Chapter 34: Male God No. 5: The Addiction of the Domineering President's Favorite Wife (7)

After signing the letter, An Shaojun slipped to the ground little by little, and the child belonging to him was killed by his own hands. His mind was full of time when he and Qin Shuangshuang were looking forward to the child together, they hugged and described the time in the future, they said that they would have at least two children, the best boy was like him and the girl was like her, he would definitely spoil the child very happily instead of always growing up under the care of the nanny like him. He would take them to the amusement park to make amusement equipment over and over again, eat ice cream together, and take them to try different possibilities. But when they really came, he ruined all happiness with one kick.

An Shaojun felt that this was God's revenge for him, yes. Even if he knew that Qin Bing's mother died at the hands of Old Man An, he only cared about being broken up in anger and never thought of giving Qin Bing an explanation. Even if he knew that Qin Bing's departure was because he was forced, he just felt that what he hated was unreasonable, and his miserable life was meaningless. Seeing Qin Bing's excellence, he constantly compared with Qin Shuangshuang, if it was Qin Bing who was standing next to him, it would be much easier to do many things, but he forgot that what he cared about when he fell in love with Qin Shuangshuang was that kind of clean and pure feeling. Because of hatred, he chose Qin Shuangshuang, who was very similar to Qin Bing in the past, but he didn't think that Qin Shuangshuang was also a person with feelings, he used Qin Shuangshuang as a stand-in but didn't know it. When he fell in love with Qin Shuangshuang, he always thought that Qin Bing was just a stand-in in his opinion, but when a girl melted his hateful heart with her enthusiasm, he didn't realize that this was love.

Qin Shuangshuang was right, if Qin Bing had appeared a little later, maybe the ending of the relationship for them back then would have been completely different. Just imagine, when Qin Bing appeared when An Shaojun figured out the person he really loved, she would never become the third party in this relationship, she would only smile and bless the boy in her youth memory with happiness. And Qin Bing appeared when An Shaojun had not yet fallen in love with Qin Shuangshuang, perhaps because the Qin mother who was between them would not let them be together, but they still had the opportunity to make it clear that Qin Shuangshuang, an innocent person in this relationship, had a chance to embrace happiness. Maybe Qin Bing doesn't know the truth of the matter, An Shaojun uses his life to atone for his sins and love. But this is only a possibility, there is no possibility in reality, we can only wipe away our tears and move on.

Before An Shaojun could reflect clearly, Qin Shuangshuang came out of the operating room, and he sat on the side of Qin Shuangshuang's bed and looked at her pale face carefully. To tell the truth, Qin Bing looks better, and his facial features are more refined in all aspects. In comparison, Qin Shuangshuang is more affinity and a little more pure. I remember that when I first met Qin Shuangshuang, she was like a student with no experience, a little stubborn but more of a pitiful temperament. He was immediately attracted to those eyes, and then succeeded in possessing her despite resistance. At that time, as long as she smiled, he would be happy for a long time, when did he start arguing frequently? An Shaojun couldn't remember, his mind was full of Qin Shuangshuang's face now, smiling, crying, angry, and coquettish, until it turned into a roaring questioning why he killed her child. An Shaojun didn't even dare to sleep, as long as he closed his eyes, there was endless blood, and a childish voice was questioning why he killed me.

"Water, water!" It wasn't until he heard Qin Shuangshuang's voice that he wanted to drink water, An Shaojun hurriedly got up, poured a glass of warm water for Qin Shuangshuang, held her waist with one hand and gently fed the water with the other hand, and kept saying, "Drink slowly." It wasn't until Qin Shuangshuang made it clear that he didn't want to drink it that he gave up.

"Am I seriously ill?" Qin Shuangshuang asked with a puzzled face, it wasn't that she was suspicious, on the way to the hospital, she felt as if something had left her, and the feeling of blood flowing down would not be wrong. Moreover, with An Shaojun's personality, he was only so considerate when he first started chasing her. The various manifestations of An Shaojun when she woke up mean that her illness may be serious, or that she has lost her ...... She kept shaking her head, impossible, everything was her fantasy, and she was obsessed with an answer.

In the face of such eyes, An Shaojun's heart trembled twice, "Shuangshuang, you listen to me." We will have children later, I will marry you, we will have a happy family, Shuangshuang, I will be good to you. At this moment, Qin Shuangshuang's mind was full of children, "No, you're lying to me, aren't you?" Child, my child. I didn't even feel his coming. Shaojun, did you lie to me? Did I lie to me because I was seriously ill and you were too embarrassed to tell me? You say, you say. Qin Shuangshuang grabbed An Shaojun's collar tightly, tears flowing, and he kept roaring. And An Shaojun could only hold on to Qin Shuangshuang and continue to appease.

In the blink of an eye, a month later, an unexpected person appeared in Xia Mu's office.

When he saw him, Xia Mu didn't react for a while, "Grandpa An, why are you here?" ”

When Xia Mu was indulged in love and neglected revenge, he didn't expect Old Man An to appear in front of Xia Mu himself, which also made Xia Mu face Qin's mother's death more seriously for the first time.

Old Man An didn't know what to say for a while, and he didn't think that the next meeting ten years later would be such an occasion. "How are you? I ...... back then" Xia Mu interrupted Old Man An's next words, because she found that An Shaojun and Qin Shuangshuang were also approaching, and it was time to put an end to the feelings of the year.

Xia Mu put down a cup of coffee, "I don't blame you for what happened back then, I know that you are for Shaojun's good, I can understand it." Although I may not agree with your approach, after all these years, I have actually let go. Shaojun is very good now, and it is good to have the person he loves to accompany him to become the president of An's and realize his ambitions. I've gone my own way, and it's good. ”

"Do you still love Shaojun? If ......", Xia Mu interrupted the unfinished words, "Grandpa An, don't say these words again, Shaojun already has Shuangshuang by her side, I have seen her a very good girl, and they are good together." Love? I actually don't know myself, it's been too long, and when I thought I had forgotten, I seemed to have my heart beating when I saw him, I can only say that he is the only man Qin Bing has ever loved. "Yes, Qin Bing, that stupid girl who has never had happiness in her life. Even if she was hurt in love, An Shaojun's shadow has never been erased, she has lived a lifetime with the shadow that An Shaojun gave her, and she hopes that man will love her until she dies. Xia Mu has no right to evaluate whether it is worth it or not, this love is too heavy, so heavy that it costs a girl's life.

As soon as the words fell, I saw Qin Shuangshuang and An Shaojun pushing the door in, and the embarrassed secretary complained helplessly, "Mr. Qin, I really can't stop it." I saw An Shaojun looking at Old Man An and Xia Mu with a complicated expression, he heard it, but why was it when he was powerless to make changes. Qin Shuangshuang's appearance frightened Xia Mu, and the woman standing in front of her was full of anger except for her appearance, which was similar to the two of them she had seen before.

"This is our wedding invitation, I hope Miss Qin can come to participate then." At this time, in Qin Shuangshuang's eyes, the woman in front of her is just a loser, no matter what she once had, even if Old Man An likes it, the only person who can stand next to An Shaojun and be called Mrs. An now and in the future can only be her Qin Shuangshuang.

Xia Mu glanced at An Shaojun, how did she feel that things were developing a little fast, and this scene didn't seem to be mentioned in the plot. She calmly picked up the invitation and smiled indifferently, "Congratulations, congratulations!", but this smile was more lonely and helpless in An Shaojun's eyes. Old man An also saw the invitation for the first time, he sighed, looked at An Shaojun standing beside him, he seemed to have really done something wrong. Is Qin Shuangshuang, who has been married to all the authorities, really a good choice?

The unhappily parted meeting of the three also made Xia Mu start to think about whether the so-called plot really has any loopholes? She entered this world as a third person, and whether it changed the fate of the original owner or the fate of others related to them. Is her existence correct?

Just as she couldn't get out of the horns, a voice suddenly appeared in her head and complained, "Stupid host, why do you always ignore my existence? I'll just say you can't do it without my help, hahahaha, I still need my Xia Ling's help at a critical moment, say it quickly, say it quickly, am I the most useful cutie? ”

The sudden appearance of 001 made the sad atmosphere dissipate a lot, and Xia Mu couldn't help but show a smile on his face, "Then Xia Ling's cutie can you help me answer it?" In fact, Xia Mu didn't expect to get much affirmative answers, but when you are alone in a mystery, as long as there are people around you who can accompany you, it is much more comfortable. The existence of 001 is a kind of redemption for Xia Mu, not only regaining life but also gaining love, this is the beginning of a new journey, unknown but can only move forward.

In fact, the so-called plot is just an independent world unfolded by dreams, and everyone has the potential to become the protagonist of this independent world. It's just that as the story continues to develop, human nature continues to play a role in it, leading to the birth of the Lord of Nightmares, and the similar and intertwined dreams begin to merge and form the protagonist and supporting characters according to the rhyme. And the supporting characters are devoured by the Lord of Nightmares and become nutrients. The supporting characters we represent are nothing more than being targeted in advance by the Lord of Nightmares and changing their own fate. We just let the world get back on the track it should go, but change will cause a change in the atmosphere, and the plot will not remain the same. Therefore, you don't have to be sad about this at all, and the life we replace will also find its own way in the emerging world and embrace happiness. ”