On the day I returned to Shanghai, the sky was overcast and it was raining, and after getting off the high-speed train tomorrow, I didn't go to the company. He can do whatever he wants, and his salary will remain the same. It's rare for the old Zhang Tie rooster to bloom once, and tomorrow I will naturally be eager in my heart.

When he returns to his rental house tomorrow, it will be evening, and he doesn't know if the business has been yellow this time, but at least, he is still full of expectations and hopes. Because in his opinion, there are many things that should not be lost until they have come to fruition. Before going upstairs, he bought himself a drawer of xiaolongbao at the snack bar downstairs, but the shop where Lao Zhang took him to eat that day was indeed the best. After all, he is poor, and there is nothing he can do when people are poor.

I used to hear people talk about cross talk, rich men, and it is difficult for people without money, he still didn't care about these words when he was in school, but now he feels that these words are like the truth, more straightforward than anything.

Picked up the phone tomorrow, fortunately the phone was broken last time, and the card in the phone was still intact, although Lao Zhang always thought that even the card was lost.

If you lose all the cards together, it is estimated that there will be a lot of trouble, because a lot of information tomorrow will be bound to this mobile phone card. Tomorrow I will lie on my bed, dazed, I haven't had any contact with them for a while, and I don't know how they have been doing recently.

Tomorrow staring at the phone and looking at it, he feels that he must be the worst now, because the fat man shared a house with a little girl some time ago, and now it is estimated that he should also find a job, and Sister Wen is taking care of Xixi over there. Only he is still like this, I don't know when he began to doubt whether he was too rookie, because only rookie people will doubt themselves, but tomorrow always feels that he still has hope. Because, even if it is a stinky salted fish, it may turn over one day, not to mention that he himself is the most beautiful cub on this street.

Why don't you call Xixi and ask her how she is doing, since the last time he met Aunt He and Aunt Liu, he has not contacted Sister Xixi Wen again, when there was something in the past, Sister Wen would always tell herself as soon as possible, when he bought a new mobile phone, after inserting the card and turning it on, he saw that Sister Wen had made two calls to himself, but no one answered the phone when he called. He didn't care, and maybe it shouldn't be a hurry. Tomorrow thinks so in my heart.

Tomorrow aimlessly flipping through the WeChat circle of friends in the mobile phone, people are always like this when they are bored, look at what others have done, and then look at what they have done, so as to compare each other to seek some comfort, but in fact, many times, we are deceiving ourselves, seeing others better than ourselves, we will always feel that we are still very good, although not as good as others, see people who are worse than themselves, I will comfort myself in my heart and say look at it, there are people who are worse than themselves, think about it and balance.

But many times, my happiness has nothing to do with you, every time I see this sentence, it will always make Tomorrow feel very uncomfortable in his heart, as for how he feels at the moment, even he doesn't know.

Suddenly, tomorrow I saw a circle of friends in Xixifa, with a picture and text that read: If you don't die, you won't want to be happy. Standing next to Zhang Xiaocheng and Sister Wen, the location was in Changhai Hospital.

When he saw this, he hurriedly called Sister Wen tomorrow, because he felt that it was a little inappropriate to call Xixi, and he didn't know how to speak.

"Hey, Sister Wen, what's wrong with Xixi?" Tomorrow asked Sister Wen in a hurry.

"Nothing, what's wrong?" Sister Wen said casually.

"Sister Wen, I beg you, just tell me, what's wrong with Xixi!" Tomorrow, he almost begged Sister Wen to say, he knew that Sister Wen was deliberately making him anxious.

"Why didn't you answer the last time you called? Do you know why I called you? Sister Wen still didn't directly tell what happened tomorrow.

"You listen to me explain Sister Wen, it's not that I don't answer your calls, it's that I was on a business trip last time, and my phone got into the water, and I bought this mobile phone not long ago!" Tomorrow's heart seems to be on fire, and the appearance of being with Zhang Xiaocheng tomorrow makes him feel very uncomfortable somehow, but no matter what, Xixi means a lot to him.

"Xixi caught a cold, had a little lung infection, and was discharged from the hospital, Zhang Xiaocheng took her girlfriend to the hospital by the way and bumped into it." Sister Wen didn't tell Tomorrow the reason for what happened that day, nor did she say that Xixi had temporary amnesia, she just said to Tomorrow tentatively that Zhang Xiaocheng took his girlfriend to the hospital.

"Zhang Xiaocheng took her girlfriend to the hospital, Sister Wen, isn't Zhang Xiaocheng with Xixi, how can he still ..." When he broke up with Xixi before, he asked Xixi tomorrow why he wanted to break up, Xixi just said that he and Zhang Xiaocheng were together, but now four or five months have passed, why is Zhang Xiaocheng with other girls again, is Xixi wronged?

If Xixi was wronged, then why did he take a photo with Zhang Xiaocheng when he was discharged from the hospital. That Zhang Xiaocheng talked about his girlfriend after breaking up with Xixi, or when he was with Xixi. As soon as he thought of this, he somehow felt a breath in his heart tomorrow, and he felt that he was going to beat Zhang Xiaocheng.

"If there is nothing else, I'll hang up first, tomorrow, the leaders of the academy will come, and we're going to have a meeting." Sister Wen hung up the phone, and everything went back to before, he stared at the photo of the three of them in the phone, and he was stunned.

Tomorrow threw away the mobile phone, lying flat on his bed, the drawer of xiaolongbao he bought before coming back was already cold, he still had some appetite before, and now tomorrow feels messed up in his heart, he doesn't know why he is still like this, in the past few months, he has been thinking about why Xixi took the initiative to break up with him, and why she did not refuse to send her to the dormitory after eating at Aunt He and Aunt Liu last time. But when he tried to hold her, Cissy visibly dodged again.

But until now, he has not figured out why? Could it be that Cissy is because of the graduation thing? One is working, the other is studying, there will inevitably be a lot of problems between them, but tomorrow I also feel that at least the love between them can withstand the test of distance, and this year he did not directly send graduate students like Xixi, but if he is preparing to take the graduate school entrance examination, then there is a great hope that he can be admitted, but why did they break up?

He believed it when Xixi said Zhang Xiaocheng, but now that Zhang Xiaocheng has a boyfriend again, how does Xixi feel now? If Xixi deliberately made Zhang Xiaocheng angry with him, what was the point of Xixi doing this?

The more he thinks about it tomorrow, the more chaotic his heart becomes, and he has to admit that it is difficult for him to have a lot of mentality now. He got up and poured himself a glass of water, took the xiaolongbao, and ate it indiscriminately, he walked to the window of his rental room again, and lit a Nanjing, which was handed to him by Lao Zhang on the way back on a business trip.

Smoke filled the room, and everything returned to its original place, silence, silence. Tomorrow looking at the busy city outside, he was silent again, and the corners of his eyes did reveal a little tiredness, which was often not in appearance, but more often in the heavy burden in his heart.

A burden that young people should have at this age.

Pick up the phone tomorrow, look at the Xixi on the mobile phone screen, this wallpaper he has never changed since the day he put it on, Xixi's smile on the side of the face turned around, and it has been deeply imprinted in his heart since then, even if it is a pain in the skin, it will not be lost.

But now everything has changed. On the day Cissi proposed to break up, he still had hope that Cissy was joking with him, but it wasn't until Cissy's resolute appearance later that he knew that everything could not go back. But tomorrow, I just canceled the pinned contact, but put the company's WeChat message notification group at the top. He now feels that he is really incorrigibly stupid, everything that is good has been messed up by himself, and he used to laugh at the fat man for not being able to find a girlfriend, and now?

Tomorrow I looked at Xixi's phone number in the mobile phone address book, and he didn't press it, because he didn't know what he should say after pressing it, about the hospital, or ask him how he was doing recently, or many other things. Forget it, what's not to fight.

"Duh... Honk... Honk... The call of the mobile phone echoed again and again in the room, however, it was indeed a long time for no one to answer tomorrow. Was it Sissy who didn't want to answer his call? Or is it because the phone is not with Xixi, or there are other things he can't think of.

"Duh... Honk... Honk... Tomorrow, I dialed Xixi's phone once, but it was still the same as before, and nothing was going on.

Tomorrow turned around and threw his phone on the bed, he lit himself another cigarette, and the spark burned in the night.

In the past, when I was in school, when I had nothing to do, I was always with the fat man tomorrow, whether it was a serious reading exam, or a normal fight, I was always accompanied by someone, and I didn't feel a little lonely, now I was alone outside, what I thought, what I did, only I knew, although sometimes he knew that the friendship between them had not weakened in the slightest, but after all, after separation, it should always be different from when we were together before.

When it is lively, everyone feels that the world is noisy, and the excitement is theirs, and it has nothing to do with us, until we are alone, we feel that sometimes it is more important to be lively than to be alone.