Chapter 348: Even if it's for atonement!

"Brother, I'm not joking with you, I don't have anything, it doesn't matter if I'm caught, you gave me my life at the beginning, and now I should pay you back"

"I don't need to, you don't talk fucking nonsense, you give me honesty, just don't make trouble for me" Mu Chenfeng pointed at him with a finger holding the wine glass, and said with a serious face.

"Brother, I'm serious with you, you think about it"

"Are you okay? It's okay to get out of here."

Mu Chenfeng walked over, roughly pulled up his clothes and threw people out of the door, he raised his hands and made a gesture of surrender, saying, "Brother, you listen to me."

"I don't want to hear it, get out"

"Brother, it's not all for you that I'm doing this, and Shen Nan"

"What does this have to do with Shen Nan?"

"Phew" Rocky pointed to his hand tugging at his clothes, motioned for him to let go, and then said, he let go, he straightened his clothes, looked at him and said, "Do you want to hear me before".

"......" Mu Chenfeng didn't know what he wanted to do.

Rocky went back to the sofa, lit a cigarette, Mu Chenfeng sat opposite him, looked at him, and said, "Say, what do you want to do?" ”

"Brother, I know you used to be very curious about me, and some things may not be investigated even if you investigate, not to mention that you didn't investigate in depth, but I know you inquired" Rocky said and smiled, and continued: "Actually, I thank you a lot, you have stayed by your side for so long, you have never taken the initiative to ask me, at least you have reserved a self-esteem for me."

"Heheo(* ̄) ̄*)o" Mu Chenfeng smiled and said: "I believe in my vision of people, I don't doubt people, don't use suspicious people, I will naturally talk about it when you want to talk about it, why should I check it if I don't want to talk about it~"

This openness made Luo Qi feel at ease, and he talked about his past, Mu Chenfeng knew that he had such a past, why did he like Shen Nan...

Rocky's original name is not Rocky, but Luo Jiangkai, and the person he once loved is called Shen Yunan.

"Aren't you born GAY?" Mu Chenfeng asked.

Rocky shook his head and smiled bitterly: "No, Lao Tzu used to like women, but after meeting Ah Yu, everything has changed."

"What about Ah Yu later?"

Rocky was silent for a while, covered his face and said bitterly: "In order to save me, he left, he liked me, he used to suffer a lot for me, and did a lot of stupid things, after he left, I couldn't recover for a long time, that feeling of emptiness was too uncomfortable, at that time clubbing, drunk, self-harm... I've tried almost all the ways of masochism, but I still can't relieve the emptiness in my heart, and then I changed the way to play with women, only to find that I can't be interested in women, isn't it ridiculous? ”

Mu Chenfeng poured him a glass of wine, put it in front of him, he took a sip of it, took another puff of cigarette and said, "Do you know why I changed my name to Rocky?" ”

"Ah Yu said before he died, if his death can be exchanged for a chance for me to start from scratch, it will be worth it, so after he left, I changed my name, the transliteration of English lucky lucky is Rocky, I just want to tell him that I am really lucky to meet him"

"Then you and Shen Nan are together because their names are similar?"

"Perhaps, Ah Yu is gone, and he took everything from me, including... Sexual Orientation"

“......”

"It's not all for you that I helped you, I admit that I used Shen Nan as a shadow of Ah Yu, when you first rescued me, I didn't know that you had Shen Nan by your side, I... Cough... At that time, I thought you were pretty good..."

Before he finished speaking, Mu Chenfeng looked at him with cold eyes, his face became ugly, he smiled awkwardly, and continued: "Don't worry, I will also move that crooked mind for a while, and then there will be no more, people like you are too strong, although your skills are not bad, but they can't compare to you, dare to bet, I can't conquer such a person, and later I knew that you have Shen Nan by your side, and he is very similar to A Yu, and his name is also very similar."

Recalling the first time he met Shen Yunan, he said: "When I first met Ah Yu, I... I don't fucking know the word in the middle, so I always call him Shen Nan, and when I met Shen Nan later, I think this may be destined."

"Even if that's the case, you don't have to fold yourself in," Mu Chenfeng frowned and said.

"On the one hand, it's to return the favor to you, but it's more... I want to start over, I don't want Shen Nan to become Ah Yu's shadow again, give him a chance to choose again, and... Atonement, even if it is for Ah Yu's life" He rubbed his hair, extinguished the cigarette butt and said: "Actually, I've been quite tired all these years, really tired, since Ah Yu left, no one has listened to me for a long time."

"Don't think too much, just treat Shen Nan well" Mu Chenfeng got up, sat beside him, patted him on the shoulder and said.

"Brother, you know what? I'm quite satisfied with the time I've been with you, it's been a long time since I've had such a peaceful life, and it's right that you don't get involved in the underworld, so... Let me pay you back this time, I don't like to owe, otherwise I owe too much, after I think of it, we are equal"

Mu Chenfeng lit a cigarette and pondered for a long time, Rocky was afraid that he would not agree, and said, "Brother, think about your sister-in-law, if something happens to you, what will she do?" If the Mu family knows that all this is related to their sister-in-law, can you still be together? Even if you agree to be together, do you want your sister-in-law to live in guilt for you for the rest of your life? ”

"......" Rocky said almost every word.

"Brother, my sister-in-law will feel guilty about this matter after all, but it's better to feel guilty about me than for you, anyway, I owe you a favor, I don't care at all, but this is related to the future of the two of you"

Rocky patted him on the shoulder and said, "You think about it, I'll go first."

Mu Chenfeng sat alone in the study for a long time, drinking all the red wine, but he couldn't relieve the complicated emotions in his heart.

Actually, Rocky is right, it's just that he doesn't want to think like that, he just wants to protect Beibei and be thoughtful, and he is willing to do anything for her, but... After all, he can't get around the Mu family, and he can't get around his parents.

Interrupted by a knock on the door, he headed towards the door and said, "Please come in."

Seeing that it was Mo Xiaobei who pushed the door in, he stretched out his hand towards her, and she threw herself into his arms and said, "Rocky is gone, why are you still alone in the study?" She would sit in front of the floor-to-ceiling window of her upstairs bedroom and see Rocky drive away.

"It's okay, I want to be alone for a while" He smelled the faint scent of the shower gel on her body after taking a shower, and felt a lot more relieved.

"Huh?" Mo Xiaobei didn't expect him to say this, and was just about to get up and say, "Am I disturbing you?" ”

"No, how could it be?" He rubbed her still wet hair and said, "Why are you here?" Still dressed like this? ”

She wore a lace suspender bandeau nightdress, which made his eyes shine, and he finally stopped wearing the kind of cartoon and conservative pajamas he was wearing.