Chapter 10: Acting
The defense line in Bai Cang's heart had actually begun to collapse, and he held the cup so hard that he couldn't say a word.
He had joy, relief, and even hope.
Since she didn't mean to hurt him, then everything can be done all over again, right?
But he didn't show half a point on the surface, he raised his eyes to look at her, and said something insincere, "You apologize for getting the dragon beard soul, right?"
Perhaps, he still doesn't believe her in his heart!
Ning Ke was shocked, and there was a little loss in his eyes, "I didn't, why would you think of me like this!"
He squinted his eyes and stared at her for a long time like a goshawk's sharpness, trying to see something, but her expression was so honest, and her eyes were so clear, that she didn't look like she was lying.
He breathed a sigh of relief in his heart, and his joy was a little more.
So, he said something to her that he wanted to say, but never said.
"All I want is you. ”
She was terrified.
He knew she wouldn't like it, and would even treat him like a villain because of it, but so what? he just didn't want to spend the rest of his life in hatred, and he didn't want to live alone like that anymore.
The death of Princess Ningle gave him a great feeling, people are alive, they are nothing more than asking for something, if they can't get it while they are alive, then it is better to die like that.
As he thought, Ning Ke was really angry, showed a disappointed expression at him, and then resolutely rejected him.
He was stung by the disgust in her eyes, and he threatened her with the dragon's beard soul, saying things against his will again and again, slandering her, and likewise, pushing himself into the abyss step by step.
He said he was going to have a baby with her, so he would heal her.
He said that in fact, he didn't love her that much, and she wasn't that good, and such a body would drag him down.
He said that even if she hated him to death, he would be bound to win.
Because, he really doesn't want to live alone anymore, it's so lonely, it's so scary!
As she heard what he had said, she grew more disappointed and disgusted, and turned to leave.
However, how could he let her go so easily?
He was so ruthless that he pressed the mechanism he had worked so hard to make, and he hugged her and fell together!
Chu Jun outside rushed in like crazy, roaring loudly, infinitely panicked.
Bai Cang listened in the cave below, holding her in his arms, and his heart was inexplicably relieved.
Finally, there was such a day, he could hold her and let Chu Junyue lose control.
He made this mechanism very cleverly, in those boring times in Peach Blossom Village, he studied these when he had nothing to do, this time, he integrated the local terrain and beast control arts, and made a mechanism with animals as the carrier.
Once he and Ning Ke fell into the entrance of the cave, there would immediately be bats below to pick him up and fly away from the top of the dark river, and the original entrance would open the door of "poisoning" to intercept the pursuers behind.
And the dark river below will also give people the illusion that there is no way out, and the pursuers will naturally leave if they cannot move forward.
Sure enough, Chu Junyue led people to find the location of the mechanism and was about to catch up, but was intercepted by the poison at the entrance.
At that time, Bai Cang had already carried the unconscious Ning Ke to another cave.
This was probably the only time he could be alone with her at close range, her unconscious appearance was so quiet and gentle, she had taken off the halo of the queen, and without those nobility and coldness, her sleeping face was so peaceful and beautiful, like an ordinary woman.
For the first time, Bai Cang felt inferior, as if at such a time, he and her were equal.
He couldn't stop wanting to get close to her, touch her, kiss her......
However, his lips were a centimeter away from her cheek, and he suddenly couldn't feel her breathing!
"Ke'er!"
He was so frightened that he almost lost his soul, and he was so anxious that he was in a hurry, "Ke'er, what's wrong with you? Wake up?"
At first, he thought she was not breathing because he had given too much medication, but after he gave her the antidote, she still didn't respond.
He was frightened and used all his strength, internal force, acupuncture, and medication...... It was only after trying everything that he felt her meager breath.
Whew!
He wiped the cold sweat from his forehead and breathed a sigh of relief, but the hanging heart still couldn't let go.
Her health is terrible! The old man who hesitates to run out of oil and the lamp will be taken away by death at any time!
Why?
Why did she become like this?
Is it because of this?
He carefully checked her pulse, and he really couldn't find anything else besides the blood beads.
Immediately, he made a very big decision, and it can be said that he was reckless of all the consequences.
While Ning Ke was still unconscious, he ventured out and concocted the Dragon Whisker Soul and the Night Pearl into pills. He was going to give her a treat, even if he didn't have anything to blackmail her from now on, but at least he had a clear conscience.
Who told him to be so affectionate that he couldn't extricate himself?
Even if she still had to leave in the future, at least he had a peaceful time with her here, and that was enough.
When he returned, she woke up and she wanted to escape.
This made him feel very uncomfortable, and he risked his life to find an antidote for her, but she just had to run away from him.
Angry, he rudely took her back and taunted her. But she was really too weak, not at all as aggressive as before, and he softened.
He asked her why she was the way she was, and she didn't know.
He didn't bother to dig into it and gave her the antidote, but he didn't say it was the antidote. And she was also wary of him, so she refused to eat at all, and in the end he forced her to eat.
Looking at her hateful eyes, his heart was like a knife, why is it so hard to love someone? Even if he digs out his heart and lungs, she can't see his good? There will always be another man in his heart.
This sour feeling continued, how he wished he could be ruthless to possess her and make her his own woman. But in the end he could always restrain himself, probably, he still wanted to make a good impression on her, even in her heart, he was already so unbearable.
Life in the cave was peaceful, he would often go out to shop, and whenever he saw those beautiful clothes and jewelry, he couldn't help but buy them for her. It's like a man who is a husband and his heart is full of spoiled wives.
He never expected her to accept it, he knew that she hated him in her heart and was on guard against him.
But to his surprise, she suddenly opened her mind and accepted everything he had given her.
He was rejoicing, but he was also sober.
She is such an arrogant and single-minded woman, how can she accept others while loving them?
He was like a mirror in his heart, and he saw it thoroughly and understood that she accepted him, not sincerely, but to paralyze him, make him mistakenly think that she was really soft, and then she would find a chance to leave.
Hehe.
She's not changed! She's going to leave after all.
But what could he do? He had known the consequences for a long time, and he had taken her away just to be truly alone with her and comfort the rest of his life. How dare she ever think that she will belong to her in this life?
She wants to act, so he will accompany her to act!
Whatever she wants to eat, he buys it for her, what flowers she wants, he picks it for her, she wants to see the scenery, so he accompanies her to see it......
During that time, even though he knew it was a bubble, he still felt that it was the best and happiest time in his life.
Happiness is always short-lived.
Ning Ke began to hold back after acting for a few days, and hinted several times that she wanted to go out, Bai Cang knew in his heart what she was planning, he was both reluctant and heartbroken.
No matter how good he is to her, she will eventually go.
However, he has coveted the time with her, what should he do?
Forcing her to stay?
No. She will not be happy, she will probably die rather than give in!
So what's the point of him wanting her?
Originally, his plan from the beginning was to give her an antidote, create good memories with her, and live the rest of her life in vain.
From beginning to end, he didn't dare to expect her to belong to him.
Stay a few more days! In a few days, he will surely fulfill hers—he told himself.
A few days later.
Ning Ke became more and more unable to disguise, she directly asked to go out for a walk, looking at her longing eyes, he was really reluctant to refuse her.
He knew that this time, she was really leaving.
Lowering his eyes, he didn't let her see his sourness and reluctance, and nodded lightly, "Okay." ”
God knows, as long as she wants it, he will die, and he will definitely satisfy her.
Ning Ke was so happy at that time, her face was full of irrepressible joy, she probably didn't know that she couldn't pretend anymore, right? Bai Cang smiled self-deprecatingly, but he still had to continue to accompany her.
Out of the hole, Bai Cang was wondering how she would escape, and he was really curious.
But I didn't expect her to be pretending to be unconscious!
She knew that he cared about her, and he would be nervous, and he would take her out to find medicinal herbs!
He hugged her, his heart was already sour, he knew that she was using his feelings again, but he could only pretend to believe it.
As she wished.
He left the cave with her. Yes, the way to escape is not outside at all, but in the depths of the cavern - that is, the Dark River.
He used his beast mastery to gather a large number of bats to fly over the narrow dark river, and once again came to the entrance under the house. He felt her shock and amazement, and he was still a little happy, because it was the first time he felt her admiration.
But it is not what he wants to use in this kind of thing.
The closer he got to his house, the more his heart hurt. He knew that once she went up, she would go. Maybe he will be killed by Chu Junyue who is guarding outside.
He had expected all of this a long time ago, he was not afraid, and it could even be said that this ending was originally caused by him.
Yes.
He didn't want to live any longer.
He carried his grandfather's death and suffered those hatreds, he was supposed to take revenge, but he couldn't, he had no way to attack Ning Ke, he knew his weakness.
However, if he did not take revenge, he felt guilty, and the heavy guilt made him breathless.
That day, Princess Ningle said the sentence "liberation" before she died, which gave him a new understanding, perhaps, for him, death is the best relief!
When he is dead, he will no longer carry hatred.
When he dies, he will no longer endure the pain of not being able to love.
Dead, maybe she'll remember him......