Male God No. 12: (11)
"But the accident happened very quickly, and I knew how someone would be ruthless enough to leave this time and come back just for the so-called love, and that woman just fell in love with my status as mayor. She tried to use your mother and you to force me to agree to some illegal manipulation, but I refused. "Mayor Si looks down on the most is being an official and not being the master of the people, and once he agrees, it will only be a bottomless pit.
"Seeing that I am so determined, she threatens your mother with nude photos. And your mother didn't want to believe that she could be such a scumbag in love with Earth, so she found me. She told me she had a way to fix this once and for all, and she told me not to do anything. I believed. In the eyes of Si Changdi, Mrs. Si herself is an extremely intelligent woman, and there is only something in this world that she does not want to do and that she cannot do.
"But I didn't expect that after she collected the evidence of the woman's crime and sent her to prison, she chose to end her life, she said she was sorry for us so she wanted to atone for her crimes, but I never wanted this ending." Mayor Si hated that he didn't anticipate Mrs. Si's actions in advance, she was a person who would rather be broken than be a tile of the whole land.
"Si Yun, originally I wanted to give you a happy family land, but ......" Mayor Si lowered his head helplessly, so many things had happened that were completely out of his control.
"Can you give me a little time?" Xia Mu didn't say anything, but chose to return to the room alone, too many things had happened today that were far beyond the scope of what she could digest.
"Are you really right to say I'm doing this?" Mayor Si looked at the back of Xia Mu leaving, he knew that the so-called truth of the earth was impossible not to hurt people, not to mention that changing the people was still the people you relied on the most in your heart.
"I'm sure Miss can." Secretary Lei gave an affirmative answer, as if it would be a relief to himself.
"I hope so!"
Back in the room, Xia Mu began to check the materials left behind page by page, until a letter suddenly appeared, which suddenly gave her some understanding of Mrs. Si's choice.
"Hello baby girl, Si Yun!
When you read this letter, it is not surprising that I should be in Heaven to protect you. In fact, your appearance was just an accident for me, the most perfect accident of my life. I never wanted to get married or have children, until I met your father, who made me feel that it was not a bad thing to have the courage to get married.
Your father was a good man and a good man, and I believe it was some time before I passed away when you read it, because he did not want to ruin the image of a mother in the eyes of her daughter.
I used to think that after losing her I lost the ability to love, so I could only make a desperate attempt to catch love when I lost it, but the truth told me that everything was a bubble, everything was a fantasy of mine.
Really, to be honest, I was sad at the time. Later I found out that I was sad not that she didn't love me, but that she wanted to take advantage of me, and she made me feel that I was completely in love with the wrong person.
I selfishly ruined your father's love, so I can't ruin your home again, I have to do a little bit of hard work for our family, so I chose to bury my lost love with my own hands.
But Si Yun, do you know? It wasn't until I wrote this letter that I realized that I loved your father. Although every time I felt this before, I hypnotized myself and told me it was all a hallucination. But at the end of my life I had to confess that I loved him, but I would never have a chance to say it.
So, baby, could you please tell him that? I'm sorry for you in this life, and if he's willing in the next life, I promise that I'll be a better wife and mother.
In addition, my baby, I hope you can be frank in your future life journey, believe in your own heart for love, and don't be like me and end up being confused by unwillingness.
Si Yun, the way your mother can accompany you has already arrived here, and you will have to take your father with you in the future. But always believe that no matter what happens, I am in heaven watching you pray for you, my daughter, I love you! ”
In fact, for Mrs. Si, the past experience imprisoned her heart, making her lose the ability and courage to find love, she used her lifelong experience to describe the true meaning of the word bravery, and the regret she left behind is irreparable.
"Ayan, why do you think my mother just doesn't want to tell my father all this? If two people bear it, it may be easier than one person to bear it anyway, right? Xia Mu is no longer obsessed with Mrs. Si's death, but she has a little emotion about the ending they ushered in.
"Maybe it's because of love? If some things can be done by one person, why should two people suffer from them in the same way? He Yan does not agree that everything should be endured together, and if the answer is destined to make the other party uncomfortable, then not knowing may be the best choice.
"So that's what you did to me, didn't you?" Xia Mu has always cared about the reason for He Yan's death, not that she dislikes He Yan's identity as a ghost, but that there is always a voice telling her that maybe she can crack her fate if she finds the truth.
Just like Xia Mu, although he had never expressed his concern that He Yan might disappear at any time, this fear had become ubiquitous. Sometimes Xia Mu was even afraid to sleep, as if He Yan would disappear from her as soon as she closed her eyes.
"Si Yun, I ......" He Yan didn't want to deceive Si Yun, so even though he could find countless reasons to deceive her, He Yan didn't do it.
"Forget it, if you really don't want to say it, then don't say it." Xia Mu sighed helplessly, she thought why her relationship with He Yandi had begun to become so strange, and some things really couldn't be talked about honestly?
"I don't know what you've been through, but if you never be honest with me, then our relationship will go wrong one day. He Yan, actually, I don't want to force you, but you have to know that I'm really powerless, and I don't know how to keep you, you know? Xia Mu didn't want to be the aggressive kind of person, but sometimes although he didn't say it, she was a little weak.
"Si Yun, can you give me a little time?" He Yan could understand Xia Mudi's feelings, but some words were not so easy to say.
"I know it's not so easy for you, but He Yan, do you know, the most hated thing in this world is to do things under the pretense of doing things for your good, I don't need you to be good for me, if you dare to leave me, I will hate you." Take a hundred plating to read the latest chapter of "Fast Wear Raiders, Male God Guide, Claw Book House" for free for the first time.