Chapter 774: Unbearable Pain
This year, whether it is for Zhang Chenyi and Gong Xiangqin and others, or for Wu Xiaosi, they have all had a bit of a happy life, and many times, they just forced their faces to laugh.
I always feel that the New Year is such a happy day, I don't smile, and I always can't stand the people around me.
However, except for Dabao and Xiaobao, who are still young, no one is really happy.
On Chinese New Year's Eve, after eating the reunion dinner, Zhang's mother said that she was tired and went back to the room to sleep, but in fact, she was holding the photo of Zhang's father, hiding in bed, secretly crying and wiping her tears.
She thought she was hiding well, Zhang Chenyi and they didn't find out, but she didn't know that they were standing outside the door, crying silently, crying with her.
In less than a month, in fact, no one has come out of the grief of Zhang's father's death, but everyone usually still laughs hard, but they don't want to care for their people to cry and be sad again.
Zhang Xiaoru wanted to open the door and go in several times, but she raised her hand several times, and finally put it down, just let her mother cry like this, sometimes it is better to cry out than to hold it in her heart and not be able to vent.
If she had gone in by herself, her mother would not have cried anymore, but would wipe away her tears and persuade her to be happier, because it was the New Year.
During the New Year, we must be happy and reunited.
However, there is no way to reunite.
The deceased will never be able to reunite with them again, and Luan Hang, who is outside, doesn't know when he will come back and reunite with Xiaosi and everyone.
"This year, it's really not a good time." After midnight, after all the sound of firecrackers and fireworks had disappeared, the surroundings became quiet again, Gong Xiangqin looked at the dark sky, and said to Zhang Chenyi beside him.
“…… Well. Zhang Chenyi stretched out his arm, hugged her, let her lean on his shoulder, also looked at the sky, and said in a low voice: "My heart is a little empty, and I am still a little panicked." ”
"Me too." Gong Xiangqin grabbed his hand and squeezed it back and forth, "I always feel that Dad is still there, and then, when I think of him leaving, I can't adapt to it, and it's very uncomfortable." Like when my grandfather left, I couldn't slow down.
I don't know when our mother will be able to recover, I just heard her cry for a long time, and my heart is really uncomfortable to death. ”
"When I went to bed at night, my wife who could talk next to me was gone, and she was more uncomfortable than any of us. At the very least, we can comfort each other and keep each other company. However, she was alone. ”
Zhang Chenyi said in a low voice, he can also understand his mother's loneliness.
I want to have a companion who can talk and not be so lonely.
No matter how well the children are taken care of and how filial they are, they can't compare to the old wives who have come all the way for decades.
Gong Xiangqin's heart ached when he said it.
For a while, I didn't know what to say.
I could only hold on to his hand, hoping that the warmth of his palm could dispel the chill in her heart.
"I'm a little uneasy." After being silent for a long time, Zhang Chenyi suddenly said: "I'm afraid that Luan Hang won't be able to come back." ”
“…… Why, why? Gong Xiangqin grabbed his hand and shook it, and her voice turned into a trill.
"I don't know. Very scared. Very unsettling. Zhang Chenyi lowered his head, "There is also Luan Hang's phone call, when he speaks, he is in a very wrong state." ”
"Don't, don't tell Xiao Si!" Gong Xiangqin hurriedly said: "This, this is just your guess, not true!" Emirates will definitely return safely! ”
They could not bear the pain of losing him again.
Especially Little Four!
She is pregnant with a baby, and she can't bear such unwarranted and scary speculation!
"Hmm. He will! Zhang Chenyi nodded heavily and prayed.
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Sometimes, however, life is so cruel that the more you are afraid of something, the more it will happen.
Prayed, it was useless.
The gods are too busy to hear your prayers.
On the third day of the Lunar New Year, Zhang Chenyi returned to duty in the military region, constantly trying to find out about Luan Hang's news, he was restless for the past few days, and even had nightmares at night.
This is all because he is too worried about Luan Hang's safety.
However, when facing Xiao Si, he would not show anything, but calmly told her that Luan Hang had nothing to do and would definitely return safely.
As long as you take care of your body and wait patiently with your baby, you can do it.
"Say it again, say it again! I, I don't believe it! Zhang Chenyi couldn't believe what he heard, and he stared at Political Commissar Wu of the command headquarters with a pale face.
"Chen Yi, Luan Hang died, his body is on the way back, he is a hero, a martyr, he fought for the country ......"
What did Political Commissar Wu say next, Zhang Chenyi couldn't hear anything, his mind was blank, buzzing, and the things in front of him were shaking.
"Hey! Be careful! Seeing that he was about to fall, the person next to him quickly stretched out his arm to support his body and supported him hard, "Mourning." ”
Zhang Chenyi shook his head!
He doesn't want to mourn!
He couldn't accept it!
"Something must have gone wrong! Are you sure Luan Hang died? His...... Is the body intact? Is it really him! Zhang Chenyi's eyes were red, and he yelled at Commissar Wu frantically.
"Calm down! With such work, our fighters can't go wrong! Political Commissar Wu grabbed Zhang Chenyi's arm and glared at him to calm him down.
Zhang Chenyi stared at him with red eyes for a long time, then broke away from his arm, tried to make himself stand firm, tried to calm down, and tried to ask,
"What, when will it arrive?"
"Tonight. His family ......" Political Commissar Wu was interrupted by Zhang Chenyi as soon as he spoke, "His wife is pregnant, don't, don't tell her directly, she won't be able to bear it." ”
“…… She's going to know. Political Commissar Wu also looked sad and embarrassed, "She is the family of heroes and martyrs, and we will help as much as possible." The funeral will be handled by the army......"
Zhang Chenyi listened blankly, his mind couldn't turn around, he didn't know if he had the courage to go home, face Xiao Si, and then tell her the news of this thunderbolt on a sunny day.
"I know that you and Luan Hang are brothers, and it is really difficult for you to tell his wife about this. When Luan Hang's body arrives, we will send someone to invite her over, you don't have to worry about it. ”
Political Commissar Wu said.
When Zhang Chenyi heard this, he didn't get a trace of comfort.
Needless to say, then he can face it?
In less than a month, he lost two important people in his life one after another!
It hurt him and he couldn't even breathe.
His back couldn't stand up because of the pain, and he always felt that there was a mountain pressing on his back, so he bent down, propped his hands on his knees, and gasped violently.
"Wait, wait...... The body arrived. I'm going to make sure it's Luan Hang with my own eyes. Don't tell me anything else. "Still struggling with the latest chapter you can't find? Amway One or search for Hot/Degree/Net/Article "Remember to remove "/"Otherwise you won't be able to search", here is a young lady to help you find books and accompany you to chat!