Although this explanation seems a bit bizarre, it is very possible for me, and I know that although Xie Yan has been infinitely beautiful for thousands of years, no one can match him in the Yin Soul, but behind his infinite scenery is incomprehensible sadness.

He is the king of the shadows, but this title of king has made him carry too many shackles that should not belong to him.

What he wants in his heart has always been the true love, the vigorous feelings, not the invincible ability and means.

Yes, this kind of ability and means can indeed protect himself, but it also makes his feelings not as ordinary and carefree as ordinary people.

If he wants to have feelings, he has to sacrifice his ability and sacrifice all his Yin Soul power, maybe even so, he will eventually disappear, because people are precious and different, and the feelings between us have never been favored by God, even if the two of us really want to be together, we will not be blessed by God, and we will be condemned by God.

Only when two people are together will the heavens truly bless them.

Although the two of us have always had a firm belief and are determined to be together, we are powerless in the face of reality.

Perhaps in the near future, we will be able to resist the punishment of God's Damnation together and successfully survive the Great Tribulation, but that will be for later.

The possibility of surviving the catastrophe of the catastrophe is very small, and we can say that one day counts as one day, and we have been getting by.

If you can give me a chance to choose again, I still choose to be with Xie Yan, because there is love in our hearts, no matter where we are, we all understand that in another corner of the world, there is a person who has always been concerned about us, worrying about myself, which can give me strength more than anything, but there are some things we also know, we don't know if there will be a future between us, although we can't see what the outcome of our relationship will be, but I know that we can't give up each other's feelings, Without this love, I really don't know what my life will become, Xie Yan has become a part of my life, I have no way to lose him, I don't want to make myself incomplete from now on, I would rather sacrifice myself than let him disappear from my life from now on.

After a long while, Xie Yan said unwillingly: "I know that I am jealous, and being careful makes you feel very uncomfortable, but you must know that the starting point of all this is that I am worried about you, I love you, and I will do such a thing, if you really feel that this kind of thing has troubled you, I can not do such a thing, but you must learn to protect yourself." ”

I snorted coldly and said, "Of course I know to protect myself, do I still need you to talk about this matter?" ”

Xie Yan seemed to be a little helpless and said: "Since you have said so, I will not argue with you, but now I want to see you, only when I see you, my heart will be steady." Where are you now? Is it at school? If you're in school, then go downstairs and I'm going to see you in person. ”

I sighed, knowing that if I didn't pick up Xie Yan today, he didn't know what to believe in his heart? He nodded and said, "Okay, I'm in the dormitory, you come here quickly, if you don't have ten minutes, I won't see you." ”

Xie Yan smiled and said, "Don't worry, I've come downstairs in the dormitory, you come down quickly." ”

I didn't expect Xie Yan to come, I was a little flustered, he, wouldn't he have seen Chen Jiaming and walked out of the dormitory, otherwise why would he call me so worried?

After thinking about it, there was really this possibility at that time, I was suddenly a little flustered, but I knew that it was useless to worry about this now, and when I saw Xie Yan after a while, it would naturally be clear if I asked him, if Xie Yan saw Chen Jiaming, it was very likely that he would have a conflict with him, and Xie Yan would probably ask me directly, I didn't have to take the initiative to mention this matter.

If Xie Yan hadn't seen Chen Jiaming, he would naturally not have taken the initiative to mention his matter, if he really saw Chen Jiaming, I could also push the boat along the river and ask him, what happened, and I wouldn't seem to be passive at that time.

If Xie Yan asked, why did Chen Jiaming enter the girls' dormitory, I could have given him a death denial, anyway, she couldn't have seen it, Chen Jiaming entered my dormitory, as long as I could be sure and didn't know about it, Xie Yan would naturally not doubt it, after all, he had always believed me.

After Xie Yan finished speaking, he hung up the phone directly, I was a little anxious, so I didn't have time to dress up carefully, and went down the dormitory building directly.

Because of his illness, he saw Xie Yan, who was dressed in black, standing in front of a pillar opposite the dormitory door, with a cool appearance, which made people passing by, especially girls, look at him with a look full of brilliance.

Seeing the naked eyes in those girls' eyes, I felt a little unhappy in my heart, in my heart Xie Yan belongs to me, how can those girls see it like this? Could it be that there is something bad in your heart about him?

I walked up to Xie Yan angrily and glared at him angrily, Xie Yan did seem to see the look I had just glared at those girls, and said a little teasingly: "Why, Lin Sheng, you will also be jealous, why were you so fierce when you called me just now?" You have to be careful, if you know that if you cherish me, I may run away with others. ”

Hearing this, I instinctively raised my hand to hit Xie Yan, and at the same time said, "You dare? If you really dare to give someone a hug, be careful that I hit you, I don't have to do it lightly, in case you are injured, I will not be responsible! ”

After finishing speaking, I realized that my reaction seemed to be a little excessive, Xie Yan was obviously deliberate just now, and wanted to see my reaction, he naturally enjoyed the feeling of jealousy, because that could show how important he was in my heart.

Naturally, I was a little unhappy that Xie Yan actually made fun of me, see how I cleaned him up!

I snorted coldly and said, "Because I was jealous just now?" I just treat you as my personal belongings, others can't even look at it, if you do, it's trying to steal my things, and I'm naturally angry that someone wants to steal my things, but don't think how important you are in my heart? For me, even if it's one of my chopsticks or a tissue, it's unique, and I can't allow others to touch it! ”

Hearing this, Xie Yan was a little speechless, I feel that I treat it as a pendant, even if I throw it aside, I don't allow others to take it, otherwise it will be theft and I will be legally responsible.

Xie Yan shook his head helplessly and smiled, "It seems that you really treat me as one, but it's dispensable, and I will come and go as soon as I am recruited?" It seems that I was wrong to tell you everything before, so that you don't cherish me in your heart, is this what I want? You should know that if you don't pay attention to me so much, and then one day, I may leave you, even if my heart hurts very much, it is very likely to make up my mind, won't you panic at that time? Won't your heart ache then? ”

Hearing this, I shook my head and smiled disdainfully, have you ever heard of someone who lost a key chain and had a heartache? Even if you lose it, you can't just buy another one, but it will cost some money and time, is there any difference between the keychains, and you can't live without this keychain? ”

When Xie Yan heard this, he was immediately angry, but he was helpless against me, he didn't dare to hit me, and he wouldn't out. Because of the scolding words he said, in my ears are all crepe, Chinese can't understand, are very idle rhyme and, taste, before, he scolded me in Chinese, but unfortunately, in the end, directly made me laugh, since then, he has never scolded me, and has left a deep shadow in his heart, he never thought that scolding can make people laugh like that, he can see that I laugh from the heart, not the kind of bluff, want not to let him scold laughter?

After a long while, Xie Yan came back to his senses and pointed at me angrily, "Lin Sheng, what do you want to do?" Don't you cherish our feelings so much? You know, if you really me off, I'm going to leave, and I'm absolutely not bluffing. ”

I shook my head and made a gesture of invitation to her, "Since you want to leave so much, let's go!" I never said I wanted you to come, you came uninvited, and this is a school dormitory, do you want me to leave, do you want to live in a girls' dormitory? ”

Xie Yan rolled his eyes, and almost fainted from what I said, but it was just a ghost, how could it be dizzy? So even if he is angry in his heart, he can only swallow the qi in his stomach at all.

After a while, Xie Yan finally came to his senses, and seemed to realize that entanglement with me in this kind of thing would not lead to anything at all, but it would be in vain, and in the end she would be half angry to death, it was better to get down to business.

Xie Yan calmed down and said in a deep voice: "Lin Sheng, I originally came to see you this time, but something happened on the way that made me change my mind, the reason for this matter, you must tell me as it is, otherwise, I won't let you leave." ”

Hear the words. Although I was silent on the surface, I already knew in my heart that Xie Yan was likely to have discovered something? Maybe he saw it, Chen Jiaming, maybe he saw it, I was with Chen Jiaming, or maybe he had a conflict with Chen Jiaming.

Of course, these are all my guesses, what happened depends on how Xie Yan says for a while, I really can't say anything myself, I must pretend not to know, only in this way can I dispel the pimple in Xie Yan's heart, and this matter passed peacefully.

If Xie Yan knew that I still had such a close connection with Chen Jiaming, with his cautious personality, he would definitely clash with Chen Jiaming again, which was not what I wanted to see.