Volume 2 A Life of Wind and Rain and Love Freedom Chapter 41 Yangzhen (1)

Heavy snow on the 7th sealed the town of Yang. Beigu Mountain, in the eyes of the people of Yangzhen is a sacred mountain, from a long time ago, I heard the old people say, ordinary people do not go up the mountain, people who go up the mountain have never been seen again, no one knows where the people who go up the mountain go. Some say they stayed on the mountain, others say they went down, but who knows.

Someone secretly said that the people who went up the mountain are all people who have no desire in this life, and there are things on the mountain that can make them feel at ease. This kind of thing is not dared to be said at night, which makes people panic, and it is only possible for people to talk after dinner at ten o'clock at noon. Most of the people who talk about these are old people above the sixtieth birthday. It is also said that the people who go up the mountain are entrusted to go to the place where the wild beasts dare not go, but can only hear the sound of the wild beasts. But who knows?

A section of the road can be very long or not long, and for different people, the road can be long and short, and it can also be steep. But for some, everything can be the same. Looking at it from afar, reaching the visible sky, under the high handsomeness of the ancient cypress, the heavy bell came quietly.

At the foot of the mountain, a dusty, undressed young man looked up, and it looked like he had traveled a long way, wondering if he was going to that mysterious place. Blindfolded eyes, seeing everything is a color, the darkness may have come too early, but there is a kind of pity in the eyes, this mercy, beyond ordinary people. It was clear that he was going up the mountain.

This road is not too long, only a few miles, the young man easily arrived in front of the mountain gate, the young man stepped forward at once, wanted to push the door open and enter, but when he reached out and touched the door, he came back to his senses and found that he had returned to the place where he had started, snow-capped, only the footprints along the way could be seen. He didn't feel the fantasy and the difference, he had seen a lot of ghosts and gods over the years. He set out again, but this time it seemed much more difficult than the last time, but at last he came to the gate, and he threw a stone on the side to open a gap, and then slammed the door open with a stick, and this time, he seemed a little excited, and he wanted to go in.

He rushed forward, but the moment he stepped through the door to enter, he came back to his senses and found that in a trance, he had once again come to the place where he had started, and he could still see all the footprints he had walked. However, the originally bright mountain was already dark, and it had been two hours. Before I came, I heard from the people of Zhouli that when the tower on the mountain flashed with an aurora, you could hear the sounds in the temple. It seemed that the hour was just right, and suddenly, the young man heard a deep and mysterious voice calling in his ear, and he heard it clearly in the wind, let go, let go. The young man was frightened and said, "It's easy to let go, I can't let go, I'm going up the mountain, I'm going in."

At this time, he clearly saw a monk on the opposite mountain, and it seemed to be in front of him. The monk said, the Buddha has no thoughts, the Buddha has no fate, why is the obsession so deep, let it go. The young man said that in this life, he has seen God and ghosts but not Buddha, and it is difficult to know people and faces. I get up, you start the robbery, and then let go. That's it. As soon as the words came out, the young man looked up, and behind the rags covering the doors and windows in front of him, there was a towering Buddha, and on all sides, stood the Bodhisattva Vajra. Again, the ghosts and ghosts are ghostly, and their faces are hideous. The young man knelt on the grass with a pop. Speaking of which, monk, people who have come here call him monk, you know, I escaped from there back then, I suffered, I remember the day I left, the snow closed the mountain, I didn't dare not go, I took something, went to send him over, I was very scared, that night, I listened to the sound of the wind blowing through the poplar forest, I told all the way, I know, people live, nothing is not afraid, at least alive is much better than dead and buried in the soil.

But, monk, you know, I couldn't sleep in the middle of the night, and I woke up from my dream in horror, and I was terrified. Don't call me cowardly, you know, back then, I was notoriously bold, but now I'm afraid, monk, why is that? angered the king of Hades, the eight-year-old Bodhisattva ancestor and caused a word of injury. Monk, you know, I don't want to do that, but it's been more than ten years, it's time to finish, monk, let me tell you, are you willing to listen to me?

The monk said that all living beings have thoughts, and there is no result in thinking about them, and all things have spirits, and there is no reason for the spirits to come and go. Who has sinned here, and my Buddha has a long lamp to illuminate the original heart. I hope you will enter my door, and I will try.

Monk, you know, when I came out of there, it was a young man, how many girls in the village fell in love with me, I was happy and anxious, and I was with a young man named Changfeng, you know, the two of us grew up together, his surname is Murong, my surname is Ouyang.

His name is Murong Changfeng, and my name is Ouyang Lanruo. The two of us are like brothers, we made a promise when we were children, we will always be close friends in this life, and those who break our promises will suffer the sin of never being able to be reborn, and in this way, we grew up together, or rather, the two of us grew up in the promise of our fathers. But, you know, I don't want to remember those things back then, I didn't dare to walk on the road alone in the middle of the night, I went to his house, and it was already about to collapse. It's not a sight inside, it's overgrown with grass, and I don't dare to go back to my house now, how many eyes are looking at me there, I'm afraid.

Monk, are you listening to me, you have a scruffy beard, it looks like you didn't do anything when you got up early in the morning, you didn't fall asleep. Monk, did you listen?

The monk said, all the dust should be already, the sins can be counted, the grievances can be peaceful, the two pieces of the heart are good, you go on and say, you also know, I didn't sleep.

Monk, you know, back then, when the two of me went out, we made an appointment to make a big deal together, we set off, went to a place in Saibei, the two of us were apprentices to others, you know, people who just went out want to learn the craft, when they were not admitted to the top exam, he was accused of cheating in the examination room and was punished, he said that the two of me are together, I can prove that he did not cheat, God knows how such a thing could happen, the judge at that time gave us two big mouths, scolded fiercely, bullshit, It's fucking cheating, get out of here early, just like that, we were named together, and I didn't dare to say it to the villagers when I came back, just say that craftsmen are more fragrant than being big officials, and people who are big officials have no money, and the money is secretly given by people, fuck, the world is also like this, decent people don't see how beautiful they are, what they eat, and they secretly make holes in mice, and they get a lot of cheap, and even those who sell meat and play acrobatics have also attracted a lot of people.

Although I looked at them indignantly, I looked down on him in my heart at that time, especially the judge with the pen, who was also very good. You know, I'm the best person in the world to see all kinds of misdeeds in his life, but he also sees everything I have, and I can't bear it, but I don't tell him.

That day, the two of us walked around the street with our bellies wrapped, looked at the one across the other side of the inn, and went, and he said let me go ahead of him, and I asked why, and he said you're good-looking, fuck, and the world loves people who are different, but it's good that you're not, he said. I just went up in a daze, a basin of bath water came to me, you know, monk, the Saibei people in the winter can be frozen into popsicles, but he dodged in time, I started to look for a cold from that, but he got cheap from the proprietress and became the second child of the inn, saying that I was his brother, and I could also find a place to accommodate. You know, at that time, I saw that the proprietress was about the same as a jumper, and I said forget it, he smiled a lot of hip-hop, you know, since then, the water on my body has frozen into ice, and my heart, even the ice has gradually cooled. Only then did everything that followed. Hey, monk, are you asleep? You didn't hear me, wake up.

The monk said that when you wake up from a dream, it's time to start again, and carrying too heavy thoughts is sin. The Buddha has no appearance, and all living beings are disgusted with others, but they have it, and they don't know it, it's not that the people on the other side haven't woken up, it's that your heart is invisible. That's it, the monk gave incense to the virtuous Buddha and Bodhisattva, and chanted the sutra to this evil ghost, you see that the monk and I are not wrong.

Monk, listen to me, that's nothing, and later, hey, monk, don't sleep, this wax hasn't burned out yet, monk, monk......

Monk, you know, I don't want to talk about the things that wake me up from my dreams again and again in the night. Because when I keep thinking of the days of peace in my life, the days when I always stop and watch in my memory, it is so precious compared to what I now seek in the end, with my escape, deception, and remorse.

You know, I've become very timid now, people who have done bad things are always worried and scared, just like me, what are they afraid of, in the night when the yang energy is the weakest, the yin energy is the strongest, why do they constantly feel that there is always a person around them, and that person is still a five or six year old child, he keeps calling your name, telling you to wait, you are very flustered, you go faster and faster, but you find that the voice around you is chasing you more and more. I am enchanted in my heart, and I can't get rid of it for a while, and I'm afraid that even the Bodhisattva can't help me. The more you run, the more panicked you become, the more you run, the more scared you become, and in the end you become a demon.

In the final analysis, I now understand that those ghosts and gods, those Buddhas and Bodhisattvas, and those four King Kongs, ghosts, and ghosts, are all the innate and immortal consciences that still exist in people's hearts. When I turned around and knelt in front of the old man who still breathed a few breaths, just like I kneel here now, I burst into tears, and I finally survived. After a while, I should have fallen asleep and woken up, and I could see the beginning, the original person who was a demon and a Buddha. Also, here, I just found the beginning and beginning, and finally found the sustenance and home.