In terms of ordinary people's values, children should stay away from this kind of fighting, killing, but this is the end of the world, not the civilized society that is framed by rules.

Xiang Zhao would be fine if he could protect Su Tang for the rest of his life, but he understood that this was impossible, because the end would not continue like this, and the research was already continuing to be developed, since he had been able to make a vaccine, it was not impossible for the laboratory with almost all his information to restart this plan again and develop a real vaccine.

Therefore, it is impossible for him to protect Su Tang for the rest of his life, and she must have the strength to protect herself, but compared to whether Su Tang can have the strength, Xiang Zhao is more worried about whether she has the determination to kill.

It's okay to kill zombies, at least you can hypnotize yourself that you are not human, but this is not enough, in this apocalypse when everyone is struggling to survive, you must have the determination to kill others to survive.

Gentleness is a very rare quality, but Xiang Zhao doesn't want Su Tang to die because of this.

Just like that Ma Yong.

It would be better if he could sacrifice himself when necessary, after all, he was Xiang Zhao, the person who single-handedly created the current hell, and the undoubted enemy of mankind.

Touching Su Tang's head, Xiang Zhao once again made up his mind, "I said that I would respect Tangtang's opinion." ”

With a whisper, Su Tang couldn't help but grab the corner of Xiang Zhao's clothes.

In fact, Zhang Banxia was right, Su Tang had indeed never killed anyone, no matter how many planes he had passed and how many corpses he had witnessed, it was something that Su Tang had never experienced to really kill by himself.

Even she was inevitably scared, don't look at how smoothly she stabbed Gao Cheng with the knife just now, in fact, until now, the touch of inserting the dagger into the flesh and blood of the human body just now Su Tang still lingers.

Su Tang's hand was still trembling uncontrollably, sensing the girl's fear, Xiang Zhao lowered his eyes slightly and held Su Tang's immature little hand tightly.

Zhang Banxia saw everything in her eyes, but it was precisely because of this that she was even more puzzled.

The woman couldn't help but mutter, "You know she's scared, but why." ”

Xiang Zhao closed his eyes, as if he was also thinking about why, and finally the man slowly exhaled a breath and said lightly.

"Because I love her."

The love that Xiang Zhao said does not have a trace of ambiguous feelings, but is completely out of heartfelt love for the most important person to him.

As if with emotion, a nostalgic smile hung on the corner of the man's mouth.

"Even though we weren't related by blood, we didn't get along for long, and even today, I didn't let her take a good look at my face because of shame."

The man smiled and said, "Even so, I still love her, she is my most irreplaceable treasure." ”

Xiang Zhao had a secret that he didn't tell Su Tang, that is, their first encounter, which was actually not accidental.

A long time ago, Xiang Zhao had already known Su Tang, and the reason why he was wandering around was not only for the purpose of destroying the fifth-order zombies, but also for the purpose of looking for Su Tang.

It's a pity that when he found her, she was not only covered in bruises, but also forgot about herself.

But what does it matter? It's better to say that way.

Because in this way, he could just be a stranger that Su Tang never knew, and after escorting her to a safe base, he would never appear again as an insignificant passer-by in the girl's life.

He even deliberately pretended to be annoying, deliberately did not talk to her, and deliberately stubbornly stepped forward when she fell and she was exhausted, never stopping to let her rest.

How distressing she was at that time, her fleshy little face was emaciating at a visible rate, and she was dirty, but she was still following closely behind her.

But he couldn't be soft-hearted, Xiang Zhao warned himself in his heart.

There is no special reason, just because Xiang Zhao is a human sinner, whether it is really his fault or not, at least in the eyes of the people, he is already undoubtedly a wicked person.

It's stupid to go against the public, so he's only going to end up in one place.

That is to be defeated by a 'hero' and die a tragic and lonely death.

But Su Tang, she was obviously such a little child, and she didn't remember her anymore, so she stubbornly held his hand again.

So Xiang Zhao thought to himself, at least before he died, Xiang Zhao hoped that Su Tang could live well, and what was necessary for this was that she had to have enough strength.

It is precisely because he loves her so much that he has to let go and let her face the cruelty of reality.

As for Zhang Banxia, after these days of observation, Xiang Zhao, who is so vigilant, has to admit that Zhang Banxia is indeed a good guardian in addition to his lack of strength.

When the day came when the man had to die, he thought that he would definitely entrust Su Tang to Zhang Banxia.

The more Xiang Zhao's love for Su Tang was sincere, the more incomprehensible Zhang Banxia became, in her opinion, if she really thought about Su Tang, she should not let Su Tang face such a cruel thing.

It's not that she and Xiang Zhao are right or wrong, it's just that the perspectives of the two are different.

Zhang Banxia retorted angrily, "But if you really want to think about her, you shouldn't do this!" ”

"Why shouldn't it?" Xiang Zhao couldn't help but be a little angry, the man glared at Zhang Banxia, and said almost in a resentful tone, "Do you think I can bear to let her do that kind of thing!" If I could, how could I not want to protect her for the rest of my life! I can do it, of course I can do it with my strength, but there are some things that cannot be solved just by having strength, even if it is the end of the world! ”

Almost shouting out his heart, Xiang Zhao said bitterly, "But you don't want to think about it, who am I?" In my capacity, am I really qualified to do this! ”

He paused for a moment, then laughed self-deprecatingly, "I am Xiang Zhao, the Xiang Zhao who betrayed mankind, betrayed the world, and betrayed everything." Even you, when you first saw me, didn't you be scared for a long time? ”

Zhang Banxia couldn't deny it, but it was precisely because she couldn't deny it that she felt pain.

The woman shook her head in despair, speaking in an almost begging tone, "It's not like that, they must have misunderstood something." ”

At this moment, even if it was a deception, as long as Xiang Zhao said that those people had misunderstood, the three of them should still be able to return to their original appearance.

But Xiang Zhao couldn't tell that lie.

So, only to hear the man's hoarse voice proclaim bitterly.

"I don't want to lie to you."