"Nope." Liu Qingyao shook his head, looked at Yu Thunder for a moment, and said seriously and tremblingly: "Brother Thunder, you ...... Do you really really like me? ”

"Yes." Yu Leiting showed a wry smile on his face, but in this bitter smile, there was more happiness and happiness. Fortunately, he finally realized his feelings for Liu Qingyao. Happily, his light Yao is trying to learn to truly accept him.

Yu Leiting put Liu Qingyao on the bed, carefully covered her with the quilt, and said to her gently: "You lie down first, and I'll get you something to eat." ”

"Wait a minute!" Liu Qingyao hurriedly took Yu Leiting's hand, and stared at him eagerly and expectantly with a pair of eyes, "Brother Leiting, can you tell me how much you like me?" Or how much do you love me? ”

Yu Leiting was stunned, he looked at Liu Qingyao, and he found that Liu Qingyao had become so fond of asking him this question recently, as if his answer was a very important and important thing for her.

She's upset!

After all, she pursued him so passionately at the beginning, but he was always indifferent to her, and even thought about giving her to other men. Now, he suddenly swears to her that he likes her. Such a diametrically opposed attitude must have made Liu Qingyao feel that he was very strange. Or rather, his words were too hard for her to believe.

Taking a deep breath, Yu Leiting sat down on the edge of Liu Qingyao's bed again, since all this was his own trouble, then he had to learn to deal with it by himself.

"yes. I love Qingyao very much, and I love you with the heart of a man who loves a woman deeply. Qingyao, do you know that even if you pointed a gun at me, I wouldn't believe that one day I would like you. Because you are what I have personally welcomed into this world, I have watched you grow up, and I have watched you grow from a child to a slim woman day by day. What's more, there are still so many grievances and grievances between us. So when I saw that you were born into this world, I felt that I should take revenge on you with all my life force and let you live in hell with me forever. Yu Leiting's words seemed to carry a kind of magic, which gave Liu Qingyao a feeling of returning to the past.

Yu Leiting at that time really treated her like this! Even now when she thinks about those images, she still has a creepy feeling of horror.

"Qingyao, what's wrong with you?" Yu Leiting felt that Liu Qingyao's whole body was trembling suddenly, and hurriedly asked, "Is it very unwell?" ”

"Nope." Liu Qingyao weakly shook her head in denial, there were other more important things for her to know at this time, "Then why don't you hate me now?" ”

"Because I find that loving you makes me feel happy and happy more than hating you." Yu Leiting replied frankly and truthfully: "Qingyao, do you know. I have lived in a hell of hatred every day for the past ten years, and I have not been truly happy or really laughing. Even my anger is arguably not my truest emotion. I'm like a walking dead. The only thing I remember clearly every day is what I have to do to see you in pain. Gradually, I split into two people. One is all extreme and wants revenge, and the other is still good. ”

"What do you mean by that?" Liu Qingyao was shocked, he never thought that there was such a big secret hidden in Yu Leiting's body.

"Then are you a good Yu Leiting now?" Liu Qingyao's voice trembled, and she asked curiously.

"It's not." Yu Leiting smiled and shook his head, "Actually, I don't know if I'm the good Yu Leiting or the bad Yu Leiting now." But there's one thing I can tell you. It's been a long time since I've seen another self speak to me. Moreover, I find that every time I am the only one who is most cruel to you, the good side of me will appear. Then stop me from continuing to hurt you. ”

At this moment, Yu Leiting suddenly understood a little, from the very beginning he had fallen in love with this kind-hearted girl like an angel.

"And your legs?" This is what Liu Qingyao can't figure out the most, in the previous ten years, Yu Leiting was in a wheelchair, but why suddenly his legs could walk. And you don't have to use a wheelchair anymore. Could it be that the reason why he is in a wheelchair is also to deceive her? In order to make her feel more guilty about him!

"My legs?" Yu Leiting frowned, and Liu Qingyao, who had lost his memory, didn't know that he had ever been in a wheelchair.

"Ah, those servants told me before. They say I'm a broom star. Not only did you lose the most brilliant and beautiful life, but it also left your legs disabled in a wheelchair. Liu Qingyao hurriedly moved out of the servants who had been sent away by Yu Leiting and said.

"That's not your fault." The reason why he said that before was because he was looking for a reason to continue to support his life. But at the same time, Yu Leiting is very clear and clear, that is, the grievances and grievances between him and her sister have nothing to do with Liu Qingyao at all. Even to some extent, Liu Qingyao, like him, is an innocent and poor person.

She didn't have to bear anything for her sister's mistakes. However, if Yu Leiting didn't hate Liu Qingyao, he wouldn't be able to find his own direction in life. Therefore, he can only impose a lot of trumped-up charges on Liu Qingyao's body, so that he can justifiably retaliate and hurt her! It's just that this makes him more miserable.

"Actually, my leg was healed three years after the accident. It's just that at that time, I couldn't let go of everything that happened in the past. So, I subconsciously didn't want to get up and walk again, because my leg was crippled, and it would deepen my deep desire for revenge. Qingyao, I'm really sorry, I really shouldn't have hurt you so much before. Yu Leiting begged Liu Qingyao for mercy firmly and seriously.

But Liu Qingyao, who knew all the truth, couldn't say what she felt in her heart for a while, it turned out that everything she had endured before was just because of Yu Leiting's willful thoughts.

Just because of his willful and stubborn thoughts, her life was ruined!

Liu Qingyao was silent for a moment, and she did not answer Yu Leiting's words. It's just that tears keep sliding down the corners of her eyes.

Looking at Liu Qingyao's sad and tearful appearance, Yu Leiting's heart suddenly ached like a thousand arrows piercing his heart. How he wanted to reach out and touch Liu Qingyao's cheek. However, he didn't know what qualifications he had to make such a move on Liu Qingyao now. What's more, what is this behavior of his present being called? Slap Liu Qingyao first, and then give her a sweet date to eat?

Annoyed, Yu Leiting withdrew his hand, turned his back to Liu Qingyao, and said slowly: "Qingyao, I once thought that I would never remind you of the past for the rest of my life. So that you can fall in love with me and be my woman willingly. It was because of this idea that I asked Uncle Li to send away all the servants in the Lei family's mansion in the past, because they knew everything I did to you in the past. I even want Dr. Ann to have surgery to remove the memory nerve in your brain. That way, you'll never have the time to regain your memory. ”

"Then why are you willing to tell me now?" Liu Qingyao felt that Yu Leiting was so conflicted, since he was so bothered to hide everything from her in the past, why did he tell her everything now? Is he so sure that she will obediently accept all the actions he inflicts on her as before?

"Because I don't know when you'll regain your memory." Yu Leiting said sincerely: "I don't want the two of us to live in a fantasy fairy tale between me. I want every decision you make to be made from your heart, just as every decision I make now is from my heart. Do you know? Qingyao, I really seem to think about other people, and have the most ordinary and real relationship and family. And my greatest hope is that this kind of happiness that I have always longed for in my heart is created by you and me together. So light Yao ......"

When he said this, Yu Leiting paused obviously, turned his head and looked deeply at Liu Qingyao's tear-drenched but still beautiful face again, word by word, and said sonorously: "Whether you want to hate me or take revenge on me, I just hope that you will not leave my side in this life." ”

After saying this, Yu Leiting went out without waiting for Liu Qingyao to speak.

Hearing the sound of the door closing, Liu Qingyao slowly turned his body sideways to look in the direction where Yu Leiting had just left. Does she really want to hate and retaliate against Yu Leiting in the future?

She didn't think about it, and she thought that her sister definitely didn't want her to do such a thing to Yu Leiting.

But what if she didn't? If she really thinks that nothing has happened between her and Yu Leiting, and she is with him calmly, she can't do it? So how should she face Yu Leiting from now on?

Suddenly, Liu Qingyao found that her troubles had become even more.

"Liu Qingyao, you are really very capable." Just when Liu Qingyao's thoughts were disturbed, that familiar and haunting voice came from overhead.

"I used the trick of illness every time to make Yu Leiting retreat, and I was obedient to you and lenient in confession. But in this way, you can use Yu Leiting's feelings for you more unscrupulously to find out the memory that you lost, and to avenge your sister. Every word of Aunt Luo's voice revealed a bone-eating coldness.

If it was in between, Liu Qingyao might still be deceived by her, but now that she knew all the truth, she didn't want to come back to confuse her thoughts.

"If you have come to talk about these things, then you don't have to come to me again. I know what my future path should be, and I don't need you to guide and arrange for me. And I'm definitely not going to be a puppet doll in anyone's hands again. Liu Qingyao said resolutely, not only that, but when she just said such a long list of words, her eyes never looked at Aunt Luo again.

Aunt Luo was stunned for a moment, she didn't expect Liu Qingyao to say such words to her, she couldn't help but be annoyed in her heart, raised her eyebrows and asked coldly: "Liu Qingyao, what do you mean by this?" Are you saying I'm misleading and using you? ”

"Whether you mislead and take advantage of you knows better than I do." Liu Qingyao still didn't look at Aunt Luo, and continued to speak resolutely: "But I'm not curious about these things and I don't want to know. I only hope you understand one thing now, and that is that whatever you say or do in the future, it will not matter to me. So, in order not to waste our time with each other, and to make anything bad happen between me and you, you still try not to appear in front of me in the future. After speaking, Liu Qingyao slowly closed his eyes, with an expression of rejection thousands of miles away.