Qian Yan paused slightly, and was asked by Jiang Cairen for a while.

Her eyes began to drift away, and her thoughts drifted away, as if she remembered the past in her past life.

Seeing that Qian Yan didn't answer for a long time, Jiang Cairen lowered his eyes and whispered: "Yes, I shouldn't have asked you this, I almost forgot, when you were a child, you were loved by thousands of people, so you are sunny and optimistic, how can you have obsession in your heart." ”

But before her words came out, she responded to her, "Of course there is, I think, everyone will have some obsessions in their hearts." ”

In her last life, her orphanage was a point of her inferiority complex and her obsession.

She couldn't figure out why her biological parents gave birth to her, but they gave birth but didn't raise her.

Why did her adoptive parents adopt her, but they abandoned her.

There is also the emperor, who was a proton in the southern kingdom for those years, and it was the obsession of the emperor who was high up.

Even the noble Concubine Shu does not seem to be as desireless as it seems, and there are obsessions.

Jiang Cairen didn't expect that a contented and optimistic person like Tanyan would also have obsessions.

She asked with some curiosity: "Then why can you still be so free?" ”

Why can he still live so freely after being deposed?

Once again, she fell into deep thought.

After a long time, she looked into Jiang Cairen's eyes and replied seriously.

"I used to think that perseverance would make me strong, but I later realized that the real strength is to let go of the obsession in my heart."

Just like in her previous life, she studied hard to make herself better and wanted to be recognized by others.

But when she gets better and better, she becomes full every day because of her work, and she simply puts down those bad negative thoughts and leaves them all behind.

Hearing this, Jiang Cairen repeated the words of Yan Yan stupidly, "Let go of the obsession in my heart......"

With a thought, she turned around and left the Pear Hall in despair.

In the next few days, the Queen Mother called Tianyan to go to the Chengfu Hall every day.

Because the three elder brothers also go to the Chengfu Hall every day, the brothers and sisters can see each other every day.

It's just that she has never seen her good sister Jiang Cairen again.

As for that witch wish, as the sorcerer of Xizi said, he was worried about his life and was ordered by the emperor to be beheaded.

In the past few days, when he saw that it was the time for the green plums to bear fruit, he asked Xiaolian and them to make the silver go to the Shangshi Bureau to get a basket of green plums, which they planned to use to make green plum wine.

On the morning of this day, after returning from the province, he collected the dried green plums into the yard and prepared to start soaking.

"Beauty, this is the strongest liquor in the Imperial Wine Workshop." Aunt Qin and Xiaolian each carried a large jar of wine into the hospital.

Tanyan is carefully removing the green plum stalk to prevent the wine from becoming astringent.

After she asked Xiaolian and the others to put the wine aside, the master and servant removed the green plum stalks together.

After finishing the matter, he found two large wine jars.

She spread a layer of green plums and a layer of yellow rock sugar in the wine jar.

Wait until the green plums and wine are loaded, just two large jars of wine.

In the end, she asked the minions in the yard to dig two large pits in the backyard and buried the two jars of wine into the soil herself.

The ancients buried the wine in the soil, taking the characteristics of the soil to avoid light and breathability, which is a special soil sealing and preservation method.

In this way, the soil layer will block most of the air and prevent temperature changes caused by sunlight.

And the wine is a fiery thing, buried in the ground, with the cold underneath to neutralize the fire, so that the taste of the wine becomes more mellow.

To achieve a primitive and slow chemical aroma enhancement effect, the so-called 100-year-old wine, brewing is this.

After Dump Yan buried the wine, a little eunuch in the courtyard entered the courtyard.

This eunuch's name is Xiao Guizi, who is loyal and neat.

I only heard Xiao Guizi report to Qianyan: "Beauty, the Queen Mother summoned you to the Chengfu Palace." ”

"Got it." Tilting Yan patted the soil on his hands, went back to the house to wash his hands, and took Xiaolian to the Chengfu Palace.

When I got there, the family of brothers and sisters was gossiping as they had been a few days before.

It's just that Qian Yan always feels that something is wrong.

Especially at noon, the Queen Mother still left her to eat.

In the past, her old man just used the identity of the queen mother to call her to catch up with several brothers.

But at noon, she won't be left to eat.

And it's not that I haven't eaten at the Queen Mother.

In the past, the queen mother had harem concubines to eat in the Chengfu Palace, and they all had a desk per person.

But today, the Queen Mother ordered someone to set up a round table of rosewood that symbolizes reunion.

At this moment, I looked at a table of delicacies, many of which were special delicacies from the north.

After the Queen Mother sat down first as an elder, the three brothers Qian Yan and Jiang Yihan sat down one after another.

"Yihan, it's rare for your three brothers to come to Beilin, and today the mourning family specially asked people to make a table of Beilin food, you can try it well." The Queen Mother said.

Jiang Yihan and the three of them responded again and again, and also toasted the Queen Mother.

Immediately afterwards, Jiang Yixuan also sandwiched a spicy honey sauce phoenix claw for Qian Yan, "Xiao Yan, you loved to eat this when you were a child." ”

"Thank you, second brother." Qian Yan thanked Jiang Yixuan here.

On the other side, Jiang Yilang sandwiched another prawn for her, "Xiao Yan, you are too thin, usually you have to eat more in the palace, girls are cute when they are fat, and men like fat women." ”

Jiang Yilang's expression was serious and honest when he spoke, and he said it as if it were true.

"......"

It's from their brother's perspective that they always think she's thin and want her to be fatter.

If it weren't for the harem concubines, all of them were graceful.

There are also those noble ladies in the capital who are graceful and graceful, and they almost believe the words of the third brother!

During the meal, although Jiang Yihan didn't speak, Qian Yan also sensed that something was wrong.

Even if the second brother and the third brother are giggling, they always give her a lot of food, and they pile up a small hill in her bowl.

But there was still a hint of sadness in the air.

After eating a meal, Jiang Yihan could be regarded as speaking, he said: "Xiao Yan, tonight, Gu is about to leave Beilin and go to Dongdan to do business." ”

Although Qian Yan had long known that his brothers were just coming to the north by the way, they would have to leave sooner or later.

But now that I hear my eldest brother say this, I am still a little reluctant in my heart.

Probably I've never had family affection, and once I have a moment, I'm a little greedy to remember.

Although it was only a few days, she still deeply experienced the family affection and the love of her three brothers.

It turns out that family affection means that even if she grows up, they will still remember her favorite toys and favorite foods when she was a child, and will always treat her as a little girl.

Even if they reach the territory of the north, and the country of Xizi is not as good as the north, if someone in the country of the north wants to move a finger of her, the brothers will declare war with the entire north!

Even if they are black-bellied and evil and insidious in front of others, in front of her, they have only one identity, that is, the brother who dotes on her.

Qian Yan finally understood that the original owner died like this, why he was not given death by the emperor, because he had the support of his mother's family behind him.

At this moment, even if she was reluctant, she had to accept the fact that she lived in a different country from them.

After being silent for a few breaths, he said, "Okay, I'll send my brothers later." ”

Jiang Yihan held the cup and lowered his eyes to look at the tea leaves floating in the cup, "It's too dark at night, you don't have to send it as a girl." ”