At this time, Lin Yaran no longer had the initial resentment towards Fang Fang in her heart, she thought, in comparison, she was happy, at least she was accompanied by a man she loved, and a pair of cute and sensible children.

And Fang Fang, she has nothing.

has gone through most of her life, and the only thing she has is nostalgia for the door and guilt for the door Shaoxuan.

Lin Yaran reached out and patted Fang Fang's hand on the table, smiled reluctantly, and comforted: "Some things are doomed, and you and I can't control them." ”

Fang Fang raised his head slightly and said with a wry smile: "Yes, some things really don't go according to our assumptions, there is always a gap between the ideal and the reality." ”

Fang Yuanyuan knew that Men Shaoxuan's hometown was in Kuncheng, and she thought that after Men Shaoxuan left the Fang family, he would definitely go back to Kuncheng to find clues first.

Even if he couldn't find a clue, according to what she knew about Men Shaoxuan, he would first go back to the place where his parents had lived and worship them.

So after Fang Yuanyuan returned to China, the first place she went to was Kuncheng.

She dragged her heavy body and inquired about the small mountain village where Men Shaoxuan lived when she was a child, and went to the old site of his house.

After 18 years, the old house looks even more dilapidated.

Fang Yuanyuan didn't expect that there were still people living in that house.

When she hesitated to walk over and knock on the door, it was a faltering old woman who opened the door for her.

The old woman hesitated to let her into the house, Fang Yuanyuan looked at her mother-in-law's house with four walls, and couldn't help but shed tears in her heart.

She didn't know how Men Shaoxuan's childhood was spent here, she had always lived a good life, it was hard to imagine how people lived in this short and dark house.

Seeing her crying, the old woman was even more puzzled, looked at her, and asked hesitantly, "Girl, ...... are you?"

Fang Yuanyuan wiped away her tears, and then choked up and said, "Mother-in-law, did a family with a surname live in this house before?" ”

The mother-in-law looked Fang Yuanyuan up and down and nodded hesitantly.

"My old man and I fled to this village a few years ago, when the village chief said that the owner of this house had passed away and had been empty and uninhabited, so he settled down with my old man. According to the village chief, the original owner of the family, surnamed Men, was a soldier who died during a mission, the woman was also killed, and the child was missing. ”

The old woman sighed as she spoke, "Alas, what a pitiful! ”

Fang Yuanyuan felt even more sad when she heard this, her in-laws who she had never met used to live here with Men Shaoxuan.

"Do you know where their bones are buried?"

Fang Yuanyuan thought that since she was here, she should also go to worship them.

The old woman shook her head, "I heard from the people in the village that someone came to the capital later and took away the bones of the two of them, so they should have taken them to the capital."

Fang Yuanyuan guessed that it was probably the people from the family who came to take away their bones and let them go back to the capital to settle down.

Fang Yuanyuan asked the old woman if she had ever come to a seventeen or eighteen-year-old boy recently to inquire about the surname of the family.

The old woman shook her head and told her that there was none.

"I've been living here with the old man for seven or eight years, and you were the first to inquire about them."

Fang Yuanyuan was disappointed, she was originally full of confidence that Men Shaoxuan would definitely come back here, but she didn't expect that she was wrong, he never came back at all.

But where will he go?

In fact, Fang Yuanyuan did not guess wrong, after Men Shaoxuan returned to China, he did return to Kuncheng, and he did come to the small mountain village where he lived as a child, and he also went to the grave of his parents to pay respects.

It's just that he did all this silently alone, without telling anyone or meeting anyone in the village.

So the people in the village didn't know that he had ever come back.

Of course, Fang Yuanyuan didn't know about this.

She was disappointed, so she began to muster up the courage to find Men Shaoxuan again.

She thought that the hard work paid off, and she would definitely find him.

In this way, Fang Yuanyuan dragged her body and traveled all the places she could think of, where Men Shaoxuan could possibly go.

During this period, Fang Yuanyuan actually kept in touch with Fang Fang.

It's just that she repeatedly begged her aunt to keep her whereabouts secret, and not to tell her grandfather and father, otherwise they would definitely let people arrest her.

"I was also soft-hearted at the time, I really didn't want to refuse the child, and I don't know if I didn't keep it secret for her according to her request, she would cut off contact with me in a fit of anger."

Fang Fang said, took the tissue handed over by Lin Yaran, and wiped her tears.

"Thank you."

Lin Yaran's eyes were also blurred with tears, looking at her and shaking her head, "Alas, it's really a sin, it's all fate!" ”

A few months later, Fang Yuanyuan gave birth to a baby girl in a city in China.

At that time, Fang Kun's people were looking for her everywhere.

Fang Yuanyuan was worried that her father would find her, so she took the child back to Kuncheng, the small mountain village where Men Shaoxuan lived when he was a child.

And it was at that time that the people sent out by Fang Fang heard that Men Shaoxuan had appeared in the capital, so Fang Fang told her niece and asked her to go to the capital quickly.

Fang Yuanyuan felt that it was really inconvenient to take the child, so she gritted her teeth and put the child at the door of the mother-in-law's house, left some money for the mother-in-law, and left a note, "Mother-in-law, the child's surname is Men, please take care of her, I will come to pick her up soon." ”

Fang Yuanyuan has been in contact with her mother-in-law, and she knows that her mother-in-law is a good person.

Hiding in the dark, watching her mother-in-law come out and hug the child who was crying at the door, Fang Yuanyuan turned around and left with tears in her eyes.

Fang Yuanyuan searched for Men Shaoxuan in the capital for a year, but she didn't find him.

After being disappointed, I decided to go back to my mother-in-law, to get back my own children, take the children back to Australia to raise them well, and then find someone to find out about Men Shaoxuan's news.

But when she came to the small mountain village for the third time and appeared in front of the small house, she was greeted by a rusty iron general.

Fang Yuanyuan was dumbfounded at the time, her mother-in-law was not at home, where would she go?

After inquiring with the village chief, I learned that my mother-in-law's family had moved out of the village half a year ago, and the village chief didn't know where they went.

When Fang Yuanyuan heard this, she fainted as soon as it was dark in front of her.

After waking up, she blamed herself very much, she didn't expect that she had lost her child because of her carelessness!

"When Yuanyuan cried and told me these things on the phone, I could even feel the despair and pain in her heart."

Fang Fang sighed, "Like you said, maybe all this is fate!" ”

"I persuaded Yuanyuan to come back, and promised to help her find the child and Men Shaoxuan together. In this way, Yuanyuan returned to Australia in desperation. ”

After that, Fang Fang used all the forces of the Fang family to find Men Shaoxuan and the child, but there was no news of him.

"Yuanyuan and I have been looking separately, as long as we hear where Men Shaoxuan has appeared, we will rush over non-stop. It's a pity that every time he is so late, he never sees his people. ”

Lin Yaran couldn't help but wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes with a tissue, she was really happy and surprised.

Happily, Men Shaoxuan's child actually has a child, that is to say, the old man has a great-granddaughter.

Shockingly, the hard-working child has also disappeared, and I don't know where he is now!

"I hope God has mercy and blesses Shaoxuan and that child well!"

Lin Yaran sighed and looked at Fang Fang with tears in her eyes: "Over the years, I have really suffered you." ”

A wry smile rose at the corner of Fang Fang's mouth, and he shook his head and said, "I did all this by myself, but I suffered two children. What a sin I am, I am a sinner! ”

As he spoke, Fang Fang stretched out his hand and shook Lin Yaran's hand, and said sincerely: "A few days ago, I got news again that Shaoxuan appeared in the capital. So I couldn't wait to come over, you know, I don't have any friends here, I only know Menzheng. That's why I managed to get in touch with him. ”

Saying that, Fang Fang looked at Lin Yaran's eyes and said word by word: "I really don't have anything to do with him, he just promised to help me find Shaoxuan, this child." But I really didn't expect that he would stay in a hotel with me for a few days without going home because he was worried about me. ”

Seeing that Lin Yaran had a sad expression on his face when he mentioned the door, Fang Fang hurriedly explained: "Don't get me wrong, he just stayed in the same hotel as me, and nothing happened to us." ”

As he spoke, he patted Lin Yaran's hand, "You have lived with Menzheng for so many years, you should have confidence in yourself, and you should have confidence in him." I can see that the door is not talking about it, but in fact, he still has feelings for you in his heart, maybe he himself has not dared to look at this feeling, and only regards it as guilt for you. Rest assured, the door will not leave you because of my arrival. ”

Lin Yaran smiled bitterly, not that she had no confidence in herself, but that she had no sense of security in her heart.

Lin Yaran knew that in Menzheng's heart, he had never forgotten Fang Fang for so many years, he was more of a responsibility for him, and the one he really loved in his heart had always been Fang Fang.

"So what's going on now? Is there any news of Shaoxuan? ”

Lin Yaran didn't want to continue the topic of herself and Menzheng with Fang Fang, what would happen to her and Menzheng was no longer important in her opinion.

After hearing what Fang Fang said, Lin Yaran felt that even if Menzheng filed for divorce with her now and wanted to live with Fang Fang, she would understand, and would let him go without complaint.

After all, compared to the woman in front of him, he is really much happier.

Fang Fang shook his head, "No, I searched almost every corner of the capital with Menzheng, and I didn't find any trace of Shaoxuan. But I think he must still be in the capital, but for some reason, he deliberately avoided me and didn't want me to find him. ”

Hearing Fang Fang say this, Lin Yaran was also puzzled in his heart, "It stands to reason that he should know about the existence of the Men family, since he is in the capital, why don't he come to the Men family?" What did the kid think in his heart, even if he wanted revenge, wouldn't it be easier with his grandfather's help? ”

Fang Fang shook his head and sighed, "To be honest, I've always been weird. Originally, I thought that he would definitely come to the door after returning to China, but it didn't. I thought I knew him well, but now it seems that I don't know the kid at all, what a failure of my life! ”

"Sister Zhizhi, you're crying!"

Men Yuewei looked at the tearful mulberry branch with a strange expression.

Sang Zhi stretched out his hand to wipe the tears on his face, and then realized that he was unconsciously moved by what Fang Fang said, so that he didn't know that he cried.