Have you ever experienced despair?

I've experienced it.

It is the fear of knowing that no one can save you, the moment that comes from the deepest desire to destroy everyone.

"Then I opened my eyes and saw you. My little seven. Su Zhiyu pointed to her chest and said with a smile: "It's bright and warm here." Strictly speaking, Qiu Xi's biggest opponent is not me, she obeyed Mrs. Arrange, and had the intention of harming me, I can't be too cheap for her, delay for so many days, at this time I rescued her, do you say that she is grateful, even if she is not in tears, she should see who does not want her to live. ”

Xiao Qi stood outside the door, looking at the two maids who fell by the door, remembering Su Zhiyu's words, and secretly vowed to protect her at the cost of his life.

"Help me?" The light in Qiu Xi's eyes flashed, quickly dimmed, and opened her clothes to Su Zhiyu, "My limbs have festered and mottled, and even my face is - heh," her voice made an ugly hoarse voice: "Look at me like this, can I still be saved?" ”

Coming back from Mobei, Su Zhiyu spent most of her time living in the Baiguo Mansion to research the herbs in the institute, Bai Hanwen saw that she liked to study these, and ordered her subordinates to go to the pharmacy to buy a large number of ready-made herbs, almost piling up the courtyard, Su Zhiyu read the medical books of the Baiguo Mansion again, and Chu Mu helped her make a lot of prescriptions under the coercion of Bai Shaoqi.

Mrs. Su and Su Wanru's mother and daughter were also vicious, kicking and breaking three ribs in Qiuxi, and Su Wanru took advantage of Qiuxi's unpreparedness to sprinkle bone powder on her clothes.

"A dead horse should be a live horse doctor." Su Zhiyu slowly lengthened her voice: "How do you know that there is no hope." ”

Qiu Xi frowned, put her clothes back on, and hesitated: "The doctor has said it-"

Su Zhiyu sneered, crossed her hands and said, "How many ladies in the house have eyeliner, I think you know better than me." Could it be that you still think that the master is quietly looking for a doctor, but the lady doesn't know? ”

"You, you mean-" Qiu Xihou blushed angrily, gritted her teeth and struggled: "If the second lady can save me, I will be avenged." ”

"First of all, don't drink the medicine that the doctor prescribed for you, it will only aggravate the ulceration of your body and hinder your breathing and healing the spiritual energy in your body." Su Zhiyu pointed to the cold decoction on the table, frowned undeniably, the smell was disgusting, and took out a small jade porcelain bottle from her waist: "Ten poison removal pills, one pill a day." The two maids outside are here to monitor you drinking the decoction to make sure that you will definitely die, and you can't hide from it, so you pretend to drink, and they won't embarrass you anymore when they see you drinking, and you will vomit it when they leave. Every two days, I'll come and see you. ”

Qiu Xi trembled and shook her hands, and accepted the poison pill, "Thank you, Second Miss." ”

Su Zhiyu pushed open the door, the two maids slept soundly, she was satisfied with the power of her own drug, pulled Xiao Qi to avoid the next person, and returned to the Qing Seminary over the eaves.

I thought that Mrs. Su would not let go of herself easily, she was weak and weak on the bed, the two maids forcibly poured the decoction, the decoction entered her throat, she had difficulty breathing, and choked several times, the two maids completely ignored her decoction and squirted down her mouth and nose, after pouring the last decoction in the bowl, they wiped the decoction splashed on their sleeves, and threw the bowl on the ground, as if contaminated with some filth, "I'm so unlucky, sent to take care of her, if I were her, I would cut off the meridians, what's the point of living-"

The voice faded away, Qiu Xi turned over, put his index finger into his throat, desperately spit out on the handkerchief, carefully put it away, swallowed the poison pill given by Su Zhiyu, was exhausted after a toss, and fell asleep on the bed.

The moon and stars are scarce, Su Zhiyu suddenly opened her eyes, sure enough, someone sat leisurely at the table in her room and drank tea, Su Zhiyu held back her anger, and learned that Suo Suo was dressed, and the person did not look back at her, she said in an unkind tone: "It seems that the king of war has the habit of breaking into the girl's boudoir at night." ”

Boudoir?

The night breeze raised his head and raised his eyebrows lightly, "This is the first time this king has seen a boudoir with broken bricks and tiles, except for barely sheltering from the wind and rain, I really can't see where it looks like a boudoir." ”

Su Zhiyu had to admit that the place where she lived was dilapidated, and her teeth were itching when she looked at the night breeze.

"All three gold have entered Beijing."

"Really?" Su Zhiyu's eyes lit up, and her dissatisfaction with the night breeze instantly flew out of the clouds, "Then how can I see him?" ”

She ran to Ye Qingfeng, Ye Qingfeng's eyes fell on her chest, and she looked over: "This king will personally take you to meet him." ”

Su Zhiyu thought of something, and her scalp tingled: "You won't come over in the middle of the night to take me to see him, right?" ”

Ye Qingfeng nodded with a teachable look. Stand up: "The king is gone." ”

Su Zhiyu held her forehead, secretly swore that when she had money, she would repair her house well, flashed her eyes in the night breeze, lay on the bed and fell asleep, and all the three gold entered Beijing, but she was overstretched, so she simply got up and counted how many belongings she had. Four hundred and fifty-six taels, you can buy half a four-grade stasis pill.

I don't know if it's because Mrs. Su wants to deal with Qiu Xi, she doesn't have time to trouble Su Zhiyu, ten days have passed in a blink of an eye, just when everyone thought that Qiu Xi would definitely die, Qiu Xi actually got better, and even her skin was more radiant, Su Huai thought of her good, and went to see her in Qiu Xi's room in the bright light.

Mrs. Su was so angry that she overturned the table in private, smashed a few porcelain vases, and had no choice but to show a reasonable appearance, and offered to open her face to Qiu Xi.

Su Huai is happy, and when he meets people, he praises the good wife of the family.

On the night of the appointment, Su Zhiyu specially changed into a strong outfit and tied up a ponytail, and the night breeze breathed a sigh of relief when she saw this. Pushing open the window, Su Zhiyu, who was unhappy for twelve minutes, rushed towards the golden jade hall under her armpit.

Under the moonlight, someone in the Qing Xiuyuan was sneakily squatting in the corner, and when he saw the window of Su Zhiyu's door open, he hurriedly ran to Su Wanru's butterfly courtyard.

Su Zhiyu was caught in the crook of the arm by the night breeze, and could only look at the ground along the way, and when she arrived at the golden jade hall, she couldn't see the appearance of the person who came, so she heard that he was very polite to the night breeze, "The master is waiting for you in the old place." ”

I wanted to struggle to look up and see the speaker's appearance clearly, but Ye Qingfeng stretched out his hand and held her head down.

The night breeze pushed open the three doors, and then put down Su Zhiyu, Su Zhiyu saw at a glance that Quan Sanjin was wearing a black trimmed embroidered gold silk forging robe, the cuffs were inlaid with silver silk moire trim, wearing a purple gold crown inlaid with jade, and a white jade openwork cloud bat pendant hung on the brocade belt of gold beads on the waist.

Su Zhiyu could only speak frequently in her heart, feeling God's injustice, none of the three gold clothes were ordinary, she exuded copper smell all over her body, and she was born with a slender figure and handsome eyebrows, and others knew that she was a young master from a rich and noble family at a glance.

"I thought you would bring a beauty, but I didn't expect the war king to carry a chicken cub."