Chapter 105: An Nian's Career
An Nian's body shook, and the palm of her hand subconsciously fell on her lower abdomen, feeling uncomfortable for a while, she had seen Song Linlin holding the child once, and knew that she loved the child.
But she would rather choose to euthanize the child than let him suffer that kind of pain, so you can imagine what torture the child experienced after the onset of the disease.
"Actually, it's better for the kids." An Nian said in a low voice, "I know that I can't keep it, so it's better to let him suffer a little less." ”
Tang Wenxuan's eyes were red, his eyes were moist, his fingers hanging to the side kept trembling, and his throat "rumbled" for a while before he said in a trembling voice: "I never knew that I could feel distressed like that."
Song Linlin kept holding the child, she looked at the doctor expressionlessly and injected the child with euthanasia drugs, she hugged him tightly without blinking her eyes.
They wanted to be in another world, and he was excluded.
"Where's Linlin?" An Nian opened her mouth to ask, looking at Tang Wenxuan with some doubts, "At this time, shouldn't you be by her side?"
She is a mother, and she understands Song Linlin's heartache at this time, if she has a choice, she would rather answer the question by herself and the child will die.
She loves her child deeply, but in the end, she decided to euthanize her child, and the pain in her heart is even more indescribable.
"We broke up." Tang Wenxuan's voice was hoarse, "She went directly to Dali, and I came to City A." ”
An Nian was stunned, stood up suddenly, and her angry fingers trembled: "You, how can you break up with her at this time?" You don't know she's in a bad mood? She's already sad, aren't you adding to the situation?
"She doesn't want me anymore." Tang Wenxuan said in a low voice.
After sending the child away, Song Linlin was silent like a sculpture, That evening, it was drizzling on the streets of a foreign country, and the dim street lamps opened a circle of dim halo in the rain and fog.
"It's all over." Song Linlin was wearing a beige windbreaker jacket, her quiet side face was haggard, she chuckled lowly, and her hoarse voice was like an awl piercing Tang Wenxuan's heart, "All the proof that I have loved and you have loved has disappeared." ”
Tang Wenxuan's heart was shocked, and he suddenly looked up at her, wanting to open his mouth to say to stay, but his throat seemed to be sealed, and he couldn't say a word.
"Can you hug me?" She smiled lightly, the person was obviously close in front of her, but Xie Yu had an illusion that she couldn't grasp.
He stretched out his arms and hugged the person in his arms, only to find that he didn't know when she had been so thin, as if he would crush the person in his arms with a little more strength.
The rain kept falling, and they quietly hugged and said goodbye silently.
The next day, she flew back to Dali directly, without leaving a word, he didn't know where to go, and went around and returned to City A.
"Do you still love her?" An Nian asked softly, but sighed faintly in his heart.
What kind of fate is between Tang Wenxuan and Song Linlin, the two seem to be constantly missing and tormenting, even at this time, she also feels that the two should not be separated like this, it is too cruel.
"I've always loved her, I just feel like I hate her a little more." Tang Wenxuan's eyes were confused, like a child trapped in a cage, and muttered, "But now I feel that I love her, and I still love her very much." ”
Tang Wenxuan has liked Song Linlin since he was a child, and later Song Linlin liked Huo Junyuan madly, and used Tang Wenxuan countless times, Tang Wenxuan thought that he would cover her up, but later found that this woman hurt her feelings even more, and then Song Linlin seemed to understand that no matter how good Huo Junyuan was, he didn't belong to her, on the contrary, Tang Wenxuan, who had been by her side, had slowly entered her heart.
Later, the two got married, and Tang Wenxuan committed a crime and kept taking revenge on her.
The two went around in circles, but it was the end of today.
Huo Junyuan frowned: "In that case, why don't you chase people back?"
"You need time to calm down, but after being apart for a long time, there are many variables." An Nian also encouraged, "You go to her." ”
Tang Wenxuan's eyes lit up, and instantly dimmed, shaking his head and muttering: "No, she won't accept me, the child is dead, she can't accept me anymore."
He only lived with the child for a short month, and when he was sent away, he felt heartbroken, not to mention that Song Linlin was pregnant in October and gave birth desperately, desperately protecting him.
Thinking about it this way, his father is really irresponsible, and he can't forgive himself for being irresponsible, let alone Linlin?
"You can keep watch over her from afar, so that when she needs it, she can be the first to show up." An Nian suggested.
At this point, she didn't know what to say if she had more.
"Thank you, sister-in-law." Tang Wenxuan said sincerely, he looked up at Huo Junyuan, "I reached an agreement with Linlin, and I won't tell grandpa about this matter."
The old man is old, and he must not be able to bear such a thing.
"Okay." Huo Junyuan nodded, his gaze fell on Tang Wenxuan, "What are your plans?"
Tang Wenxuan. Leaning on the sofa, he sighed slightly: "I don't want to go to Linlin for the time being, when we see each other, we think of the dead child, which is torture for us."
Maybe it's good for both of them to be separated temporarily, to distance themselves and let time slowly heal the scars on their hearts.
"I started a company with Allen, and we needed someone to take care of it." Huo Junyuan said lightly, "You are responsible for this part of the business first." ”
Tang Wenxuan was silent for a moment and nodded: "Thank you."
After dinner, An Nian sat on the bed and thought about what Tang Wenxuan had been here during the day, "It's really not easy for the two of them. ”
Huo Jun took the hot milk and put it on the coffee table, took a coat and draped it on An Nian's body: "Why are you still thinking?"
"It's a pity, and it's a pity for that kid." An Nian sighed, she grabbed Huo Junyuan's arm and whispered, "You don't know, that kid is already going to look up.. .
If it were her, she would have gone crazy.
No, no, she is just an ordinary person, and her children will be born healthy and grow up safely like all ordinary children in the world.
"That kid has nothing to do with them." Huo Junyuan held An Nian's shoulder, and seeing that she was depressed, he smiled and diverted the topic, "Allen's audition has been put on the agenda, you."
Do you want to participate?"
An Nian's eyes lit up: "Can I participate?"
"No, you can't." Huo Junyuan's face darkened instantly, just talking, but he didn't expect his little wife to really have this idea, "I discussed with Allen, you are the only model of maternity clothes, and you don't need to participate in the audition." ”
An Nian glanced sideways at Huo Junyuan, and said angrily: "Let me be happy in vain."
"I'm thinking about our children." Huo Junyuan said seriously, he handed the milk to An Nian, and said, "Besides, if the audition for pregnant women is held, there will definitely be people who will participate, but it is easy to have accidents." ”
An afternoon quickly shook his head when he heard this: "Don't say goodbye, if there is really an accident to the expectant mother, I will die of guilt." ”
Huo Jun bent the corners of his mouth without a trace, he had been together for so long, he had long known where his little wife's weaknesses were, and he was accurate little by little.
"Sleepy." An Nian hugged Huo Junyuan's arm, covered her lips, and yawned delicately, "Sleep." ”
Huo Junyuan smiled and hugged the person to the bed, looking at his little wife's slightly bulging lower abdomen with gentle eyes, and hated to send all the best things in the world to her with both hands.
"Junyuan.... ." An Qin closed her eyes and muttered, her red lips like delicate roses.
Huo Junyuan only felt that his throat was hot, and his lower abdomen burst out of surging desire.
He propped his palms on the side of the bed, quietly looked at his sweet little wife who was asleep, lowered his head and kissed him lightly on the forehead and left quickly, he was worried that he would hurt her if he couldn't restrain himself.
Although three months have passed, the doctor said that the little wife is weak and needs to be more careful, and he is naturally unwilling to let the little wife take risks for his own desires.
He won't, and he won't.
"After giving birth to this, I will never give birth again." Huo Junyuan's eyes burned, three children were enough.
In the future, he will stay and fly with his little wife, so that these little things can be played together.
Because of the publicity in place and Allen's fame in the fashion industry, the audition was in full swing at the beginning, and the number of applicants increased exponentially every day.
"Don't have any of these awl faces!" Tang Wenxuan glanced at it, picked out a thick stack of resumes and handed it to Huo Junyuan, "It's probably plastic surgery according to a mold, and it will be good to look at it." ”
An Nian looked over with great interest, looked at the photo and looked at Huo Junyuan, and his voice was sour: "Hips and bee waists and long legs, how good-looking."
"Health and beauty are the most important thing." Huo Junyuan said with a straight face, "And the figure is the most standard."
After these days of hard work, Huo Junyuan has been able to keenly capture the changes in his little wife's emotions.
Alan and Tang Wenxuan looked at each other, now Huo Junyuan is really less and less like himself, and he almost wants to spoil his little sister-in-law to the sky.
Sensing the burning eyes of the two, An Nian's cheeks flushed, and he gently pushed Huo Junyuan, how can this person be regardless of the occasion.
Huo Junyuan grabbed An Nian's finger and coughed lightly, and said, "You are responsible in the early stage, and in the final finals, Nian Nian and I will pass."
"Is that okay?" An Nian's eyes lit up, and she looked at Huo Junyuan excitedly, "You take me there?"
This pregnancy, Huo Junyuan was careful and careful, basically not letting her go to crowded places, this time the sun came out from the west?
"We'll look in the background." Huo Junyuan said calmly, seeing the disappointed eyes of his little wife, a smile on the corner of his mouth, "If you don't want to go, it's the same for us to watch the live broadcast at home." ”
"Go! Of course we have to go!" An Nian nodded.
As expected, the audition was in full swing, with an endless stream of beautiful women and handsome guys, eye-catching talents and eye-catching looks, like a feast of beauty, dominating the front page headlines of entertainment news for many days.
Because the audition is divided into four rounds and lasts for a month, after thinking about it for a month, An Nian's belly will be bigger, so after Huo Junyuan's approval, Alan first took a set of photos for An Nian.
"It's my newly designed outfit." Alan came to the scene with a huge box in his arms, and looked at Huo Junyuan with a flattering expression, "The texture is soft and not exposed, and it is completely in line with An Nian's temperament." ”
An Nian put down the water glass, raised his eyebrows lightly, and said, "Why did you tell him?" Shouldn't these things be told to me?"
Alan had a layer of cold sweat on his back, and looked at Huo Junyuan for help, but Huo Junyuan only looked at him calmly.
"You husband and wife, I told him the same, right?" Allen's mind spun quickly, and he said seriously, "And you are pregnant now, so it is good for the child to worry less." ”
An Nian said "oh" and continued to bow her head to drink water, thinking silently, it was already easy for Huo Junyuan to promise to let her come, so she would be "wronged" for the time being.
It was easy to appease the two of them, Alan let out a sigh of relief and said with a smile: "Then you prepare first, and start shooting in half an hour."
"Got it." An Nian smiled, her eyes sparkling with joy, she hugged Huo Junyuan's arm, "You're not happy?"