Conditions in the countryside are really poor.

Wang Peng's hometown doesn't have a complete set of bathrooms.

The toilet in their place was the most typical dry toilet in ancient China.

People from far and wide can play with the pungent smell of the toilet.

That aqua toilet is a very typical earthen pit.

It was full of from Wang Peng and his family, who had been pulling for several years.

Whether it's winter or summer, it stinks.

Gao Xinyue, as a city person, is quite unaccustomed to it every time she goes to the toilet in that place.

Because as long as she lowered her head, she could see those white and fat maggots arching and arching in that.

Then, she could see the green, green-headed flies, all the time around her, going round and round.

Make an annoying buzzing sound.

In addition, the smell of the dry toilet is extremely strong, extremely thick, and extremely pungent, so every time Gao Xinyue goes to the toilet to go small or big, she feels that her eyes are about to be smoked and can't open them.

And every time she went in, she had to pinch her nose and hold her breath hard.

Every time she came out, she felt a lack of oxygen to her brain.

It's because it's so inconvenient to go to the toilet, so Gao Xinyue is in her husband's hometown, whether she wants to go to the less or the bigger, she can hold it back.

After a long time, her intestines began to suffocate.

It's not that she likes diarrhea, she just likes constipation.

Plus in that rural area, hard life, heavy labor. She needs such a daughter-in-law all day long, serving the family to do laundry, cooking, cleaning, and taking care of the children, and over time, the skin on her body has become very yellow.

She felt like the Minion now.

……

When Gao Xinyue was in that bathroom, she washed her hair in the mirror and took a shower.

She was in the bathroom, and for the first time in so many years, she had seen such an image of herself carefully.

I saw the yellow straw-like hair on my head, and I saw the dry, flat, not much shiny skin on my body.

Then notice the dense crow's feet at the corners of your eyes, and the deep, hard nasolabial folds at the corners of your mouth.

Gao Xinyue pursed her lips directly and began to cry again.

"What's wrong with me? How did I become so ugly, so old? ”

Gao Xinyue This is the first time, and she began to reflect on herself carefully and reflect on what she has done over the years.

In Gao Xinyue's mind, she recalled the days when she was a cow and a horse, a donkey and a pig in someone else's house.

She thought about it, and began to ask again and again in her mind.

"Gao Xinyue, what are you doing?"

"What have you been doing all these years?"

"Is this the love you're going after?"

"For one person to pay, one person to dedicate, one person to sacrifice, what are you asking for? What are you doing here? ”

"Is it worth it? Is it worth all your effort? ”

Gao Xinyue asked herself again and again while thinking.

As she asked, she began to frown, covering her mouth and crying.

She felt like she was really crazy now. She felt like she needed to think about it.

After Gao Xinyue washed her hair and body, she came out slowly.

She spent more than an hour in the bathroom, so Chen Yuanyuan, who was sitting in the living room with her husband and talking about her daughter's situation, was finally relieved to see her come out at this time.

"Girl, the hair dryer is still in the same place, you blow your head yourself, don't catch a cold."

Gao Xinyue heard her mother's words of concern for herself, and thought that over the years, after washing her hair every time, there was no hair dryer to blow, and she felt very wronged and uncomfortable in her heart.

She thought about it, her eyes were red again, and she started crying again.

Chen Yuanyuan noticed that her daughter was so vulnerable at this moment.

After thinking about it, she opened her mouth and comforted her daughter, "Girl, let's not think too much, since things have passed, we should take a look ahead." ”

"To be honest, no person's life is always smooth sailing. No matter how happy or complete it is, there are some regrets. ”

"As the saying goes, eat a trench and grow a wisdom. If you are fooled once, you must be careful the next time and don't plant it in the same place. ”

"Since you have come out, I will blow your hair quickly. Don't cry. These eyes are swollen from crying, and besides, you are also old now, so you need to pay attention to maintenance. Don't make your life too rough. ”

When Gao Xinyue heard her mother say this, she hurriedly sniffed her nose and held back all the tears in her eyes.

She felt that she really should take care of herself.

She never imagined that she would look so old.

is only in her thirties, but from the outside, she looks like a person in her forties and fifties.

Gao Xinyue feels that now, standing with her mother, she seems to be older than her.

In her heart, it's not a special taste.

After Gao Xinyue finished blowing her hair, Chen Yuanyuan asked her to wear a down jacket.

This down jacket is pale yellow.

And it's brand new.

"Girl, sit here. Can you tell us a little bit about how you've lived over the years? ”

"Back then, you eloped with Wang Peng, and your father and I were really anxious! Your father didn't even go to the unit, so he went directly to an acquaintance at the police station and called the police. At that time, we searched for you all over the world. But you're like the one who is missing, and you can't be found. ”

"Your dad couldn't find you, it was ten days and half a month without a good night's sleep......"

When Gao Xinyue heard her father say this, her heart finally swelled up, and she was a little ashamed.

She looked at Gao Jiangyuan with red eyes and whispered, "Dad, I'm sorry ......, I ......"

Gao Jiangyuan looked at her with a gentle face at this time, and directly interrupted her words.

"Nothing to be sorry about. I'm your dad, and I won't hurt you. You were born by your mother, and your mother will not harm you. So, don't be hostile to your parents because of that man, okay? ”

Gao Xinyue's heart choked when she heard this.

Later, she quickly returned to her normal complexion.

And she nodded lightly at her parents.

But after nodding, she began to retort.

"Mom, Dad, I'm not hostile to you. I, I was at the time, I just didn't understand you guys. ”