Lu Yuping didn't wait for her to finish, and her voice was trembling: "Jiang Lingzhi, I'm really disappointed in you!" ”

With that, she turned and went upstairs to her room.

There was a bang, and the door was slammed shut.

Jiang Lingzhi's shoulders trembled, her nose was sour, she lowered her head, and her tears finally dripped down uncontrollably.

She raised her hand and wiped away her tears.

But no matter how she wiped it, the tears still couldn't stop falling.

Dripping onto the hem of her clothes, slowly blooming and smearing.

She was actually afraid of saying such things from Lu Yuping's mouth.

- "I'm so disappointed in you. ”

Growing up, I was most afraid of hearing this kind of talk.

So she strives to be the first in everything and does her best in everything.

In fact, when she was young, she overheard a conversation between her parents and her grandfather.

Because of the thinking of the older generation, my grandfather always asked to give birth to a boy, and he would pass on the family to the next generation.

But since giving birth to Jiang Lingzhi, Lu Yuping's health has not been very good.

Jiang Puqing felt sorry for Lu Yuping, so he withstood the pressure and said that it was enough for their family to only know one girl.

In fact, Jiang Ling knew that she could understand Lu Yuping's strict requirements for her, because she didn't want her grandfather to have something to say, and she didn't want him to think that girls were always inferior to boys.

She also always wanted to fight for her.

But what's the use of trying harder, no matter how hard she tries, she can't become a boy.

At this moment, Jiang Lingzhi suddenly had self-doubt.

It seems that all the efforts of so many years have been erased at this moment.

So what did she do this for?

Suddenly, it felt as if everything she was doing was wrong.

Back to the room.

Jiang Lingzhi was so depressed that she couldn't do it.

She sat stupidly for a while, her mind was in a mess, and she picked up the mobile phone on the bedside table and dialed Fu Baixue's number.

The phone rang three times and was answered.

"Light Snow ......"

It was quiet on the other side of the phone.

Jiang Lingzhi didn't need her to say anything, she just wanted to find someone to talk to.

"I, I can't hold on anymore, I've let her down again, I'm disappointed in myself......"

Jiang Lingzhi said and spoke, tears fell, and her voice was a little choked: "You can't come to accompany me, I feel so tired......"

There is no sound on the other end of the phone.

Jiang Lingzhi sniffed, the fragility was only a short release, wiped her tears on the back of her hand, and directly pressed the phone.

She lowered her head and held back tears for a moment.

Leaving the phone on the bedside table, I feel that the whole person is light and fluttering, and I feel weightless when stepping on the clouds.

Jiang Lingzhi walked to the front of the bay window and saw a pack of women's cigarettes on it.

It was forgotten to take it away by Fu Baixue before leaving last night.

Jiang Lingzhi lowered his eyes, stared at the pack of cigarettes for a while, raised his hand to pick it up, and held it in the palm of his hand.

She didn't change her clothes, she went downstairs with the pack of cigarettes, found the lighter, and then went out.

There is an entertainment facility in the villa area, and the fitness equipment such as swings is quite complete.

At this time, it's empty.

Jiang Lingzhi found a swing and sat down, and was stunned for a while with red eyes, as if he could sit until he was old.

Until my eyes are a little sour.

She lowered her eyes, stared at the lady's cigarette in her hand for a moment, and pulled one out of it.

Jiang Lingzhi sipped the slender cigarette with her red lips, put the cigarette case next to it, picked up the lighter and lit the cigarette.

She has never smoked yet.

Ten thousand sentences flashed through my mind in an instant.

Forget it, so be it.

Never be afraid to live up to other people's expectations again.

She followed Fu Baixue's example last night and took a sharp breath.

The smoke entered his lungs, and Jiang Lingzhi was choked and coughed a few times.

Coughing and coughing, her tears came out.

Jiang Lingzhi wiped away her tears with the back of her hand, and took a sip of her cigarette to take another puff.

The next second.

The slender cigarette between the red lips was smoked.