Chapter 281: That's it
After Feng Qingxu finished speaking, he resolutely turned around and walked slowly towards the inner sanctum.
Xiao Yuning looked at the resolute figure of the wind and lightness, only to feel that her whole heart was torn to pieces, her back was so firm, as if every step was on his heart, stepping his broken heart into the mud little by little.
His fists clenched tighter and tighter, and he finally asked the sentence that he had been reluctant to ask because of pride, and even his voice trembled: "The wind is light...... Why don't you love me? ”
When Xiao Yuning asked this sentence, he instantly felt that he was humbled to the dust, his so-called self-esteem and pride, and his brilliance as the pride of the sky, all disappeared, and he only wanted an answer.
He buried this sentence in his heart for too long, and he refused to ask, but at this time, he couldn't care so much, and he had to tell him why in person.
The wind stopped but didn't look back, and its thin body stood straight there, like a stone statue.
Xiao Yuning stiffened and waited, since he asked, he had to hear Feng Qingxu's answer.
The soft wind swept through the courtyard, and only the rustling of leaves was silent, as if there was no other sound.
Feng Qingxu was silent for a long time before he said softly: "I gave you a chance." ”
When Xiao Yuning heard this, his pupils shrank: "What? ”
Feng Qingxu raised her head, felt the gentleness of the wind on her cheeks, and only felt that her heart was very calm: "I have thought about trying to love you...... But I was repelled by your distrust again and again, the rose you placed next to me, and your doubts about my identity as a Dongzhao countryman...... You love me, but you also guard against me, and the new and old people who come and go in the East Palace, freeze my newly warm heart again...... Your Royal Highness the Crown Prince, I gave you a chance, but with only these two points, you pushed me away. I'm not a wooden man, you're so good to me, how can I not be tempted? But every time I move, I am greeted with a greater sadness, so why should I torture myself again and again? ”
Xiao Yuning listened to the words of the wind in a daze, like ten thousand arrows in his heart, and even his breathing became painful.
He never knew that they were really so close, and she had opened her heart to him, but she never said it, and he never cared, so the door of her heart closed silently.
Cold, and resolute.
The gentle voice of the wind drifted like falling leaves: "Your Royal Highness the Prince, you and I will forget it in this life, anyway, you have so many women, if you are missing one of me, someone else will soon fill it, and you yourself have said that you are the prince of the country, the future of the Ninety-Five, it is impossible to love only one person, so it is not that I have to ...... His Royal Highness the Prince, you don't have to come to this Jinghe Hall in the future, so let's stop here. ”
Every word that Feng Qingxu said was like a sharp knife, Ling Chi Xiao Yuning's heart.
He repeated in a trembling voice, "That's it...... That's it......"
Feng Qingxu still did not look back, but groped his way up the steps slowly, and walked towards the inner hall step by step.
Xiao Yuning stood at the foot of the steps, quietly watching the wind move away from him step by step, and the tears that he had endured for a long time still slowly slipped from his handsome face.
Call it a day......
She was no longer willing to even be false and wronged, he had hoped that she could turn back, but she went further and further.
It turned out that she had been attracted to him, but she never fell in love with him.
Feng Qingxu's life returned to calm, and the weather gradually became hotter, so Feng Qingxu rarely went out again, just stayed quietly in the house, listening to the red cherry blossoms chirping endlessly.
And Jin Se was also gagging on the side, and Du Juan didn't talk much, and listened quietly most of the time.
Feng Qingxu felt that such a day was also very good, and her heart was very peaceful and peaceful.
It's just that sometimes she always feels as if someone is watching her, but when she asks them, they say that there is no one else but the three of them.
Feng Qingxu smiled a little self-deprecatingly, Xu became more sensitive because he was blind, except for the three of them, who else would appear in Jinghe Palace?
Xu is because the weather is getting hot, she only feels extremely lazy, and she always falls asleep inexplicably.
She spent more and more time napping, and she slept longer and longer at night, and in her dreams it seemed that someone was gently caressing her, kissing her, and holding her tightly in his arms.
That feeling of warmth seemed familiar, but she couldn't wake up, and when she woke up, there were still only Jinse and the other three around her.
Wen Shiran never came again, and Feng Qingxu guessed that Xiao Yuning must have discovered the clues, so Wen Shiran didn't dare to come again.
But she learned about the previous dynasty from Jin Se's mouth, Li Rongcheng was assigned to Lingnan, this is the best result that Feng Qingxu expected, Li Hongshan has lost a son, and will never let the second son die, he will definitely do his best to protect Li Rongcheng.
But what no one expected was that on the way to Lingnan, Li Rongcheng met a group of outlaws, and the group was all killed, and Li Rongcheng was also killed with a knife.
After Li Hongshan learned the news, he vomited blood and fainted in the hall.
When Feng Qingxu heard about it, he just smiled.
She naturally knew that this was not an accident, she had long expected that Xiao Yuning would never let Li Rongcheng go, as soon as Li Rongcheng arrived in Lingnan, he would definitely find a way to get out, and Xiao Yuning would definitely end his life before he arrived in Lingnan.
And it turned out to be exactly what she expected.
And Li Ronghua was tightly concealed in the Ganquan Palace, and no one dared to mention this matter until Yang Xiaohan quietly sent someone to reveal the news.
When Li Ronghua heard that such a big change had happened in his family, he was so sad that he almost slipped the fetus, but fortunately, Xiu's mother was experienced and prepared a medical woman by her side early, which barely saved the fetus in Li Ronghua's womb.
Feng Qingxu knew that Li Ronghua had saved the child, and he didn't have any expression, just faintly, as if he had nothing to do with her.
Seeing that on June 15, Feng Qingxu did not receive the brocade box handed by Wen Shiran, so she asked Jin Se to pick up the previous pearl, but she called a few times in a row, and did not call Jin Se.
After waiting for a moment, Feng Qingxu decided to look for it herself, and she vaguely remembered that Jinse had said that it was in a wooden box at the top of the cabinet.
She fumbled to the cabinet, opened the cabinet and touched up, but she didn't touch the wooden box, she guessed that it must be because she was not tall enough, so she touched a stool, put it in front of the cabinet, and slowly stepped on it......
As soon as her feet stepped on the stool, the stool was tilted due to uneven force, and her body fell uncontrollably to the ground......
"Asu—"
A familiar exclamation sounded in her ears, and before she could react, she fell into a familiar embrace......