I found that after so many months, I was really tired.

It's been so long, and for the first time, I made an announcement that I was tired, maybe I put it, maybe my body really couldn't do it, and I always didn't want to code words these days, for various reasons.

There are many reasons in between, and I sometimes reflect on whether it is my cause or what.

More than 5 million words, still dead, I sometimes complain because I don't meet Huaicai, and sometimes, I reflect that I must have written badly myself.

The weather is hot, and people are irritable, I used to have 30,000 a day, but now, I don't want to be 15,000 a day.

Why?

You scolded me twice, let me wake up, I forgot my dream, I forgot my persistence, I forgot that Xia Xia once said that when I want to give up, you will give up on me.

Three books up, some of the ones that choose to stay, some that go away, and some that are new to the arrivals.

But...... Maybe it's because I'm a little arrogant, or I don't have anyone in my sights, and I actually ignore some readers who come to chat with me.

Hehe, I think how excited I was when the first reader rewarded me and joined the group, and I finally had my own readers, so I was really happy.

Maybe after a long time, I will really become numb, not forgetting the original intention, not forgetting the original heart, I don't seem to remember this sentence clearly, they can no longer inspire me.

Having said so much, the sky is still high and irritable, and people are also following all kinds of bad things, lazy and greedy, all kinds of excuses and less updates.

I still owe you more than a dozen more, as I said, as soon as that ranking comes out, I will add more and make up for it.

If you can see this, it proves that you are serious, and some of them are closed with a smile.

Everyone has a period of confusion, and when I was in the eye of God, I was confused for a while, and now I am confused again.

Forget it, it's bad to say that you're not good, and you can't write that kind of passion, so that you all have been diving and silently supporting.

I made excuses again today, maybe I don't have 15,000 words, it's really poor, and I don't have the motivation to support me.

You scolded me twice, let me reflect on it, I want to remember what I said at the beginning, and find my gradually lost self.

He has forgotten what he promised, for, for

Why can !! still forgive him?