I have known Li Shenlan's identity for a long time, as a country girl, I only thought it was ridiculous before I saw her, and I couldn't figure out whether Li Yunshan was really brainless or poor in donkey skills, and would actually think of letting a country peasant girl enter the palace to compete for favor. And at the farewell banquet that day, I admitted that Li Yunshan was still the old fox.

There were a lot of people at the New Year's banquet, and the environment was extremely noisy, and I didn't like the atmosphere, but as the host of the banquet, I had to do it.

The first time I sat on the dragon chair, I saw that Li Shenlan, she was very different, compared to the competition of others, she sat in her seat so calmly, and from time to time a dish picking action looked particularly dignified. I couldn't see her face clearly when she was far away, I just felt that the dress on her body was extremely familiar, but the next moment I heard Li Mingyue pointing the finger at her.

The moment the woman raised her face to look at me, it was as if everything in the world had come to a standstill. She is too much like my Ah Ming, whether it is facial features or demeanor, the two of them are like carved out of a mold, if it weren't for the voice being clearer than Ah Ming, I might really lose my temper in public. It was also at that moment that I remembered the clothes on her body, Ah Ming liked to wear such a very much, so she didn't even look at the phoenix robe sent by the Internal Affairs Office.

"I just heard from the third girl that your dancing skills are extremely high, and now that you are standing here, it is better to dance a song and feast your eyes."

It took me a long time to find my voice, and after I said this, I realized that something was wrong, but when I turned my head to look at Ah Ming, I saw that she was still that indifferent magic, as if everything in front of me had nothing to do with her. But I clearly felt her sadness, and even saw Zhao Luo's resentment towards me.

When she came back to her senses, Li Shenlan had already started dancing, I didn't know about this, but I could see that she had been rehearsing this dance for a long time. White silk dance, Ah Ming used to dance often, soft and slender but smart, every time Ah Ming danced, I felt that I was the happiest person in the world.

Dancing to ** In a trance, I felt that I had returned to the past, back to the days when Ah Ming was not pregnant. After the dance, I was sincerely amazed, but it was just such a move that almost told Lee Yun-san that his plan was half successful. I did become interested in Li Shenlan, she was too much like Ah Ming, so even though I knew that she was the eyeliner sent in by Li Yunshan, I still willingly let her enter the palace.

After the farewell banquet, I arranged for someone to watch Li Shenlan's side, and it was called to visit the enemy, but I didn't know that I was unconsciously trapped.

I knew Li Mingyue and Lu Xin's plan for a long time, and it can be said that nothing would happen to Li Shenlan herself, and she was surrounded by my secret guards, and if it was really in the end, they would rescue her. But in fact, Li Shenlan is much smarter than I imagined, which makes it even more logical for my hero to save the United States.

On the way back, I unconsciously said so much to her, and many times I didn't even know if these words were my own sincerity or just a joke.

For Li Shenlan's business, Zhao Luo found me more than once, and each time it meant nothing more than to let me think more about Ah Ming's mood. I can understand and know her dilemma. But every time I go to Changle Palace, the queen always has that face, as if she can't get over the miscarriage for the rest of her life.

I don't understand, I'm a king, in this world, people often stand taller, the more lonely they are, and many things are involuntarily forced to do. Others can understand me, why can't I favor her. In other words, don't say that when I stretch out my hand, hundreds of women will want to climb onto my dragon bed, even if there are smiling faces everywhere in this harem? Why am I so angry?

Because Yunxiu's habit of grinding mirrors was discovered, she has been living in the National Temple for almost six years. Originally, there were few people in this palace who talked to me, and as soon as she left, I could be said to be buried in these pieces every day. So Li Shenlan's arrival really added a bit of fun to my life.

I seem to be gradually obsessed with dealing with Li Yunshan, and I can see that Li Shenlan doesn't know what Li Yunshan's real purpose is, but for many reasons, she will still help Li Yunshan. I don't like this phenomenon, looking at Li Shenlan's face countless times, I have been thinking that if I found her first, then she would not be so embarrassed, she can continue to be her Song Yuan can still bloom in this palace.

So when I knew that Li Mingyue was trying to kill the second elder of the Song family in retaliation, I felt a little more joy in my heart.

The second elder of the Song family is Li Yunshan's only bargaining chip to contain Li Shenlan, I like Li Shenlan, naturally I don't want her to do things for Li Yunshan anymore, if the second elder dies, Li Shenlan will not only not help Li Yunshan anymore, but may also turn against him. What's more, with Li Shenlan's temperament, if Li Mingyue really killed them, Li Shenlan would have to take revenge on the enemy in person, and in this way, Li Yunshan completely lost his own daughter, and he could be regarded as an informant without his own in the range of the harem.

A fool will not do a good thing that kills three birds with one stone.

It's just that I didn't expect Qin Ye to do things unfavorably, and after all, he fell into the handle and was discovered by Li Shenlan.

The sachet was like a needle piercing Li Shenlan's heart, even if it was pulled out, there would still be a mark. Coupled with the problem of catching up with Sheng Ping to stay at that time, I was annoyed but I didn't expect Li Shenlan to be more radical than me. Maybe I took her as Ah Ming for too long, so that I finally forgot that she was not me. Li Shenlan has her own stubbornness, which is why I like Li Shenlan more than ever in every contact. It's just that I didn't realize this kind of thought in time after all, and even Zhao Luo broke it in the end, I was afraid that I wanted to live in regret for the rest of my life.

I didn't expect Li Shenlan to be really affectionate to me, she seemed to really put down the sachet like this, everything was just because I said it wasn't me, and she believed it. At the time, I just thought that this woman was so simple and stupid.

Sheng Ping's birth made the originally lifeless harem become a lot of vitality, and the moment the child's cry sounded, I remembered the unfortunate daughter of me and Ah Ming. Over the years, every time I dream back at midnight, I dream of that child, I can't see her face clearly, but I know that she is my daughter.

I saw the sadness on the queen's countenance, and knew that she was thinking of her unborn child. I thought about making it up to her, from a very early age. So as soon as Sheng Ping had an accident, I knew that my opportunity had come, and this trick was like the Queen Mother learned.

Even her daughter, the Queen Mother, still doesn't like it, she cares too much about Li Shenlan's bloodline, after all, she is still Li Yunshan's daughter in name. I was afraid that she would hurt Sheng Ping again, so in order to protect her and compensate the queen, I unified Qin Tianjian's confession and made them believe that the son was noble by his mother, and naturally transferred Sheng Ping to the queen's name.

I thought that the queen had been compensated, and the queen mother didn't want to say anything more, but just when I was proud of myself, the queen rushed into the palace of nourishing hearts and made a big fuss.

I was really tired, I didn't understand what I was doing wrong, I knew everything was going according to plan, but the situation wasn't going according to my expectations.

Tear down the east wall and make up the west wall, and I can't refute what the queen said about me.

The death of the queen made me a little helpless, as if from beginning to end I thought that she would not leave me, but I didn't expect that she would not survive in this palace anymore.

It was also later that Zhao Luo told me that Ah Ming knew about Dong Situ for a long time, and she also knew that I killed her father with my own hands. After so many years, she has struggled between love and hate, and the poison that hurt her body at the beginning, every day and every night can be described as torment for her. And when she was tormented, I was either in this palace or in the arms of that woman, and in the end, I pampered this woman who was similar to her in front of her.

I'm afraid that if it is someone else, it will be very unbearable.

When Li Shenlan was pregnant with her second child, the imperial doctor told me that the child might not be born, but now that there is no queen mother in the middle, I really want to keep the child, so I ordered to try my best to keep the child. The lily who gave Li Shenlan contraception was also removed from the Lilan Hall by me, for fear of hurting her.

But Li Yunshan's rebellion was faster than expected, in order to protect Li Shenlan's comfort, I repeated the old trick and put her on death row to protect her, after all, she still has a child in her belly, it is difficult to guarantee that Li Yunshan will not make a fuss about this if she goes crazy.

But maybe my methods were too radical, or something else, Li Shenlan was on death row like a different person, and even beat the child behind my back.

Because of Li Yunshan's matter, I did have a mind about Li Shenlan, so I would let Hou Zhong lead her to discover Ah Ming's portrait at the beginning, but she couldn't do it after all. But this approach still hurt her, and she became the second Ah Ming as if she was thinking. On weekdays, if I don't look for her, she won't come back to look for me, and when we meet occasionally, they are not cold, like strangers.

From time to time, I stared at her face, and found that the sadness on her face was the same as that of Ah Ming, and I finally ruined another woman. It's just that at that time, I wasn't aware of the existence of this problem, because of Li Shenlan's estrangement, I found another woman who looked a little like her.

At that time, I was like an impudent child, I spoiled others just to see Li Shenlan's sad and jealous expression, but Hou Zhong told Li Shenlan that Li Shenlan didn't react at all from beginning to end. I was angry, but there was no way to fix it.

And that woman thought that she really fascinated me, and dared to show off her power in front of Li Shenlan, and in a fit of anger, I let people secretly flower her face, because how can such a femme fatale woman deserve such a perfect face?

But what makes me negligent is that Li Shenlan's life is not easy in these days, and Lu Xin behind him has been tinkering, and there are even Hakoye who has done bad things. However, I didn't know these things until the end, and I was still angry that I was swept away by being told in such a big public, but I forgot to care about Li Shenlan.

There are more and more women in the harem, and every day there are different women chewing on my pillow. Over time, I began to doubt myself, and wondered if Li Shenlan really had a relationship with Hakoye.

When I rushed into the Lilan Hall that day, she was still so cold. At that time, I was also dizzy for a while, and my heart must have something with Na Hakoye, otherwise why did she keep rejecting me, why did she have to go to that death row to see Hakoye. But I never expected that Hakoye would find out everything and tell her.

I wanted to apologize to her for the recklessness of that day, but every time I saw her face, I couldn't say it after all. Until she said she was going to spend the night with me, I thought she figured it out but didn't want her to kill me.

I was unprepared when the bright color flew at me, and it wasn't until the pain from the cut woke me up that I realized she was really going to kill me.

"I think the emperor has already guessed that everything was deliberately arranged by me from the beginning. I ordered someone to buy off those eunuchs and palace maids who can go out of the palace every day to purchase, and when I assassinate you, they will immediately spread the news. ”

I think she must be crazy, "As long as you want to, now I can tell the world your identity, and if you have nothing to do with Li Yunshan, you can naturally be Song Yuan." ”

It's just that when she said this, she burst into laughter, like listening to a big joke. Yes, from the moment she was allowed to enter the palace, she was destined to no longer be Song Yuan.

When the news of Li Shenlan's suicide came, my breath was sluggish, and my instinctive consciousness was telling me that I had lost another Ah Ming. But the reaction in my heart was shouting, I may really be in love with Li Shenlan, but I am still deceiving myself in my heart. I didn't want to force her to death, and I was even ready to execute Li Shenlan.

That person's name is Liu Shan, and her body is about the same size as her, and when the time comes, it will be just a matter of a human skin mask, and I will be able to save her life between stealing beams and changing pillars.

But I forgot her pride, forgot her stubbornness.

The hairpin was in my hand, and I could even feel her blood running over it. For some reason, I even felt hot, she cared about me and the first thing I gave her, and I finally forced her to death.

"You deserve to be alone and widowed for the rest of your life, don't talk about children like you, you don't even deserve a woman!"

After Li Shenlan's death, Zhao Luo lost the last pillar in her heart, she completely released her resentment like a shrew, and almost pointed at my nose and scolded in the Heart Cultivation Palace, but I didn't have the slightest anger. There are so many people who have left me in this life, they think that they are passers-by who come and go in a hurry, and I was still deceiving myself and telling myself that they were wrong, but now I think that it was my own suspicion that killed them.

This kind of mind is like an iron pillar that imprisons me to death......