Chapter Eighty-Seven: What Should I Do with You?

She received a call from Huo Junyuan, asking her to bring the medicine box to his house, Jon, as Huo Junyuan's personal doctor, knows his physical condition very well, so he will not get sick in this weather, and listening to Huo Junyuan's voice, it doesn't look like she is injured, her intuition tells her that she shouldn't go, I have to say, her intuition is really accurate.

However, in addition to regretting it, she was also a little glad that she chose it at the time, but she was overly immersed in regret and didn't find it.

Tang Chaoyang quickly called a personal doctor, but Jon ignored it completely and refused to see a doctor. I wrapped myself in the quilt all the time and didn't say a word.

Tang Chaoyang saw her like this, although he was very angry, but he was still distressed, and stepped forward and said, "Jon, don't be like this, you have to let the doctor see it now, otherwise it will be more serious!" ”。

Jon said lightly, "Wouldn't that be better?" ”。

It's better to be sick and can't afford to die, or just die, so that there won't be so much sadness.

"What stupid are you talking about? Have you ever thought about Chenchen? ”。

Obviously, he was a little angry, and Jon could feel it.

Tang Chaoyang glanced at her, took a deep breath, and said, "If you still want to leave here, just be obedient and let the doctor show you!" ”。

Hearing him say this, Jon finally turned around and sat up slowly. Seeing her red and swollen eyes, Tang Chaoyang knew that she had cried. There was a tingling in my heart. Is she really so eager to get out of her side?

Tang Chaoyang nodded at the doctor on the side, and then took a step back. This time Jon was very well-behaved, did not object again, and did not refuse the doctor's visit. When the doctor finished reading, he got up and said to Tang Chaoyang on the side: "Mr. Tang, Miss Jon has congenital anemia, plus she hasn't eaten for a few days, her body can't be loaded for a while, and the fever will not go away for a long time, I will prescribe some medicine, but the most important thing is to eat something, preferably lighter!" ”。

Listening to what the doctor said a lot, Jon was in a state of silence all the time, Tang Chaoyang looked at her, and then nodded at the doctor and said, "Thank you!" ”。

"Yes, Mr. Tang!" The doctor went out with the medicine box.

Tang Chaoyang saw Jon's pale face, his eyes stared blankly ahead, without any focus, and he also fell silent.

"You said, I'm obedient, and you'll let me go!" Jon spoke slowly.

Tang Chaoyang suppressed the anger in his heart and said coldly: "I'll talk about it when you're better." ”

Tang Chaoyang glanced at her and walked out, leaving Jon alone, slowly shedding tears.

"Sir, how is Miss Jon?" Gu Ma stood at the bottom of the stairs and asked with a worried expression.

Gu's mother has been following Tang Chaoyang to take care of him these days, and she feels very sorry for Tang Chaoyang, of course, Tang Chaoyang also respects her.

Of course, Gu Ma knew how much Tang Chaoyang loved Jon, but she never said it.

At the beginning, she accidentally discovered the bedside table in Tang Chaoyang's bedroom, where a drawer had been locked. Maybe he forgot about it for a while, when she went in to clean for him, she accidentally saw that it was almost all photos of Jon, and the two of them were together, and the two of them hugged Chenchen together, like a family of three.

Since then, she has known that Tang Chaoyang really loves Jon. And the watch in his hand, which is not a very noble brand, but a very common watch on the market, and the price is not very expensive, but he has always worn it on his hand.

At first, she didn't know that Jon had given it to her, but the watch had broken several times, and he had repaired it several times.

At the beginning, she also told him to change it, but he just smiled faintly, and then told Gu Ma very gently that it was given to him by someone who was very important to him.

She knew that it must have been sent by Jon, otherwise he wouldn't have seen it so important.

So, since then, she has never said anything to ask him to change her watch.

"Let's make her some porridge." , Tang Chaoyang said lightly, and walked towards the study on the side after speaking.

I originally wanted to eliminate the irritability in my heart by reading books, but when I got the books, I found that all I was thinking about was her, and I didn't have the heart to read it at all.

Did he really do something wrong? It was because of her own thoughts that she was getting farther and farther away, and she originally thought that when she saw him again, she would be even more inseparable from him, and she would be desperate to be with him. But, apparently, it was he himself who overestimated himself.

But why, why she just doesn't understand that what she does is for her. Including now, forcibly keeping her by her side is also because she loves her too much, why doesn't she understand?

In the few years that she took Chenchen away, he never forgot her in his heart, and he always loved her.

But now, she wanted to leave her so much, and if it weren't for her body, he really wanted to run up to her and hold her in his arms at once, and tell her how much he loved him. But he didn't want to freak her out, and he didn't want her to get sicker.

Thinking of this, Tang Chaoyang angrily swept all the things on the table to the ground.

He rarely loses his temper, and Jon's repeated detachments make him a little impatient.

In the bedroom, Jon leaned alone against the head of the bed. In fact, of course she could see that Tang Chaoyang was very angry just now, but he made her feel so strange.

In my impression, Tang Chaoyang, he spoiled her so much and loved her so much. Even though she didn't talk to her about love, she felt very happy.

But now, when I heard him say that I loved her, I found that my heart was not as excited and happy as I imagined.

More than that, it's fear, it's guilt.

Now, what is entrenched in her heart is how to leave here, take Chenchen abroad, and go to a place that others will never find.

She hugged her body tightly, and all of a sudden, she felt lonely, scared, and cold.

Gu Ma walked in with a bowl of hot porridge and gently placed it on the bedside table. looked at Jon, who was crying, and said softly: "Miss, drink some porridge, I just boiled it." ”

Jon didn't want to eat it, but suddenly thought of what Tang Chaoyang had just said, and then nodded.

Seeing that she agreed, Gu Ma picked up the bowl with a happy face and said gently: "It's just boiled, be careful of scalding." ”

Under his aunt's care, Jon quickly finished a bowl of porridge.

"Do you want more?" Seeing the kindness on Gu's mother's face, Jon suddenly thought of his mother, his eyes were sour, and then he blinked away the mist in his eyes.

Shaking his head, he said, "I want to sleep." ”

"Okay, take the medicine first, and then go to sleep after taking the medicine."

"Hmm."

After a while, Gu Ma brought in the medicine prescribed by the doctor just now, and brought a glass of boiling water by the way.

Gu's mother saw her take the medicine with her own eyes, so she left with confidence.

Maybe it was the drugs, or maybe she was really tired, and Jon soon fell into a deep sleep.

When Tang Chaoyang walked in, he saw that she didn't seem to be sleeping very peacefully, and there were undried tears on her face. Raise your hand and gently touch her cheek to wipe the tears from her face.

"Do you really want to leave me that much?"

"Sunrise ......"

The hand that was placed on her face instantly stiffened. There was condensed moisture in his eyes, and he slowly clenched his hands into fists.

Jon, you're such a precious silly girl, why don't you understand my mind? I just want to be with you!

What should I do with you?

Tang Chaoyang has forgotten when he started to pay attention to Jon, before this, our Tang has always been "in the midst of thousands of flowers, not a single leaf sticks", by chance, he noticed this little woman with a son, her stubborn back, alienated eyes, people looked shocked.

Out of curiosity, Tang Chaoyang began to approach the mother and son, and slowly, Tang Chaoyang found that he fell in love with Jon, so he began to pursue it frantically, but he gradually found that Jon was different from other women, not a woman he could catch with his fingers.

It also made him more determined to pursue her.

Late at night, Tang Chaoyang looked at her frowning eyebrows, slowly got up and walked out.

When Jon woke up, he felt much better than before, and it seemed that the medicine was really working. The fever also went down quite a bit.

Hearing the sound of the doorknob turning, he looked forward and saw Gu Ma walking in with food, and smiled gently: "Ah, Miss is awake." ”

"It's okay for Gu Ma to call me Jon." Although she didn't spend a long time with Guma, only a few days, Jon could feel that she really cared about herself. So, also very polite to her.

"Alright, Jon, I just brought you porridge, so drink it while it's hot."

"Hmm." Jon nodded, took the bowl from Guma's hand, and ate it himself. handed her the empty bowl again, and said with a smile: "Gu Mom, thank you." ”

"Don't thank me, just thank you, sir, he's really good to you."

Hearing Gu Ma mention Tang Chaoyang, Jon instantly smiled and stopped talking.

Seeing her like this, Gu Ma put down the empty bowl and said slowly: "Mr. really loves you." ”

Seeing that she didn't speak, Gu Ma continued: "Don't blame me for talking too much, these days, I know best, he has lost weight for you, and I am not facing him, but he is all for the love of you, so he did it." ”

"Maybe the method is a bit extreme, but it can't be denied that he has always had you alone in his heart."

Jon knew, even if Gu Ma didn't say it, she knew. But he loved him so strongly, she really didn't dare to accept it, and she was afraid that if she found out that they were not suitable one day, she would hurt Tang Chaoyang. She was even more afraid that one day Tang Chaoyang would find out that a widowed woman like her with a child was not suitable for her, so what should she do?

She loves Tang Chaoyang, but she doesn't know how to love him is the right thing to do, and the only way to make both parties never hurt.

How could he still lock her up in such a situation?

She will never forgive this. Whatever the reason, the Chaoyang she knew would never do it.

Now he will only make her feel stranger and more scared.

Seeing that she still didn't speak, Gu Ma sighed and said, "Many things can't be said clearly in a few words, you still have to find out for yourself, I put the medicine here, remember to take it." If you feel bored, you can walk around the house. ”

With that, he looked back at her again, then closed the door and walked out.

Jon sat quietly, tears rolling down her cheeks, she was most afraid to hear this, but why should she be told this?

She stepped out of bed gently, stepping barefoot on the floor, not feeling the slightest chill. When I walked to the window, I saw the familiar white piano, and tears were dripping on the covering.

When she opened the curtains, the sunlight outside instantly poured in, making her a little unable to open her eyes. I had to block the light with my hands.

Why does it feel like I haven't seen the sun for a long time, but now it's so dazzling?

When he saw the familiar car parked in front of the villa, he almost didn't believe it. Blinked, opened it again, and it was still there. A wave of joy suddenly rose in my heart.

Is it Huo Junyuan and An Nian? Did they find it here? Soon, she was reconfirmed that it was them. Because Huo Junyuan had already stepped out of the car.

Then An Nian also got off the co-pilot.