forgive me, you forgive me, I'm sorry, I'm sorry Tianyi. ”
"Will you forgive me?" She looked up at him with tears in her eyes.
"Don't you mind if I get a marriage certificate with another woman?" He still asked her a little uneasily.
She shook her head violently.
"Don't mind being a junior?" He asked deliberately.
She shook her head violently again.
He felt a long breath in his heart, and before his breath fell, he heard her ask pitifully, "Then can you just have me?" ”
He pretended to think for a moment, and replied, "It's up to you to behave." ”
She smiled with satisfaction.
The sky was all dark, and the evening breeze blew, and some coolness slowly hit.
Jian Tianyi looked down at the woman who was still holding him, and sighed slightly, "Let go." ”
"Don't let go."
"Let it go."
"Don't let go."
"It's cold outside, you have to hug it inside."
"No, hold it a little longer."
Jian Tianyi had no choice but to break her hand, then pulled her over, put his coat on the backs of the two people, and then wrapped one hand around her shoulder, letting her lean in her arms, and the other hand directly wrapped around her, hugging her tightly in her arms.
"Isn't it a little warmer this way?" He said.
"Yes, it's warm." She felt that her heart and her own heart had melted.
The wind blew gently and brushed on my face, but I didn't feel cold.
"Are you going to the United States for treatment?" She asked.
"I'm not going."
"Go ahead, I'll go to the United States too."
"Not anymore."
"What's wrong?"
"The doctors here are very skilled."
"Then why did you go then?"
He hugged her tightly, his eyes were a little dazed, and he almost left. And now, she's in his arms, so real.
"At that time, I just wanted to stay away from you, maybe then my heart wouldn't hurt so much." He said.
She felt a little sad, "I'm sorry, I understood it too late." ”
"Slowly compensate later." He replied with a pun.
"Tianyi, you sing to me, just sing that song, the moon represents my heart. The one I heard when I first met you. ”
"Here?"
"Sing, sing." She knew he didn't want to, "Just sing it softly." ”
In the end, she couldn't stand her coquettishness, Jian Tianyi cleared her throat and sang slowly-
You ask me how much I love you
I love you a little
……
A gentle kiss
I was deeply moved......
She was listening to it in fascination, when she suddenly felt that someone was holding her face, and his kiss was kissed off guard.
So gentle, so affectionate, so cherished, like waiting for a century, he finally waited for his sleeping princess.
She shrank her whole body into his arms, and the two of them snuggled tightly together, and suddenly, she cried out in surprise.
"It's snowing, it's snowing!"
Jian Tianyi looked up, and it turned out that it was really snowing. Maybe the kiss was too devotion just now, and the snow has been falling for a while.
"I've never seen a lot of snow."
"Doesn't it snow in Chengdu?"
"It's rare, it's been once in my memory, it's the kind that melts off as soon as it hits the ground, and I've never seen snow." She pouted.
"It's pathetic."
"Have you seen it?"
Jian Tianyi smiled, controlling the urge to pinch her face, "I have been in Canada for a few years, and the snow there is particularly heavy. Sometimes it goes above the knees, and every step is particularly difficult. ”
"Then when you get better, you can take me to see, okay, I've never seen heavy snow, I really want to take a bite."
"Okay." He said.
The snow was blowing and a thin layer had accumulated on their clothes, and there was no one in the courtyard, so everyone hid in their rooms. They hugged each other tightly like that, the long-lost warmth drove away the sudden chill, even if it was white-headed in an instant, there were no regrets in this life.