The reason why she has been trying to give him hope these days and not increase the burden on him is that she doesn't want to drag him back.

……

But now, in her eyes, it seemed that it was time to separate.

Jiang Chi couldn't hold back any longer, and called over.

The first time, Gu Xiang didn't answer.

Jiang Chi hit again.

After calling for a second time, she finally answered after calling on her mobile phone for a long time.

He was impatient, and he wanted to scold her, but when it came to his mouth, it just turned into a bottomless sentence: "I'm sorry." ”

His voice was soft.

Gu Xiang held his mobile phone, and when he heard this, he was stunned for a moment.

She was silent for a while before she said calmly, "Jiang Chi, you didn't do anything wrong. ”

She knew that when he returned home, he didn't see her, and he should know everything at home.

He's so smart to be able to ask quickly.

Jiang Chi said: "Where are you?" I'll pick you up. ”

"Are you stupid?" Gu Xiang said, "You're all back, just isolate at home, don't run around." Do you think it's fun to quarantine back and forth? Don't think about it, you've been busy for so long, so let's rest at home. ”

"Then you let me know where you are now."

On the phone, Gu Xiang said: "I still have some things that I haven't dealt with, and I'll be back when I'm done." You have a good rest during this time. Don't look for me. Your family is worried about you......"

Seeing that she had been avoiding the topic, Jiang Chi said solemnly: "Gu Xiang." Tell me, okay? ”

Gu Xiang didn't speak, and after a long time, he sighed and said, "Jiang Chi." In fact, I have been thinking a lot about it for the past two months, because I was afraid that you would be burdened, so I didn't tell you. But now that you know, you should be able to understand my thoughts. For me, the Jiang family is a place I will never be able to squeeze into. Seriously, I just don't want to go back right now. ”

"Gu Xiang ......"

Gu Xiang said: "You just know about this matter now, so you will find this an unacceptable thing." But after a while, you'll figure it out. In fact, when I first came to Ningcheng, I especially wanted to see you, and then I saw so many people who took risks to do their duties in their posts, only to find that the relationship between the two people was really very small. At first, I always wanted to see you, but slowly I found out...... It turns out that after having my own things to do, I will slowly stop thinking about you so much. You see, have I rarely bothered you lately? ”

On the first day she arrived in Ningcheng, she sent him five messages.

The first time she came to the city, she was extremely panicked and scared.

It's like having a nightmare in the middle of the night, and I really want to have him by my side.

He was very busy that day, and only replied to her a message very late, but she didn't receive it because she was asleep.

Later, one ...... a day

Later, she had already begun to stop telling him, Jiang Chi, I miss you.

Because she can already endure it.

Gu Xiang said: "Do you know? With you, it's the first time I've liked someone. I know that I have always been a stubborn person, and if I like someone, it is easy to scar myself, just like my mother hated me so much, but because she used to be good to me, I have been putting up with her.

I've read psychoanalysis on the Internet and said it's actually a sign of cowardice, but I can't help it......