Maybe Rong Chen suffered too much when he was young, and as he got older, those problems began to be exposed.

Since the age of fifty-five, Rong Chen's physical condition began to deteriorate, and his lifespan ended at the age of sixty-three.

It was a snowy morning, and Rong Chen, who had been groggy recently, suddenly got up from the bed, and the whole person seemed to have suddenly taken some kind of panacea, and his spirit seemed to be very good.

Obviously, this is a flashback.

Yan Ruo knew it, and Rong Chen himself also understood, but no one broke it.

"I want to brush your hair once, is that okay?" Rong Chen said happily.

Yan Ruo nodded: "Okay." ”

Rong Chen helped her sit in front of the mirror, and picked up a comb on the dresser with his wrinkled hand.

He looked at the few gray hairs in his hands, most of them were still jet-black, and he was stunned.

After a while, he swallowed softly and said, "Actually, I don't really want to go before you." ”

"Huh?"

"I'm leaving, and you may have a long, long life. I just have to think that you will have to be alone in this world in the future, and my heart is very sad. Rong Chen said while combing Yan Ruo's hair, "It's a pity that my body is too uncompetitive and I can't accompany you to the end." ”

Yan Ruo was silent, just listening to Rong Chen's words, his eyes couldn't help but be a little red.

Rong Chen didn't notice it, he carefully and carefully combed Yan Ruo's hair, and couldn't help but say to himself.

"The greatest blessing in my life is probably to meet you."

"I suffered a lot in the first half of my life, and I wondered countless times why I was brought into this world when no one cared about my existence. It wasn't until I met you, and the light broke through the darkness, that I knew I had come into this world only to meet you. ”

"I didn't like my origins before, because I was just a down-and-out prince who lived in a cold palace. I don't like my name either, it just sounds like it's going to be down to the dust. I don't like those people either, they all take pleasure in bullying me. ”

"Later, when I went to the battlefield, countless soldiers looked down on me when they saw that I was young. Gradually, I proved my strength, integrated into it, and gained recognition. I fought side by side with them like brothers. But in the years I was on the battlefield, I watched one brother after another leave this world, and I also felt that it was really a very meaningless thing for people to come to this world. ”

……

Rong Chen said slowly word by word, as if he wanted to say all the grievances in his heart.

His tone was understated, but only he knew the bitterness in it.

Suddenly, Rong Chen felt that another hand was on his hand, and the warmth seemed to be conveyed by a steady stream of power.

"But I like your name very much......" Yan Ruo smiled at the slightly stunned eyes, "In my opinion, the word Rongchen means 'big can tolerate the world, small can tolerate dust'. A person who can accommodate even dust is not humble, but only makes people feel gentle. ”

"Your existence is not meaningless. You are the 'iron-blooded god of war' in the east, you make foreign enemies dare not invade the east, you let the war no longer swallow the lives of more soldiers, you are a hero admired by thousands of people! ”

"You say I am your light, but for many people, you have guarded their home and country for them, and you are the light in their darkness."

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