Chapter 143: I Love You
The mother-in-law also wants to be good for Xiaoru, let her make clothes at home, find her mother-in-law who thinks she is very good, and marry and have a baby in An'an, however, this is not the life that Xiaoru wants at all, so she finally couldn't stand it and ran away!
She is not a fool who does not understand the world, she can know what the other party wants and how to treat them well, however, when it comes to Zhang Chenyi, she really doesn't seem to know how to be good to him.
Maybe it's because he cares about him too much, likes him too much, and always thinks it's best for him to give him.
Last time, Wenwen and Tian Shiyu had a trouble, she was worried that Brother Yi would be discharged from the army if he insisted on not divorcing, which would affect her future, so she also thought about divorcing him at that time, and at that time, he said, don't be self-righteous and good to him.
At that time, she really didn't quite understand the meaning of this sentence.
This time, it was the same, just because she was self-righteous again, because she pushed away, it was Zhang Chenyi who made a ligation move!
She is good for him like this, self-righteous for him, what is the difference between such behavior and her mother-in-law's kindness to Xiaoru?
Such as...... There really is no difference.
Zhang Chenyi's kindness to her this time, and all this he did for her, made her experience the torment in this.
"You pushed me away before, and what you gave me to taste, is what I have given to you now is what I have given you to taste. Isn't it more uncomfortable, guilty, tormented, unacceptable? ! You have a good understanding of how miserable you are now, how painful I am when you push me away for my sake! Zhang Chenyi held her shoulder, stared at her sharply, and said in a cold voice:
"For you, you may prefer to give to others rather than to receive what others give, but now you have to get used to receiving what I give! It's just a ligation, and once your disease is cured in the future, I asked the doctor, and you can also do surgery to restore fertility, and we can still have children. I don't want you to rely on me now, how much you like me from the bottom of your heart, I want you to put that hateful devotion on me! Chen Xiangqin, listen to me: if you dare to say another word to push me away, I will completely lose my fertility......"
"Woooooooooo......oo Don't, don't. Chen Xiangqin sat up violently, hugged his neck, and cried into tears and said, "Brother Yi, I won't!" I really won't! No matter what, I won't push you away! I get it, I really get it, I shouldn't be self-righteous and good to you! I understand, you just want me, not a future, not a child, you just want me to grow old together, just me!
Brother Yi, I haven't loved anyone before, I really don't know how to love someone correctly, but I'm not atoning for you now, nor do I want to give anything to you, I like you, no, I should love you!
I haven't said it, but every time I see you and have you by my side, I feel very relieved, happy, and comfortable. This is a feeling that no one else can give me, I thought yesterday, if I really don't have you in the future, I seem to have no hope of living, everything is meaningless. ”
"With your words, that's enough." Zhang Chenyi finally had a smile on his face, hugged her fiercely, patted her back, and quickly put her down to lie down, seeing that the wound on her stomach was cracked because of the action of bending over and sitting up just now, and the bandage was dyed red, and he suddenly became anxious, "You are not allowed to move anymore, I will call the doctor to bandage you." ”
"Don't move, I'll call!" Zhong Yue hurriedly ran out of the door.
Yao Wenwen, who had been sitting on the sofa next to her, couldn't help wiping her tears, her eyes were red, and her heart was deeply moved and shocked.
Because of her parents, and because her mother often told her that a man can't be trusted at all, it's a fool to really talk about feelings with him, and grasping the family's money is the most important thing, so she never felt that there could be love between husband and wife, and each other could pay so wholeheartedly for each other!
Because of seeing them, she couldn't help but look forward to having her own luck and meeting the right person.
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The doctor soon came over, bandaged Chen Xiangqin's wound, and told her to pay attention to it and not let the wound open again.
When bandaging, Chen Xiangqin didn't pay attention to her wounds, and her eyes kept staring at Zhang Chenyi uneasily, as if she was afraid that he would leave again and do something terrible.
Zhang Chenyi met her gaze several times, although he couldn't see it on his face, but he was really happy in his heart, just now she said in person that she really liked herself, no, she loved herself, not atoning for her sins, not making amends.
How could this not make him happy!
A ligation, can force her to really understand how much she values and is serious about herself, and can make her confess her love for herself, how much is it worth it!
After the doctor left, Chen Xiangqin hurriedly waved at him, and after he sat down beside him, he held his hand hard, and the strength was so great that it could show the seriousness of her pleading: "Brother Yi, you must promise me two things!" ”
"You say." Zhang Chenyi nodded.
"The first thing is that you have surgery as soon as possible and your body is recovered. The sooner you recover, the more you will have no effect on this type of ligation. You don't want to wait until I'm cured, or the doctors say it's hard to bear, but a miracle is about to befall me, but you can't give birth. Chen Xiangqin said.
Zhang Chenyi didn't refute, nodded and responded, "Don't worry, when the wound on your stomach heals and you can be discharged from the hospital, I will go for surgery." ”
"Second, tell your parents the news that I can't have children. Now that you've made such a fuss, even if they know that I can't get pregnant, they probably won't let us divorce again, but will only let the two of us live a good life together. I accept your kindness, but I can't make them feel that you are sorry for me. You understand, right? ”
Zhang Chenyi was silent and did not respond immediately.
"That's what Xiangqin said." Seeing this, Zhong Yue said beside him, "Chen Yi, this time my mother is very grateful for everything you have done for Xiangqin!" You have to do that surgery as soon as possible, and when Xiangqin's disease is cured, you can have a baby. Moreover, there are three unfilial pieties, and no queen is great, if Xiangqin really can't be cured, after all, we owe you, as long as your mother doesn't dislike Xiangqin, it's enough, you don't have to offer her. In this way, your parents are not only worried that you are gone, but also worried that Xiangqin will not be with you in the future. Tell them the news and make each other feel better. ”
"Hmm." Zhang Chenyi finally nodded, and said to them again, "The truth of this matter must not be told to my parents." If they found out, they would be angry. ”