Because of Lee's weakness, he had to have a caesarean section in the end. The fetus is extremely weak after birth, the lobes are underdeveloped, the cry is weak, and even the obstetrician and gynecologist can't bear to look at the emaciated baby.

This fragile little life has been housed in an incubator since birth. Dr. Xu of the Department of Obstetrics and Gynecology invited a specialist in cardiac surgery for consultation. The tumor is growing all the time, pressing on the growth of the heart. The results of the discussion between Director Qi of Cardiac Surgery and Gu Xizhou were not optimistic.

"Look at this little guy, he's my child." Li had to go to see her child every day, and since she gave birth to this child, when she first heard that it was a boy, Li's mother-in-law kept saying "Buddha bless Buddha bless" outside the delivery room. When she heard that the newborn's heart was dysplasia, Li's mother-in-law muttered for a long time, and then she never appeared again.

"Look, baby, this is your birth certificate!" Li stood outside the transparent glass wall and looked at his son who was sleeping in the incubator, "Li Bangsheng, your name is Li Bangsheng!" While speaking, he wrote the words "Li Bangsheng" on the birth certificate one by one.

Lee himself could see that there was a bulge in the baby's heart, and the tumor was growing at a rate visible to the naked eye. Lee turned around and ran frantically towards the cardiothoracic surgeon.

"Doctor Gu, please, save my child!" Pushing open the door of the department, Li knelt on the ground and cried bitterly.

"Hurry up!" The nurse who heard the sound hurriedly helped Li, but Li struggled desperately, "Please, save him!" ”

"You get up first!" Gu Xizhou came over and helped the nurse pick up Li, who was already crying.

"Let's go back and rest first, and we'll go see the children." Gu Xizhou asked the nurse to help Li back to the ward.

"You're going to check it out?" Cheng Jingran stepped forward and asked.

"Let's see." Gu Xizhou reported the matter to Director Qi, and in order to appease the family, Director Qi agreed that Gu Xizhou would go to see the child.

In fact, everyone has a bottom in their hearts, such a young child can't survive the operation at all.

Nine days later, the obstetrician and gynecologist told Gu Xizhou that the child did not survive.

Li didn't eat or drink after knowing it, her tears dried up in the past few days, and she only relied on nutrient solution to maintain it every day. During this period, Lee's family did not appear. Li changed his clothes, called the nurse, and said that he would go through the discharge procedures.

At the toll office on the first floor, Li took out his only savings and settled the remaining expenses. The toll office staff handed Li a certificate for her to sign. Li Shi took the certificate, and when he saw the content on it, there was another tingling in his heart.

She took out her pen, and it was the same again, writing three words on the death certificate one by one: "Li Bangsheng." Li took the child away, found a cemetery in his hometown, and buried the child there.

"Save your life! Do you know why it's called Saving Life? Li knelt in front of the cemetery and said, "Mom is desperate to keep you, and your father!" But in the end, my mother didn't keep anything.

Li returned home with a gloomy expression, and was greeted only by the cold door. No matter how much Li knocked on the door, the door was never opened.

"We don't want a woman in our family who can't have children!" A cold voice came from the door of the Li family's mother-in-law, "Because of you, my son has never returned home!" Now, you don't have to come back! ”

"Mom! Please, let me in! Li frantically knocked on the door, but they never opened.

Under the indifferent gaze of the neighbors around her, Li let the station go step by step, and she took the urban-rural shuttle bus and returned to her parents' home. What made her disheartened was that although her mother's family let her enter the house, her own mother kept chattering in her ear, saying that she would not have children at such an old age, and how could she keep her husband's heart when she was old and decrepit! If they are driven back by their in-laws at such an age, how will they be in the town in the future!

Li was completely devastated, and for the first time in her life, she shouted at her mother.

The next day, Li took a car to Nanyi Hospital again, and she went to the nurse's station to find Gu Xizhou.

Gu Xizhou got the news of the nurse, and on the way back to the department with Cheng Jingran, he saw Li sitting there on the bench in the corridor.

"Doctor Gu." Li Shi said faintly, "How are you doing?" ”

"I deeply regret what you lost, please mourn!" Gu Xizhou said.

"Condolences? Ha, mourning! Li's face was a little distorted, "My child has only been in this world for ten days, he fell asleep in the incubator, he didn't cry or make trouble, it only cost me 200 yuan, and I didn't even feed him once!" I beg you to save him, why don't you go! Why! ”

"This family, we have already said that your child is not fully developed in the mother's womb...... Cheng Jingran explained.

"But you're doctors! Doctors are supposed to save lives, aren't they? Li Shihao stood up, walked up to Gu Xizhou, and said word by word, "You are a doctor, and doctors are meant to save people's lives, aren't they!" ”