My name is Lu Xinghe.

I only had my mother, and when I came home that day, I was told by the grandmother next door that my mother was gone.

What does it mean to have gone.

Is it missing?

The old grandmother saw that I didn't understand, and she couldn't bear it, so she told me anyway.

To be gone means to go to heaven, a place where we will all go in the future.

Oh.

That's when I found out that my mom was dead.

At a young age, I only knew how to cry, but I didn't know what to do.

The next day, I was sent to an orphanage.

There are so many children, I am very happy, because the newcomers, other children are always bullying me.

I didn't pay much attention to it.

Then one day, a child broke his rice bowl and said that I had broken it.

I explained to the dean's aunt that I didn't do it, and no one on the scene was willing to help me speak.

No one believed me.

So I chose to play alone and not in contact with other people.

A few days later, a woman who claimed to be my aunt came to the orphanage and took me home.

When my aunt saw me, she hugged me and said that she had finally found me.

There was not a single person present who was not moved by her tears.

It's time to give her an award.

Ask me how I feel, and all I know is that the smell of her inferior perfume is really choking.

I don't know how to taste it.

I followed my aunt home, and when I got home, my aunt also had a son who was a little older than me.

"Mom, I'm hungry!"

Aunt hugged him distressedly, "Mom, I'll cook for you." ”

"When you're hungry, eat a snack first, be good."

"You, come with me."

Lu Xinghe knew that his aunt was talking about himself.

Follow her to the kitchen, though he also craves a snack on the table.

Now is not the time.

Lu Xinghe was holding a small rabbit doll.

The aunt disliked it and grabbed it by the ear, threw it in the air, and threw the rabbit on the living room floor.

"How can you help me cook with something, besides, you're not a girl, what are you holding in your hand."

The woman's face changes so fast.

Just now he said that he would treat me well, and it hasn't been a day yet, and that's it.

Little me, squatting on the ground to pick vegetables, after finishing it, my aunt, a woman, told me to wash again.

I couldn't reach it, so I brought a stool and washed it little by little.

After washing, my aunt didn't tell me to leave.

Instead, let me watch, and in the future, the cooking will be left to me.

I looked at her in a daze.

"Don't you want to, as long as I cook, but I don't have your share, you think clearly."

"Only by cooking by oneself and being self-reliant can we have food."

I nodded.

I'm like a retort, I cook, don't you have your share?

However, I didn't dare.

Auntie, this woman looks so fierce, and I am no match for her.

Time to eat.

After a day of hunger, I picked up my meal and wanted to eat a piece of meat.

I just picked it up and was knocked off by a pair of chopsticks.

"You are not allowed to eat meat, it is reserved for my brother."

I silently took back my chopsticks, ate the vegetables in front of me, and after eating, my aunt asked me to wash the dishes again, and she pointed me out beside me.

It took three washes before it was cleaned.

was also scolded by her as a pig's head.

My room was a small utility room with a bed in the corner.

There was a smell in the air.

Musty smell.

"This is your room."

"By the way, let me ask you, do you know the password in the card for the insurance money that your mother left you?"

I shook my head, my mom really hadn't told him that.

Auntie's face became cannibalistic.

"Give you a night's time, I can't remember, I won't have breakfast tomorrow morning!"

The lights were turned off, and my aunt closed the door and left.

I ran to the bed in fear, covered the quilt, and tears fell unconsciously.

I miss my mother, Mom, I'm not doing well.

Mom, you said that men don't flick when they have tears, but I'm really sad.

Let me cry once this time, the last time, guaranteed.

When I was tired of crying, I fell asleep.

Give me one night, I still don't know, the next day, I really didn't have breakfast.

My aunt would ask me every day about the insurance money, and I didn't know, so she starved me.

I'm always full and hungry.

In order not to be criticized, she sent me to school.

I'm really happy that I don't have to be in that cold-blooded place every day.

In school, I worked hard in school.

When I came back for the first time in the final exam, my aunt beat me up without saying a word.

I don't understand.

"Tell you to take the first exam, in this way, it shows how stupid my son is! In the future, you are not allowed to take the first test, but you have to take the first place from the bottom, you know! ”

The son of the same Aunt Wu Kang was also beaten.

"Look at others, younger than you, and more exams than you, you will still be the first to last next time, you don't want to eat meat!"

I get a point.

Before I left the house, I was better behaved as dull.

Wu Kang hated me and found someone to bully me at school.

I don't fight back, I report to the teacher.

Gradually, they were found more by the teacher, and they stopped bullying me.

Ask me why I didn't fight back, because I had no one behind me.

After living in hell for too long, maybe God can't stand it anymore and sends an angel.

When I was a freshman in high school, I met her.

Su Qiqi, my favorite woman in my life.

She liked me, didn't dislike me, helped me get out of my aunt's clutches, and shared her family.

I love you. Seventy-seven.

It's okay, you didn't give up on me, it's okay, I finally waited for you.