Male God No. 12: The Love of People and Ghosts is Not Over (17)
I can't be sure if you're almost bad, but for me to come, He Yan will always be my only choice. So no matter how good you are, what does it have to do with me? I will never choose you from the beginning to the end. Xia Mu was categorical and did not leave himself the slightest possibility of repentance.
ββ"So if the object is not him, will you not marry in your life?" Guo Lin didn't know that Xia Mu dared to blurt out this kind of question without reservation, after all, people always instinctively want to leave room for themselves.
ββ"If it's not him, then what can you do even if you can get married?" Xia Mu never doubted this, others didn't know, but Xia Mu knew that He Yan was alive by his side, if they were destined to not be able to be together, then it would be fine like now.
ββ"If you have to, then I'll wait and see if it's best for you to do what you do." Guo Lin didn't believe it, even if Xia Mu could live alone for a year or two, it would not necessarily be ten years.
ββ"Then you can take a good look!" Xia Mu didn't have much more, and walked to the infirmary step by step. Her back looked weak, but it gave everyone present a strong shock.
ββ"I seem to suddenly understand why He Yan chose her, if there is someone who can choose me at any time, then I will choose to stand with him regardless of everything." He Yan's fans suddenly had a desire to protect Xia Mu for He Yan, after all, it is rare to meet such a person in life who dares to be himself without rebellion.
ββ"Are you stupid? Wouldn't it be much easier to let him hold you? And if you move so slowly, won't the wound get worse and worse? He Yan looked at Xia Mu with a stubborn look and wanted to beat her, why didn't she think about herself at all.
ββ"Even if I don't want him to get close, why is he close to me for no reason? And I hate the way he looks at me just by seeing him, why should I tolerate someone I hate touching me? And if he touches me, you'll be upset, so I'll do it myself instead of us being unhappy. "Xia Mu is not the kind of person who wrongs herself, and when she was an actor, her injuries were much more serious than now, and she still survived, what is this now?
ββ"You're always thinking about others, when will you be able to think only about yourself, if you don't choose me, will there not be so many encounters and wounds." He Yan was very powerless, he used to think that he could do anything, so it was good to be a ghost, but when Xia Mu was injured and he couldn't do anything, he suddenly felt that it was a mistake if they were together.
ββ"So you regret it now?" Xia Mu didn't hear He Yan's superfluous words, and all she could think about was if.
ββ"No, it's just that I'm afraid you'll regret it. Is it really worth it for me like this? He Yan lowered his head, "Even if I am with you, you will always be alone in the eyes of others." Eating alone, shopping alone, watching movies alone, you are always lonely in the eyes of others, and you are singing a one-man show like a psychopath. β
ββ"But I do!" All the bad things about He Yanguo are nothing in Xia Mu's opinion, and these are not in her concerns, "Although in their eyes I am just a person, I clearly know that this is not the case." You're with me more than others can see how much more important to me, don't you understand? β
ββIn fact, it doesn't matter what a relationship looks like to outsiders, as a personal experiencer of feelings, happiness or pain is the judgment of the parties themselves, as long as the parties are willing, the eyes of the outside world are not important at all, after all, people always have to live for themselves, and life is only your own life.
ββ"But I'll care!" When He Yan raised his head again, it was as if he had made the most important decision in his life, "I hate that others stare at you like a psychopath, I hate to always comfort you when you need me, I can't do anything, do you understand?" Nothing can be done. β
ββ"So you're breaking up with me?" This is still the first world The man took the initiative to draw a line with Xia Mu, Xia Mu couldn't accept it for a while, even if it was under the banner of her good, but the damage had already been done.
ββ"No, I just think that it will be the best choice for you if we are separated......" Feeling Xia Mu's grievances, He Yan's voice became lower and lower, and he began to hesitate a little.
ββ"You're always for my good, but have you ever asked me what I think? I've been there many times I don t care if you have to force me to break up you don t think it's a problem why are you so selfish and only think about your own thoughts why are you so selfish. Xia Mu shook his head, why did he always have trouble revolving around this issue.
ββ"But ......" He Yan hesitated, he didn't expect that his behavior was increasing Xia Mu's burden, he didn't know if he should have the following words.
ββ"So you're still insisting, are you influencing me? Do you think your existence has made my life unfortunate? Xia Mu was very helpless, and the current situation made him have to directly face this historical problem.
ββHe Yan didn't say anything, looking at his face, Xia Mu thought about it and said angrily, "If you really think like this, no matter how many times I don't mind, I can't solve it." Then, I can break up with He Yan as you wish! Wouldn't you be happier? β
ββWhen He Yan heard this, his heart hurt like a tear, this was obviously the result he wanted, but why was he not happy at all, since Xia Mu didn't need him anymore, he turned around and planned to leave, but he didn't even know where to go.
ββXia Mu didn't expect He Yan to leave without saying a word, and the tears she had been holding back finally fell, "He Yan, I only heard you clearly." I don't care if I'm alone or not, as long as you can be with me, I don't care. But if you're really ready to disappear from my presence now, then we'll have nothing to do with you after you're gone, and we'll never see each other again in this life. β
ββXia Mu is very decisive, she just wants to force He Yan to make a decision, she doesn't want to suffer so much, this is not what she wants.
ββHe Yan paused, but after a few hesitations, he still walked forward, until he felt Xia Mu's gaze disappearing from him, and he stopped if the current appearance was really what he wanted, he didn't know.
ββBut He Yan always had a voice in his heart telling him that he would regret going forward, so he once again stood on the level of choice. On the one hand, there is the recognition of the public, and on the other hand, there is love, two things that are not contradictory in the eyes of others are opposed again by He Yan this time, which one is right?
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