Bai Ying had a long, long dream, in which she was three to seven years old.

She doesn't remember much before she was three years old, but she still has a little impression at the age of three.

The gentle mother, the steady father, and the favorite brother, including the people who serve up and down the Huainan Palace, all regard her as precious as glass and love her carefully.

However, the beauty ended on that blizzard-ravaged winter day, and Bai Ying still remembers the smell of poison poured by pulling her hair, pinching her chin, and forcibly breaking open her mouth.

It's a bitterness she's never tasted before.

The bitter internal organs began to ache, and the pain was unbearable.

She finally knew that I would be so sugar-hungry in my life, and I longed to sprinkle everything with sugar and pour honey, and the whole person held the honey pot and dug it spoonful by spoon.

The taste is too bitter, and she has a shadow of bitterness.

She thought she would die, but she didn't expect to be taken back to the National Teacher Tower by the National Teacher.

It has always been her, and it has always been her.

Because the toxicity was raging at that time, after the high fever, she forgot everything, and only remembered her past life.

And these forgotten memories should have been remembered after detoxification, who knows, they will explode in Huainan Palace.

Bai Ying couldn't bear so many memory fragments, and had a splitting headache for a while, even in his sleep, he read "brother", "sister breeze" and "master" from time to time......

It wasn't until it was dark that she lifted her heavy eyelids, looked at the top of her head with confused eyes, and finally woke up from a big dream.

"Ah Ying......" beside her was Princess Huainan's cautious voice.

Bai Ying didn't know how to face her, she closed her eyes tiredly, turned her back to her, and whispered, "I'm sorry." ”

Strictly calculated, Princess Huainan did not spend as much time with her as Shen Yan, and the relationship between their brother and sister was the best. Every time Bai Ying thought of Shen Yan's neglect and resentment because of her over the years, her heart felt like she was grabbed by a big hand, and she couldn't breathe in pain.

But Princess Huainan is like this because of her.

She is sorry for Shen Yan, and she is sorry for Princess Huainan.

Over the years, they have not given up looking for her.

"Ah Ying, Ah Ying ......," Princess Huainan choked up, "Are you resentful of your mother being too cruel to Shen Yan over the years?" But my mother can't be like no one, I treat him as usual, every time I see him, my mother thinks that you don't know where to suffer, and my mother's heart is like a knife......"

Bai Ying said in a low voice: "I'm sorry." ”

Her throat rolled, she hesitated, but finally she didn't call out the mother.

She didn't know what was wrong, she just couldn't face her.

Princess Huainan's heart ached, but she didn't dare to force it too much, at least Bai Ying recognized Shen Yan, didn't she?

When it was almost time for dinner, Bai Ying didn't want to stay and have dinner with them, so Shen Yan personally escorted her back to the National Master Tower.

"Brother." Bai Ying glanced at Shen Yan when he got out of the carriage, and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry, all these years...... You have been wronged. ”

Shen Yan was stunned for a moment, a soft light appeared in his eyes, and he raised his hand and touched the top of Bai Ying's hair: "If it's because my brother and mother are angry, it's not necessary." ”

It's just that he's not good, his sister doesn't do it, he doesn't follow him sensibly, it's so messy outside, he has to take her out to play.

Losing her was the biggest pain in his life.

He thought that he would live in remorse for the rest of his life, and it was natural for Princess Huainan to blame her.

Unexpectedly, my sister was lost and recovered.

Bai Ying shook his head and said, "No...... I'm just, right...... My mother is guilty, I ......"

"Brother understood." Shen Yan's hand fell on Bai Ying's shoulder and patted it gently, "Mother and father won't force you." ”

Bai Ying turned around step by step, and saw Shen Yan staying in place, staring at her, Bai Ying couldn't help but run over and hug him, wiping his tears: "Brother, I'm sorry, if I thought about it earlier." ”

In this way, you will not be snubbed and resented by your mother for so many years.

Princess Huainan was in pain, and there were the Qin clan and the King of Huainan to comfort and take care of her, but what about Shen Yan at that time?

Even the King of Huainan, even if reason told him that it was not entirely Shen Yan's fault, under the pain of his wife, he still snubbed his son together.

But for Shen Yan, how unfair is it?

Bai Ying said sorry several times in a row, and said it intermittently, afraid that she would cry ugly, she hurriedly wiped her tears and entered the National Teacher Tower, remembered something and turned back to wave at him, "I, I'll look for you in two days......"

Shen Yan's gentle voice should be good, and a pair of good-looking eyes have never disappeared.

The red ones are also handsome.

Bai Ying returned to the room to tidy up his emotions before coming out to eat, it was rare that the national teacher was also there, he looked at Bai Ying, and took out a butterfly jade pendant for a long time.

"This is ......" Bai Ying was stunned, this was when she was three years old, Shen Yan bought it from a stall outside and gave it to her.

The National Teacher recalled: "When you were in the snow, you still had this jade pendant in your hand, and over the years, you have been putting it on the top shelf of the Library. ”

Bai Ying said, "Thank you, Master." ”

The national teacher hesitated and asked, "Ah Ying, if you want to recognize your ancestors and return to your ancestors...... It's not impossible. ”

"It's not the time yet."

Hearing this, the National Teacher loosened his brows and said, "It's really not time, in another two years, it's almost enough." ”

Bai Ying said: "The results of Ah Ying's divination are the same. ”

The master and apprentice had dinner, and Bai Ying returned to the room with the butterfly jade pendant with a lot of impurities.

She put her things away and wrote a letter to Fu Nanqi.

She was afraid that his eyeliner would talk nonsense without knowing the facts, and Fu Nanqi was jealous when she turned around, so she first explained that Shen Yan was her own brother, and without saying much else, she stuffed it into an envelope and asked people to send it over first.

She tidied up her small storeroom, selected a few things suitable for Princess Huainan and their use, and prepared to be sent over tomorrow morning.

After working for half an hour, Bai Ying was tired and panting, washed up, lay on the bed, closed his eyes and fell asleep.

Fu Nanqi saw Bai Ying's letter very late, as Bai Ying expected, Fu Nanqi had been sending people to follow her, and naturally knew about the two hugging each other outside the National Teacher Tower.

This public relations crisis Bai Ying handled it in a timely manner, and Fu Nanqi received the letter before he could get angry, and then his face became extremely strange.

…… Concubine Jing and the National Teacher Tower haven't been done yet, why did they come to Huainan Palace?

Fu Nanqi's face was expressionless, but the incident of the head of Qingfeng Building in Zhunan Xiaoyuan looking for his son popped up in his mind.

He also swore to Bai Ying that it was Princess Huainan who sued.

"......" is over.

Fu Nanqi quickly used his brain and asked people to erase all the evidence overnight.

Don't let Princess Huainan know...... Otherwise, they will have another mountain on their way.

……

Bai Ying often ran to Huainan Wangfu at the beginning.

The county lord of Huaiyang thought that she was complaining about Bai Ying for the child in Yao Yiyi's belly, and the child in Yao Yiyi's belly was not hers, she ran to see it at the end of three days, as for it?

In this regard, Bai Ying used a few bottles of fire defeat elixir to send the lord of Huaiyang County.

Although he spent a lot of time with Yao Yiyi, Bai Ying never refused the intimacy and flattery of King Huainan and Princess Huainan intentionally or unintentionally.

Bai Ying couldn't control her sadness every time she saw Princess Huainan's guilty and forbearant eyes that concealed her hope and grievances.

She should feel guilty, it was her unfilial piety that made them look for so many years. In the face of Princess Huainan's love, she should also be moved, but Bai Ying regained her memory, and her relationship with Shen Yan far exceeded that of her parents, and it was difficult for her to accept Princess Huainan's resentment and indifference to Shen Yan over the years, and she couldn't accept King Huainan's snub to obey his wife.

Princess Huainan knew very well in her heart, but Shen Yan would not deliberately throw away her sister, and even she might have guessed that her daughter was making trouble with her brother to go out. But under the great pain, she chose to put all the blame on Shen Yan alone, and he became the best scapegoat when he was only six or seven years old, silently bearing the resentment and blame from his parents, and he also thought it was his fault.

The loss of his sister has become the biggest heart disease in his heart for many years.

If Bai Ying is still willing to be close to Princess Huainan, then King Huainan, she is a little resistant.

Compared with Princess Huainan, who lost her reason after losing her daughter, King Huainan is more rational, he can clearly comfort Princess Huainan to persuade her, or comfort Shen Yan in private... But he didn't do anything, and he loved his wife far more than his two children.

From the perspective of Princess Huainan, King Huainan is undoubtedly a peerless good man.

From Shen Yan's point of view, Bai Ying was unhappy for him.

But she, the culprit, has the least right to speak.

She was the one who caused all this.

"Ah Ying, you don't need to think about it so much." Yao Yiyi didn't understand Bai Ying's thoughts, Bai Ying always considered from the perspective of others, isn't it tiring to live like this? She can be a little willful, how happy she is, "Father and mother blame Shen Yan, although he did too much, but it was indeed because he took you out that you were kidnapped by gangsters." How old were you at that time, and how old was Shen Yan? You're still young, but he's not sensible either. You feel sorry for Shen Yan, and it is natural for you to blame him, and it is understandable that your father and mother blame him. But now, because you are back, your mother's attitude towards Shen Yan has improved a lot, and Shen Yan's heart knot has been untied, they have all turned this matter over, and you are still lingering, there is no need. ”

Yao Yiyi held Bai Ying's face and said seriously: "Shen Yan knows in his heart that you are unhappy for him, so he doesn't want to accept his father and mother. Although they are sorry for Shen Yan, they are really good to you, you said that you don't want to recognize your ancestors and return to your ancestors for the time being, so they will rely on you and will not let out the slightest rumor. He can also feel your alienation from your father, although he doesn't say it, but he will still feel sad in his heart, why bother? ”

Bai Ying said in a low voice: "I also know that I am not good like this, I am sorry for them......"

"Look at you, here you go again." Yao Yiyi poked her in the head, "Let it pass when this matter is over, no one is sorry for anyone." As long as you come back, your father and mother will have nothing else to ask for, isn't it good for the family to reunite happily? Shen Yan didn't care about it anymore, and he told me last night that my sister's return was the greatest gift...... Oh, look at the tears coming out again, I can't say it. ”

Yao Yiyi touched her stomach: "My stomach hurts." ”

Bai Ying immediately sniffed and said in a muffled voice, "I know." ”