Chapter 618: Departure
Du An lay on the bed and watched the sycamore flowers fall outside the window, and never stopped until they fell to the ground.
"I have traveled across the ocean to a strange country in my life, and I have abandoned my self-esteem and gambled everything I have for that person, and this can only be the result in the end."
Am I stupid, if I had to do it all over again, I wouldn't have lived like this again.
The maid saw that the princess in front of her was already the last reflection of her life, and her complexion was as thin as white paper, like jade, revealing a trace of blood, and soon she would disappear.
"Princess, don't think like this, the emperor has summoned a local famous doctor, and he wants to save the princess's life, and the princess herself must not give up!"
"I haven't made any confidant friends in my life, only you have followed me for half my life, and I haven't gotten anything, and in the end I can't give you a good home when I die, if you don't dislike it, you can take away the dowry I brought, and keep your life safe...... Ahem......"
The master and slave hugged each other, but one looked at the red dust and was quiet like a dead man in his heart, and the other hated the injustice in this world.
Zhao Yun came to Du An alone, he didn't want to call Lin Yuan to come today, maybe he was afraid that there would be a misunderstanding between the two of them, maybe such a parting scene was not suitable after all.
"Du'an, I've found a lot of famous doctors, I will revive you, don't give up on yourself."
Du An has never heard the man in front of him say to himself so gently, as if the dust in his heart is like a dream, he knew it was like this, why bother in the first place, it's just that people go to the empty building, and what they can't take away is only the obsession that they have turned into.
Zhao Yun, if there is an afterlife, I must not meet you again, I will definitely find a good person for a lifetime.
The sycamore flowers outside the window have fallen, as if a moment of time began to enter the final withering moment, the drift of life, the carving of flowers, from the time to the end, what can be left during this period, you look at the summer Hu Fan, you see the winter cold, to the last four seasons everywhere, no intention to survive.
"Zhao Yun, can I send my body back to my home country after I die, I want to bury myself on the majestic snow-capped mountains in the border area, where I used to yearn for the freedom."
"Good ......"
Zhao Yun suddenly felt choked in his throat, as if he couldn't say anything like a strong wine in his throat, and a big stone was stuck in his heart like that, unable to extricate himself.
The maid was still desperately begging the princess to persevere, but lying on the bed, the woman had begun to breathe slowly.
"Princess, you must persevere, you haven't done anything in your life, you can't just leave so easily, princess, can you live? Please, slave! Ah......h
Maybe in such a cold world, only this little maid really treats the woman in front of her with sincerity, and the rest of her are just a trip.
Du An died, and the once arrogant and invincible woman left the red dust like this, as if she had never come. On the day I left, it rained heavily in the sky, and the autumn rain passed through, and the whole place was written with a thick and colorful sadness.
A few people depicted you with thick ink and color, and a few people taught you to be sincere and return to the soul, in this world, most of them are hard-working people who can't get their hearts.
"Lin Kite, why is it that the woman I hated the most before died and felt very unhappy, as if she had lost something, she hummed coldly."
"Yes, obviously I hate it too, but when I saw him leave in the autumn season like that, I was also sad, is it that everyone can't control their own destiny?"
The autumn rain fell for several days, and even intensified, and no one knew when the autumn rain would stop, and naturally no one knew that the woman who had been doing ascetic for most of her life died uneasily.
"Zhao Yun, have you informed the Biansai monarch of this matter? I don't know what kind of bloody rain will be set off at that time, in the end, it will be difficult to disobey the will of heaven to make people. ”
It's good to love me indifferently, why do you have to last long, but I have never gotten a penny.
Flowers bloom and fall sometimes, people go to the empty building and a few people get.
The monarch did not move for a long time after receiving the letter, as if he had been nailed there like a sinking mountain, and then the next person saw only the vigorous and resolute son of heaven, covering his mouth and shaking his shoulders, forcing himself not to make any sound.
"Haha, Du'an, my father has no interest in this life, I thought that I would let you get your own good fate, but in the end, it was deeply harmed by your life, Du'an, my father is sorry for you......"
The pride of the sky was like a helpless old man who had been abandoned, sitting alone on the edge of the empty and crying silently, and no one dared to comfort them, and they were all worried that Long Yan's anger would affect him, so the old man could only lick his wounds alone over and over again, and then until dawn.
All are safe and safe, but I have never been well in this life.
"Your Majesty, since the princess has died, should we prepare for the war between our two countries?"
The ministers above the court have spoken out that they want to start a war.
However, the Biansai monarch just looked coldly at the disgusting faces of these people, and then spoke, "What kind of strength our country has, haven't you counted?" Don't I want justice for my daughter? Du'an is the most beloved daughter in my life, and I feel more heartache than anyone else when he dies, but you are here to think about starting a war, wanting to get your own benefits! ”
That day, the court became very smokeless, everyone wanted to seek some benefits from the war that should not have happened, and the man who should have suffered the most has maintained his last sobriety as a king.
Zhao Yun thought that this incident would definitely cause war between the two countries, so he didn't think that it would be such a letter before receiving a letter sent by the monarch of Biansai.
"Du'an has been unable to extricate himself since the apricot blossoms and light rain that year, since I saw you, as a father, I felt sorry for him to single-handedly contribute to this catastrophe, since it has come to such a point now, I can't help but say that it is my fault, so I don't have to worry about what kind of war will break out between the two countries, as if all this has never happened."
Zhao Yun's heart was shocked when he saw this letter, a king is admirable to keep enough sobriety at any time, he can feel the affection and pain contained in the tough handwriting, but now they have no way out.
"Lin Kite, the monarch of Biansai has sent a letter, and there will be no more war between the two countries, but my heart is as uncomfortable as pressing a big stone."
After Lin Yuan read the letter carefully, she was also full of emotion in her heart, what kind of courage should this be, after the death of her beloved daughter, she still made the most correct decision, as if they had grown a lot overnight.
"Zhao Yun, no matter what happens in the future, I am willing to go down with you."
Zhao Yun hugged the woman in front of him tightly into his arms, and then a tear fell out.
"Lin Kite, thank you......"
Thank you for never abandoning me, even after being hurt so cruelly by me, you still forgave me, thank you for never leaving.
"Lin Kite, do you know, in the days when you were not there before, I would drink wine on the roof like now, pot after pot, as if only a hearty drink can slightly soothe the thoughts and depression in my heart, but fortunately, you are finally here, I don't have to drink those spirits anymore."
The wind on the roof blew the two people's swinging robes, and the immortal sky above their heads was starry for thousands of miles, and every star was chasing the footsteps of the moon, the moon had thousands of stars, but they didn't know that the only thing that had been guarding the stars was the boundless and endless night.
"Big baby, I'll sing you a song, I used to like to hide in a dark place and listen to this song when I was sad, and now I sing it to you."
The night was as cold as water, and the two of them snuggled tightly together, accompanied by the woman's cold voice and singing.
"Wait for summer, wait for autumn, wait for the next season until the moon is scarce, you will not come back to me, and suddenly one day you open my eyes......"
"Lin Kite, let's go back late at night, I'm afraid I'll hurt my body if it's too late."
"Okay."
Although the two of them said this, no one got up, still sitting in the night breeze, with a singing voice accompanied by the vast starry sky, listening to the stories of the past.
"Zhao Yun, in fact, during the time I left you, I thought a lot, at that time I thought that I would not flirt with you no matter what, so I desperately wanted to escape from you, and finally found that my love was too deep, so I wanted to keep running away."
The two of them intermittently told each other about the early mornings and nights that were difficult to survive away from each other.
I miss you every night until dawn, I try to enrich myself in every morning, I don't dare to leave free time to let myself fall into thoughts, but the cycle of infinite pain begins again in the night.
"Zhao Yun, when the sycamore flowers bloom next year, we will all be fine."
Zhao Yun raised his head and drank the last pot of wine, then wiped the wine stains from the corners of his mouth with a moon-white robe, and nodded gently.
"It will pass, everything will pass."
At least after thousands of miles of mountains and rivers, we have also been separated by thousands of people, but in the end, didn't we survive?
Rika watched the two of them snuggle up to each other in the corner, talking intimately about love, and then clenched her fists, and her long nails poked into her palms.
Zhao Yun, you provoked me from the beginning, you asked me to give my heart, now why do you say let go, I won't give up easily.
Rika began to silently shed tears of sadness, she thought she could be willing to be a stand-in, but when the man's side was not herself, the gentleness that was once at her fingertips no longer belonged to her in the blink of an eye.
What I once had, I won't let go.