It's a pity that Ji Yan didn't hear what he said, and he didn't take this matter to heart at all.

"My friend usually lives abroad and rarely comes back. And you're in different industries, so even if you are introduced, there will be no common topic, so forget it. ”

She hoped to use such a superficial reason to overshadow Lu Tingshen's curiosity, after all, there was no so-called good friend at all, and she couldn't find someone now and introduce it to Lu Tingshen.

But just two simple sentences caused Lu Tingshen's long-suppressed anger like a line of fire.

He lowered his voice full of anger, and his whole face became a little more terrifying, "It's just to see a friend, how can you push back." Is this person not at all there, or is it ...... You never thought of me meeting your friends? ”

Anyway, both of these are death questions, no matter which one she answers.

"Why are you suddenly so concerned about my private affairs? It's just an unusual meeting, and if you're angry about it, can I find out why? ”

Ji Yan put the vegetables aside, and before she threw them into the sink, she was now full of Lu Tingshen's words, and looked at it with her hands half-propped up, "Or did you send someone to follow me when I met with someone this time?" ”

If it weren't for this, then she really couldn't imagine how Lu Tingshen could have such deep suspicions in just a few hours, unless he knew something.

"You're running away from my question."

Lu Tingshen took a few steps forward and trapped the person in the corner of the cooking table, his face was extremely ugly, "I didn't notice that your relationship with Bai Yin was so good, and you didn't even hesitate to lie and lie to me in order to see him for the New Year." ”

He didn't continue to play stupid, but just spread everything out.

Almost visibly, the smile on Ji Yan's face faded suddenly, the hand holding the spoon was trembling slightly, and she asked in a very incomprehensible tone, "You have always had people spy on me, so I have been living under your surveillance?" Is this what you call protection? ”

She couldn't imagine how long it had been like this, and this was still when she knew, so when she didn't know?

Lu Ting took a deep look at the killing intent in his eyes, and quickly let go of her and took a few steps back, preventing him from being unable to control himself from making a move.

"You've been injured several times because of this, and once I couldn't even find you, which was a helpless move." Especially when the situation was so chaotic, he was busy with various official affairs every day, and he didn't have any extra time and energy to put on Ji Yan, so he had to do it.

But this incident was forgotten after that, because Ji Yan was very safe, and he didn't let the bodyguards play a role, but they still followed Ji Yan's side every day to protect her safety as ordered.

He didn't say too much about the details of this matter, so it was normal for Ji Yan not to know or even misunderstand.

Lu Ting pursed his lips and was silent, but he didn't intend to explain now.

Ji Yan almost didn't take a breath because of his words, and fanned himself with his hand so as not to be angry, "So you mean, you blatantly find someone to spy on me, but I have to be grateful to you for this?" Protection and surveillance mean two different things, and if you're doing it because you're worried about my life, then you can already pause. ”

She's safe and doesn't need to be watched.

The more she thought about it, the more uncomfortable she became, and she couldn't go up or down with a lot of strength in her heart, so she choked straight in the middle to make people feel a little restless.

"There are some things that have been on my mind for a long time, and I think that if I don't talk about it again, I may not have this opportunity." Ji Yan put down the things in his hand, untied his apron with both hands and put it back in place, and looked at Lu Tingshen very seriously, "There is a key point written in our contract for a long time, if the other party meets a beloved, this contract will be invalidated." ”

Lu Tingshen's eyes darkened, and there was a slight anger in his low tone, "So what? ”

But she met his eyes without fear, and her fluent words blurted out like flowing water, "I'm not sure if Lin Wan'er is your beloved after many years, so the answer to this question has always been suppressed with doubts." But for now, I think I'm going to have to face something. ”

"You can make such a big sacrifice for her, and even change your previous style and rules of doing things, then whether you love it or not, she is a very special existence for you, irreplaceable. So...... Our contract should be able to be canceled. ”

Ji Yan has been thinking about these things since she saw the scandal between the two of them, but at that time, Lu Tingshen did not go particularly overboard, and it wasn't until a series of things later that she had to face up to some things.

But in terms of speaking, this is the first time she has said the true thoughts hidden in her heart.

These things may be able to change the way they get along now, but more often than not, they want to let go and try a new life.

"I don't know what you think in your heart, maybe you do these things for the sake of long-term development, but sometimes people can't be so sober, what I see on the surface is like this, I can't make up a lie for you just to make my heart more comfortable."

When Ji Yan spoke, Lu Tingshen was silent, he didn't speak, he just stared at her.

The sharp eyes are like the fangs of a beast, and they bite the back of her neck and they won't let go, making people feel supreme pressure.

After a long time, Lu Tingshen retracted his gaze and said coldly, "You have wanted to say these things for a long time." ”

Ji Yan didn't admit or deny it, his tone was very calm, "I don't know whether the things that happened between the two of us were right or wrong, and I don't want to look at those things that happened and gave people infinite hope." It can only be said that this is just a small episode in life, the episode has passed, but life has to go on. ”

"These things are not for me to think about alone, think about what I said when you go back." After a pause, Ji Yan said again, "It's not that I have these thoughts because I met Bai Yin, so I hope you don't blame others for inconsequential things." ”

Originally, she was still thinking about cooking and letting them come down to eat, but after these things, she didn't bother to wash her hands and make soup here with her stomach full of thoughts.

……

"The psychiatrist has arrived, so you can check it out if you have time in a moment." Lin came up with something, said a casual word and left in a hurry, as if it wasn't him who asked him to see a psychiatrist in the first place.

Sir thought it was a little strange, but he didn't think much of it, and went downstairs with his things.

When he went downstairs, he happened to see the maid beckoning the psychiatrist for tea, and said unhurriedly, "I saw you again, but unfortunately I had a bipolar attack when we met last time, and my demeanor was a little unconscious." I wonder what advice the doctor will give me during this meeting? ”

When he said this, his tone was fluttering, and there was a bit of laziness, and when he heard it, he was not a person who really took this matter to heart, but just wanted to pass it perfunctorily.

As soon as the servant saw him coming, he immediately withdrew, leaving room for them to talk.

The psychiatrist raised his glasses and said in a very serious tone, "To be honest, I have a general understanding of your psychological condition, and the only thing I can say is actually that sentence." If you can, I hope you can get professional treatment as soon as possible, there are many people who think that mental illness can be ignored, and the days will pass with time. ”

"But that's not possible, and some things have to wait for an expert to step in before they can make a certain difference. The physical injuries are more reflected on the surface, but what about the heart? Even if you have a graceful and luxurious face, it can't hide that scarred heart. Bipolar disorder is really not a joke, your current situation is already very serious, if you let it continue to worsen, it will really be too late by then. ”

Almost everyone would say these words after knowing about Si'er's mental illness, but he was tired of hearing them and didn't take them to heart at all.

Si'er picked up the coffee cup with a smile and took a sip, he didn't like to drink those teas very much, only when the guests arrived, he usually drank coffee.

I saw him carelessly hook up the lid of the coffee cup and put it aside, because the temperature of the coffee cup seeping out was hot to his hands, so he threw it into the trash can without saying a word, and his cold eyes were filled with madness and cruelty.

"Why let it be in time?" He pulled out a tissue and wiped his hands calmly, "I think the current situation is very good, and there is no need for any changes." I'm giving you money to come to me for counseling not because of anything else, but I just hope that you can honestly make money here, and you'd better not say anything you shouldn't say. ”

He sighed helplessly, and a cold light flashed in his eyes when he looked at the flaxen-colored document bag in the psychiatrist's hand, but he was suppressed, "There are not many people in this world who dare to disobey my orders, and their fate is very miserable without exception." If you don't want to give it a try, it's best not to challenge my bottom line. ”

If it weren't for Lin being whispering these things in his ear, for the sake of him caring so much about himself, he had to agree to the psychiatrist coming to him for psychological counseling, but this does not mean that he is willing to be manipulated by others.

The psychiatrist's face turned pale, and he didn't dare to say a word when he saw the document bag he had prepared being taken away, and could only look at his slightly lonely back when he left.

It's just that this matter will be noticed even if it doesn't interfere, and there must be a bit of a difference in psychological counseling, but Si'er's unchanged appearance still makes him suspicious.