Chapter 1040 The Father column of the registration form is blank
"Haohyun, I can understand your feelings, but you have to understand the hard work of your uncle and aunt, they must love you, even more than their own lives, so they will protect you so desperately, so you can't let them down."
Kang Haohyun lowered his eyes, his hands propped up on the marble windowsill of the floor-to-ceiling window, and his thick eyelashes trembled gently.
Yin Qian knew that this might be his heart knot, and he had never revealed it to anyone he had buried in his heart, it turned out that he had been pressed in his heart for so long, no wonder his condition had been coming and going.
"So I've been trying to stay alive."
Kang Haohyun pursed his thin lips and looked at Yin Qian, his dark brown eyes revealing a deep sense of powerlessness.
"I don't live for myself, but for my parents, for my grandfather, and for our Kang family to have an heir."
"No, the burden on your body is too heavy, and you are for yourself."
Yin Qian's half-tiptoed feet were already trembling with pain, and she half-leaned against the wall and leaned against it before she eased it slightly.
"You should put yourself first, your grandfather and I are concerned about your body."
She didn't know how to comfort Kang Haohyun, knowing that his identity was there, and the responsibilities and obligations he said were indeed real.
But this does not deny and completely distort their sincerity.
"I know."
Kang Haohyun listened to her voice and was slightly weaker than just now, turned his head to look at her, only then remembered the injury on her foot, and quickly pulled a chair over and helped her sit down.
But at this time, cold sweat was already pouring out of the corners of his forehead.
"You have a wound on your foot, why are you standing with me? Fool! ”
Although he blamed him, he didn't mean to blame, but he was very distressed.
The reason why he pounced on Yin Qian so wholeheartedly may be her kindness and innocence, or her stubbornness not to admit defeat, or to be able to find something from her that he never had......
He cautiously lifted Yin Qian's foot, wanting to see the condition of the wound, but he couldn't see anything wrapped in gauze.
"My grandfather said that the success rate of this operation is only 50%, and I am afraid that I will ......"
He slowly put her feet into her shoes, and when he said this, he paused slightly, and his eyes trembled, "I'm afraid I won't have a chance to see you again." ”
Since Mr. Kang told Kang Haohyun about the time and probability of the operation, the first thing he thought of was that if he unfortunately died, then today would be goodbye.
His heart was full of sorrow.
Yin Qian held his bony hand, the bones of each finger were so protruding, he couldn't touch the slightest sense of flesh, during this time, he had lost so much weight.
The temperature on my hands was so cold, it was as cold as ice and snow in winter.
Even the jawbone, which was already clear, became more and more clearly defined, as if it had been sharpened.
"No, everything must be thought in a good direction, Grandpa Kang must have found the best doctor for you to treat you, so you have to have confidence, you will definitely recover and live like a normal person."
Yin Qian hopes that Kang Haohyun's operation can be successful this time, so that he can live like an ordinary person like an excellent and kind person.
Instead of spending the whole day with the drug, running to the hospital twice in three days.
Kang Haohyun lowered his eyes, his gaze fell on the hand she was holding him, and slowly moved up, looking into her black and white clear eyes, which seemed to contain a tenderness that he could not reach.
His Adam's apple rolled slightly, and he felt that the saliva he swallowed was so bitter and unspeakable.
"Sissi."
He thought for a long time, and called softly, as soft as a trickling stream.
"From beginning to end, you have been the woman I want to protect the most, you were, you are, and you will be, even if your heart is not on me."
"Hao Hyun ......"
Yin Qian didn't know why, when she heard him say this, a strong sense of guilt surged in her heart, but she didn't know how to explain it.
Her lips opened slightly, and then slowly closed again.
The explanation was also in vain, she was here to persuade Kang Haohyun, follow Mr. Kang's arrangement, and go for treatment.
"I know, but I want you to be well."
She lowered her eyes silently, and even didn't dare to look at Kang Haohyun, unwilling to live up to it, but she was disappointed after all.
"Even if your heart is not in mine, I still love you."
Kang Haohyun also lowered his eyes, but he could only see her smooth hair, which was only left on the shoulder armor, and his slender fingers lifted and gently touched her chin.
The soft touch swept through Kang Haohyun's whole body like an electric shock, his hand paused, retracted again, and sighed almost inaudibly: "In the past, he hurt you so deeply, but even now, you still can't let go of him in your heart, towards him, I really don't know what else I can do to pull you back." ”
Yin Qian pursed her lips and said nothing, staring at his withdrawn fingers, and the feeling of guilt became stronger and stronger.
She wanted to refute it, but she couldn't.
Even she herself feels that her heart no longer belongs to her, and her words and deeds always betray her heart unconsciously, even if she deceives herself.
After all, there is no way to forget Cheng Tianze.
"Can you hug me?"
Kang Haohyun's almost pleading voice came from overhead, with the slightest hint of begging, which made people feel pitiful.
Yin Qian was startled, her nose was a little sour, and her eyes didn't know if they were dry or blown by the wind, and she felt a little uncomfortable wet.
In normal times, Kang Haohyun always silently supports her behind her, and has always been strong, even if he is unwell, he will never say a word.
But today, he is so vulnerable.
She slowly raised her arm and took the initiative to circle his waist, and found that even her waist was so thin, she easily circled it, she buried it in his waist, and apologized in a muffled voice, "I'm sorry, it's all my fault, it has nothing to do with you." ”
Kang Haohyun is a person worthy of trust, she knew it five years ago, so she also tried to open her heart and thought about accepting him.
But her hard work still can't withstand the torment in her heart under the tempering of the days.
She couldn't deceive herself, and she didn't want to deceive Kang Haohyun.
"I keep in my heart that you are good to me, and in my heart, you are already my relative, just like my brother."
"Brother?"
When he heard this title at first glance, Kang Haohyun was in a trance, hooked his lips, and suddenly realized: "It turns out that I have always regarded me as a brother." ”
He smiled wryly.
"I hope you can come back safely, I'm just here waiting for you to come back and celebrate you, okay?"
Yin Qian looked up from his waist and looked up at his dark brown eyes.
Kang Haohyun looked at her black and white eyes for only a second, and then immediately looked away, he was afraid that if he looked at it more, he would fall into it and never be able to extricate himself.
But he didn't know that even if he didn't look at it, his eyes were full of Yin Qian's figure, and he had already been rescued for the first time five years ago, and he didn't belong to him at all.
"Okay."
His voice was slightly hoarse, so hoarse that it was almost silent.