She looked around her surroundings, "If you care about her, don't let her live in this house, there will be shadows, and she will get mental illness." It's better to find her a clean place, and you say that if you get the plague, you can have a good conscience? ”

Emperor Nanyuan was silent for a few breaths, and finally said: "Come here, settle the concubine in the palace where she originally lived." ”

"Yes." After a female guard answered, she hesitated for a moment before asking, "So... Will you continue to push her when she wakes up? ”

Emperor Nanyuan's gaze fell on Qian Yan and did not speak.

This woman is smart, wise, and resolute, but kind-hearted and soft-hearted.

That's why he took advantage of this to force her to tell her about the final treatment for the plague.

I never thought that this is a woman with a bit of edge and stubbornness in her kindness.

She knows that she will focus on the big picture and will not be blindly kind.

Shangguan Yaoyao saw that Emperor Nanyuan didn't speak, so she reminded: "Brother Huang, I have to remind you, if you do this again, you will force her to death." ”

Hearing this, Emperor Nanyuan seemed to have no choice but to take it.

He sighed lightly and replied to the female guard, "That's it, you take her down and settle down, and supervise her not to leave her residence for half a step."

The female guard answered "yes".

When the female guards carried Qian Yan out, the remaining captives looked at Qian Yan with a worried expression.

Although most people in the northern border country know that the concubine gave the southern country a cure for the plague.

But in their eyes, Concubine Dumping is still a good woman.

Even if she saved the people of Nanyuan, so what?

The northern emperor and the Xizi country are about to enter the southern country, and the people of the southern country will become the northern country.

And when the plague in the north was in the country, they knew the person of the concubine.

Her pattern is not confined to one place, one country, but the entire vast continent.

She puts the lives of all patients in this world first.

It's just that the world rises and falls, and the husband is responsible.

Even if they knew that the Southern Plains Kingdom was ruining the reputation of the concubine, they still used them as the source of threats against the concubine.

In order to make the concubine's heart harder and her heart feel better, they must not humiliate the concubine with their talents.

In this way, she returned to the same temple where she had first come to the Southern Plains.

Although I live in a clean house, my daily meals are acceptable.

But she seemed to be psychologically stimulated by that scene, and she suffered from anorexia.

Even if she was so hungry that her stomach hurt and the food was in front of her, she had no appetite.

Even if she took the initiative to eat the food, it didn't take long for her to vomit it all.

At night, she also couldn't sleep, and had nightmares all night.

Either dreaming of the bad past in her previous life, or dreaming of the day when those captives died in front of her.

After a few days, Tanyan lost a lot of weight.

On this day and night, he lay on the bed weakly.

It was pitch black, and only the moonlight shone in through the windows.

On the bedside cabinet, there is the meal that the palace maid has served her.

The white rice was topped with braised pork and greens, but she had only taken a bite and spit it all out, as usual.

As long as she thought of the images of those captives dying in front of her, she felt uncomfortable.

As a healer, she shouldn't have died without help.

But now, because she can't help herself, she can't completely cure the plague in the southern country.

And the people of the northern border country hated her because she had treated the plague in the southern country before.

Now, regardless of whether it is the northern border country or the southern country, everyone rejects her, and she is also in a dilemma.

She just didn't think it was interesting to live in this world.

Not only did she violate the principle of self-discipline, but she also caused the captives to die because of her.

Therefore, every time she thinks of this, her heart is full of guilt, chagrin, frustration, self-doubt and other negative emotions surrounding her.

She raised her eyes weakly and turned her head to look at the glimmering window.

Somehow, I suddenly thought of what Emperor Beilin had said to her before his personal expedition.

The man said to her, "I do things for my own reasons."

He also said, in short, you have to believe me.

It's just that at that time, she was dismissed and demoted one after another, and she was angry and didn't believe him at all.

Thinking about it now, it seems that he did that at that time, and it really seemed to be justified, and it was probably a cover-up.

It is used to confuse the Nanyuan Kingdom, and the Nanyuan Emperor's blinding method.

At the same time, he also confused the harem and confused her, making her think that he really wanted to conquer the country of Xizi.

Qian Yan still remembers that he told her, he said, the most important thing for you at the moment is to have a good baby.

Thinking of this, he gently stroked his hand on his stomach.

The little life in her belly seemed to feel her touch, and suddenly responded to her with fetal movements.

Feeling the little life moving in the belly, those misanthropic negative emotions were smoothed a lot, and the heart was gradually calmed.

After feeling the fetal movement quietly for a while, she slowly sat up and looked straight ahead with her eyes firmly in front of her, "No, I can't give up on myself." ”

Such a simple sentence, coming out of the mouth of Qian Yan, is full of power.

At this moment, although she is fragile, she is stubborn.

Her eyes, in particular, were cold and sharp.

However, her appetite is not good these days, even if she eats some meals, she vomits more than she eats.

So, when I just sit up now, my whole head is dizzy.

But she insisted on getting out of bed and lit the kerosene copper lamp at the bedside.

Tilt Yan sat down next to the rosewood cabinet at the head of the bed.

Looking at the meal that had been cold in front of her, she picked up her chopsticks and ate a bite of the dish without hesitation, and then another bite of food.

After eating three bites of rice in a row, there was a familiar churning sensation in my stomach.

Sure enough, there was a feeling of discomfort in his throat, "vomit~"

Fortunately, she had already prepared a paper basket and spit all the food she had just eaten into the paper basket.

After spitting up, she rinsed her mouth with water and continued to force herself to eat.

She ate one bite after another, filling her mouth full with food.

While stuffing food into his mouth, he thought about the child in his belly, thought about Xin Tong, and thought that his brothers were about to come to Nanyuan Country.

Thinking of this, even if her stomach churned, or she felt retching, she forced it down.

In this way, after a meal, he vomited three times in a row before he forced himself to eat it all.

After eating, he simply washed his face, and then lay down with some prostration.

Since this day, the amount of food she eats has gradually improved.

During the day, she occasionally strolls around her home, exerting her energy.

She slept much better at night, but the nightmares still haunted her.

One night at the end of May, she opened the window and was holding her chin with one hand, looking up at the stars in the sky.

The bright stars hung in the starry sky one by one, as if they were patrolling the vast continent with their eyes wide open.

Just as he was staring at the starry sky in a daze, a large number of people suddenly broke into the front door.

The leader is none other than Emperor Nanyuan.

Behind him, there was a minion, and a woman.

Because of the distance, she couldn't see the woman's face clearly.

It wasn't until Nan Yuanguo brought the woman to her that she realized that this woman was actually nine out of nine similar to her.

Same eyes.

The same Xiuting's Qiong nose.

The same curved willow eyebrows.

Same lip shape and face shape.

Even the belly is as big as the face.

When the woman entered the house, she also looked at her face.

At this time, a eunuch beside Emperor Nanyuan said: "Your Majesty, this ethereal pavilion's disguise technique is really superb, and it can completely transform a person into another person." ”

I heard that it was Yi Rong, and Qian Yan always felt that there was a conspiracy in it.

Emperor Nanyuan's gaze went back and forth between Qian Yan and the woman.

In the end, he nodded with satisfaction, and ordered in a deep voice: "Come on, give me their dumb holes, and detain them in the secret room!" ”

As soon as the voice fell, a group of female guards couldn't help but stop Qian Yan and the woman.

Yan Yan turned his head and glared at Emperor Nanyuan angrily, "Shangguan Tingfeng, what despicable methods do you want to do?" ”

As soon as these words came out, Emperor Nanyuan pursed his thin lips and walked to Qian Yan.

He looked at Qian Yan with that very gloomy look, "Don't worry, I won't use despicable means on you this time." ”

Speaking of this, the man suddenly laughed, "You may not know yet, Emperor Beilin and your brothers slaughtered into Tianlong Mountain, it is estimated that tomorrow will be slaughtered into the palace early in the morning, and tomorrow when they enter the palace, I will tie your stand-in to the city gate and force them to surrender!" ”