Chapter 176: A Sudden Confession
Lu Qingfeng was angry in his heart, so the force of closing the door was greater, and the sound of "bang" shook the shoe cabinet standing on the side a little.
Lu Guinan ignored it, took off his coat by himself, and bent over to sit on the sofa.
"Is there anything to eat?" Lu Guinan turned his head and asked, his tone was negotiable.
"Nope". Lu Qingfeng had a cold face, didn't even look at him, kicked his slippers and hid in the bedroom.
She lay on the bed, her attention still focused on the outside, her eyes wide as if she were ready to fight at any moment.
After a while, there was a sound, and Lu Qingfeng unconsciously turned his head, just in front of Lu Guinan's deep eyes.
Lu Guinan leaned on the door frame, holding a cigarette between his fingertips, the smoke and the dim light made it impossible to see the expression on his face.
Lu Qingfeng raised his hand to cover his mouth and nose, frowned and protested loudly: "Go out, don't smoke in my bedroom."
"Pretentious". Lu Guinan muttered softly, but there was no trace of disgust in his expression.
He turned around and walked back to the living room, extinguished the remaining half of the cigarette and threw it into the trash, then turned back and walked to the side of the bed and stared at Lu Qingfeng's puffed little face with raised eyebrows.
"Tell me what you're angry about?" Lu Guinan sat on the edge of the bed and reached out to pinch Lu Qingfeng's jaw, the force was very light, as if he was flirting.
Lu Qingfeng glanced at him, moved his body back, and said duplicitously: "Don't come near me."
Seeing her reaction so big, Lu Guinan couldn't help but sigh, and said faintly: "Don't worry, Hu Yao won't say anything about this matter."
"How do you know that she won't say that she has always had feelings for you, and it's hard to keep it for ......." Lu Qingfeng was excited for a moment and confided everything in his heart, but fortunately, the latter sentence stopped in time.
Seeing her serious expression, Lu Qingfeng couldn't help but laugh in a low voice, Lu Qingfeng was a little annoyed by the smile, so he raised his hand and pushed Lu Guinan's hand away: "What are you laughing at, what's so funny?" ”
"Why are you proud to see someone jealous of you, right?"
As soon as she said this, Lu Guinan became even happier, and pinched her face again, with a look of doting.
"Someone is jealous of me? Who? You? Lu Guinan deliberately showed a puzzled look, squinting at Lu Qingfeng.
"I didn't". Lu Qingfeng pursed his lips and expressed disdain.
"Oh, that's it." Lu Guinan nodded meaningfully.
After speaking, he leaned towards Lu Qingfeng again, and stretched out his arms to hug Lu Qingfeng from behind.
"If you have anything upset, you can tell me directly, and I will definitely tell you the truth." His chin rested on Lu Qingfeng's shoulder, and the tremor of his vocal cords spread all over Lu Qingfeng's body when he spoke, crispy and numb, making Lu Qingfeng very uncomfortable.
"But if you're going to make me guess, it's really embarrassing for me, I'm a standard straight man, and I'm very incomprehensible." Lu Guinan's words sounded extremely sincere, making Lu Qingfeng's heart difficult to harden anymore.
But Lu Qingfeng's mouth was still harder than her heart, she struggled for a while, and said, "You let go of me."
"Don't let go". Lu Guinan played tricks and tightened his arms again.
Lu Qingfeng couldn't do anything about him, so he took a deep breath before he spoke: "I want to know what your relationship with Hu Yao is?" ”
"Ordinary friends". Lu Guinan replied simply.
"What about ......, me". Lu Qingfeng's tone was a little hesitant, she especially wanted to know her position in Lu Guinan's heart, but once she asked, she was a little scared, afraid that she would be disappointed by the answer given by Lu Guinan.
"Girlfriend". Lu Guinan slowly spit out these three words, but it was like a daughter pressing on Lu Qingfeng's heart.
"On the premise of marriage". Probably afraid that the words he used were inappropriate, Lu Guinan added.
Before his words fell, Lu Qingfeng's body froze, she never thought that she would have a future with Lu Guinan, but Lu Guinan thought about it for her, so no matter whether Lu Guinan's words were true or not, Lu Qingfeng was moved.
"Really?" Lu Qingfeng's voice trembled a little.
"It's more real than real gold". Lu Guinan made a joke, but his tone and expression were extremely serious.
"Maybe I say this now that you think I'm making a promise, but I assure you that my heart is very sincere at the moment."
"And please believe that I have this ability, and one day I will take your hand and go to the sun, so that everyone will know that you are my woman who returns to the south."
Lu Guinan thought a lot on the way here, since he followed his inner thoughts and chose Lu Qingfeng from the beginning, then he had to work hard for this choice, and Lu Qingfeng was the only woman he had identified for so many years, how could he let her bear the name of chaos in order to be with him.
Hearing this, Lu Qingfeng choked up a little, she slowly turned around and whispered "thank you" to Lu Guinan, and then hugged Lu Guinan's neck tightly.
"This thank you should be what I said to you." Lu Guinan touched Lu Qingfeng's head with pity and said gently.
"My family of origin makes me not know what "love" is? But your presence has made it clearer than ever before."
"Actually, all the bad things I treated you in those years were just to get your attention." Lu Guinan's words stopped, probably embarrassed to continue.
Lu Qingfeng was extremely surprised, she withdrew from Lu Guinan's arms, looked at him with wide eyes, and opened her mouth slightly and didn't know what to say for a while.
In the first two years of coming to Lu's house, Lu Qingfeng always thought that her life was difficult, she was originally an impostor, and Lu Guinan's difficulties in every way, so she would have some vague nightmares almost every night, and the protagonists of the nightmares were all Lu Guinan.
At that time, they were all too young, and their minds were only five or six points mature, so that they could not distinguish what they liked or disliked, and they could not understand how one could find flaws in such caution if he did not pay too much attention to the other.
"What about you?" Lu Guinan asked Lu Qingfeng rhetorically.
Lu Qingfeng hesitated for a moment, but what he thought in his heart was said no matter what.
"Of course it's the same as you". Lu Qingfeng's answer was ambiguous.
Lu Guinan didn't care about Lu Qingfeng's deliberate perfunctory, he was proud and confident, so he felt that anything would be under his control, even if Lu Qingfeng's feelings for him were not so deep now, he believed that Lu Qingfeng would definitely be his person in this life, and no one could snatch it away.
In addition to being moved, Lu Qingfeng barely maintained the last trace of sobriety, she reached out to hold Lu Guinan's wrist, and struggled for a long time before asking: "You should know that Hu Yao has different feelings for you."
"Since you treat her as a friend, why don't you make it clear to her what you think?"
"Take today's incident as an example, when she celebrates her birthday, you accompany her to choose a gift and eat with her, do you know that this is enough to make a girl misunderstand that you also have feelings for her." Lu Qingfeng said all her thoughts, she was not afraid of angering Lu Guinan, she just wanted to clarify the relationship between the three of them, since Lu Guinan had already said that she was her girlfriend, then she would have more rights to let him break up the relationship with other women.
"The relationship between me and Hu Yao is actually a bit complicated." Lu Guinan's words were a little vague, probably afraid that Lu Qingfeng would be unhappy, so he frowned and thought about how to explain it to her without hurting Hu Yao.
"I've always treated her as a sister, and she knows it."
"You know that we went to college together abroad, but what you don't know is that she once saved me, and because of this, I can't have children anymore." The corners of Lu Guinan's mouth sank, probably thinking of some bad memories.
Although he felt a little bloody, Lu Qingfeng's heart swelled with a little sympathy, after all, not being able to have children is a big thing for a woman.
"I'm sorry". Lu Qingfeng lowered his head and reached out to cover the back of Lu Guinan's hand.
"Nothing to be sorry for". Lu Guinan let out a long sigh and raised his head slightly to look at the stars in the night sky.
"It's not easy for her to live for me, so I can't be too ruthless to her, and I've talked to her about it, she'll know the measure."
"I see". Lu Qingfeng nodded with an obscure expression.