Chapter 56: Goodbye, Ouyang

When I returned to class, it was already class, I still couldn't help wiping my tears, Da Nan first gave me a small note, asking me what was wrong, but I didn't know what to say, so I said to her: "I'll talk to you after school, I can't tell." ”

After a while, Su Yixuan's small note also arrived, and he asked very directly: Is it about Ouyang?

I was surprised at how he knew, so I replied: Well, his grades fell this time, and their class Ren thought it was my reason, so they found Lao Liu and didn't let me contact him. But how do you know?

He replied to me: Guessed, I saw Ouyang last night, on the way he told me that he didn't do well in the exam this time, the teacher talked to him, and said that he might suspect his early love, and also found a few girls in his class, today Lao Liu is looking for you, I guessed.

After receiving it, I didn't want to reply anymore, but I was afraid that he would misunderstand, so I decided to say it, so I said to him: It's just that when he made up the math for me some time ago, he walked a little closer, there is nothing else, don't get me wrong, you also know, as soon as this time comes, the grass and trees are all soldiers, and I can't wait to catch a mosquito of the opposite sex around me and ask.

He replied to me: It's okay, as long as you feel that you have a clear conscience, I believe in you, but don't get too close, I will still be unhappy.

After receiving it, my heart warmed up and I didn't reply again.

I wanted to take classes well, put Lao Liu's conversation behind me, and didn't think about it, but I still didn't have the hurdle in my heart, I think the teachers are too good, no matter what the reason is, as long as the boys and girls get closer, as long as a person's grades drop, it must be in love, is there no other reason? When I thought of this, my tears were in my eyes again, I have grown so big, I haven't been talked to because of delaying other people's learning, when I was in elementary school before, it was the teacher who talked to others, and told them not to delay Mo Yuhan's study, and not to always provoke Mo Yuhan. At that time, we were all very young, and we didn't care about it, how we should play and how to play, but now it's the other way around, and the more I think about it, the more angry I get.

At noon, Da Nan and I were about to go out, and saw Ouyang standing at the door of the class, probably wanting to come to us for dinner, so I grabbed Da Nan, and slipped out of the back door when there were many people and everyone was walking out.

During the meal, I told Danan about today's incident in Lao Liu's office, I said: "I'm not sad because I was called to the office by the teacher, but I feel very unhappy that I can't level a bowl of water. Hao Shuai's grades have improved so much, shouldn't he be encouraged, shouldn't he adjust his seat forward? Why did he still sit in the back, wasn't it because he didn't study well before, he was afraid that he would come to the front and affect the study of those students who still had some hope, and the students who didn't study well should give up on themselves? I think these teachers seem to have a problem.

Besides, we are not students who are not good at studying, although we are not top students, but we are also good students, every time we send a report card, we are also ranked in the first 300 of the school year, we can have more than 1100 people in the school year, are we still bad students in the top 300? According to their logic, if the bad boys in our class who don't study talk to us, shouldn't Lao Liu also warn them? It's not that I don't think it's necessary, because we're not escorts, hey, the more I think about it, the more angry I become. ”

After listening to me, Danan said to me: "Don't be angry, I'll buy you a sugar gourd in a while, aren't teachers like this?" Which class is not ranked by grades, which class teacher is completely fair, don't talk about others, just look at Su Yixuan, you can just look at Su Yixuan, once his grades have improved, he will quickly get to the front, not because he is good at mathematics, Lao Liu pointed to him in mathematics and the like. Okay, don't be angry, don't cry, Lao Liu said to cry, it's a shame to say it. Also, have you been avoiding Ouyang in the future? ”

After listening to her, I thought about it myself, in fact, maybe I didn't think it through myself, if you want to say that you want to escape completely, you may not be able to do it, after all, they are all in the same school, the classes are so close, and the relationship was so good before, but you said that if you can still be like before, I don't think it can be.

I said to Da Nan: "I don't know yet, let's take one step at a time, let's hide if I can now, I don't know how to face him yet." ”

This afternoon, I have been avoiding Ouyang, every class after class, I go out as soon as the bell rings, until I come back in class, and when I am in between classes, I also run out like crazy, so that he will not have a chance to see me. When Da Nan and I were walking around the playground, I saw Ouyang on the opposite side of the playground, as if he saw us, and was still walking in our direction, I pulled Da Nan and ran to another building, and went around to return to the class, but Ouyang didn't catch up.

He called me, texted me, and I didn't reply.

The next morning, when I arrived at the class, I saw him standing at the door of my class, and he didn't carry his schoolbag, it seemed that he should have come quite early, and the schoolbag was put in the class and came to the door to block me, I still wanted to hurry into the class through the back door, but he still rushed over and grabbed my school uniform, and said to me: "What happened, why are you avoiding me?" ”

There were already a lot of classmates in the hallway, and I was worried that the teacher would see it, so I quickly knocked off his hand and said to him, "I've been just a little busy lately, and I haven't really avoided you." ”

He was obviously a little annoyed and said to me, "Are you trying to make it clear here, or are we going out and talking?" ”

I looked at the watch and it was almost class, there were still 20 minutes, I didn't want to have any contact with him in school, and then the teacher found out, and then came to educate me, so I said to him: "I don't have anything to say, thank you for helping me tutor before, now my grades have improved, I don't have to trouble you to help me tutor in the future, you still study hard, don't lose your grades, you are already a guaranteed student, don't have more contact with those of us who are still struggling to climb uphill, so as not to delay your grades, okay, I'm going back to class, Go back, go, bye-bye. ”

After I finished speaking, I turned around and went back to the class, and I didn't look at him, hey, I felt very uncomfortable in my own heart, but I didn't have anything to do, I can't be said to be a "red face and bad water" by others, even if that person is a teacher, and there should already be classmates who are suspicious of us, but it hasn't been passed on to me.

Ouyang is really good, if I knew Su Yixuan before I met him, maybe the person in my heart would be him, but there is no way, my heart is really too small, so I can only fit this person.

So I really just want to be a good friend to Ouyang, just like me and Tong Zelin, we have already walked on this road, but Lao Liu's words seem to have beaten us back to the prototype, it seems that maybe I can't even be a friend, Ouyang, goodbye, I wish you success in your studies.