Chapter 44: Goodbye, Love

Although Yang Cheng did not succeed in returning to his hometown, he did not return to Taoyuan Community but lived with Jiang Xunze.

"Welcome to my cabin."

"It's pretty clean, much better than when I first saw it."

"Hey, hey, can you stop mentioning it. Ever since you said that, I've been very careful about my hygiene. Cleaning my room is a must-do for me every day. ”

Jiang Xunze was bragging about himself again, but Yang Cheng didn't say anything about it. Friends for many years still have to save a little face. But the room is really clean, and it looks like Jiang Xunze started to clean up the room because he was going home (looking for an hourly worker).

"I'm not going to clean up the other rooms, you're going to sleep in my room, and I'll sleep on the couch tonight. Let's get some work together, and we'll leave early tomorrow morning. ”

"yes, okay."

Buzz, Yang Cheng's mobile phone rang all afternoon, and it was all Lin Yang calling him.

"You take it, you can tell me anything clearly."

Yang Cheng nodded, connected his mobile phone and walked into the innermost room.

"Hello?"

"Chengcheng, where are you? You let me meet. ”

"Lin Yang, we have broken up. Still don't say goodbye. ”

"Why? Why is this so done to me? I don't care if you're pregnant or not? Or maybe you've never liked me. ”

"It's useless to talk about that now, let's not see each other again."

"Yang Cheng, if you don't see me, I'll go to Li Xinghe and fight hard! If it weren't for him, things wouldn't have turned out like this. ”

"You calm down, it's none of his business."

"Tell me, where are you? We'll see you in person. ”

Yang Cheng gave her the address where he was, and in less than twenty minutes, a whistle sounded downstairs.

Seeing Yang Cheng standing in front of him, Lin Yang held her in his arms as if facing a treasure.

"What do you want to say?"

This is a familiar and unfamiliar hug, Lin Yang didn't feel anything when she hugged herself like this in the past, but today this hug really made her uncomfortable, making her back slightly.

"Shall we not break up? I don't like Chu Qiao, what you saw that day was a misunderstanding. I don't care what happened to you and Li Xinghe, I just beg you not to break up with me. ”

Lin Yang was full of alcohol and had a headache, and he really didn't know how much he had drunk.

"Lin Yang, things have come to this point, and there is no chance of recovery between us. It's my fault, it's my fault, it's me who is sorry for you first. If you're guilty, you don't have to, I don't like people to show me sympathy and pity. ”

"I said let's not break up! Whatever you look like, I accept it! ”

Lin Yang accentuated his tone, all he wanted was for her to come back to him. Now Yang Cheng in front of her is very unfamiliar, her cold eyes have no love, her smile is very far-fetched, the forced smile is not beautiful, and she can't even pretend to like her body.

"What do I look like? What do I look like? You also think I'm not clean anymore? Heh~ It's excusable. ”

Yang Cheng was annoyed and angry, how could she not know what she had done to be sorry for him, but the more Lin Yang compromised herself, the more Yang Cheng hated her now.

Lin Yang seemed to think of something, grabbed Yang Cheng and picked up the collar of her clothes.

Yang Cheng said while struggling.

"Lin Yang, what are you doing, let go of me."

"Why? Why didn't you bring the necklace I gave you? What about the ring on your hand? What about the rings! ”

Lin Yang was a little cold, could it be his wishful thinking from the beginning.

Yang Cheng withdrew his hand, put it in his pocket, and clutched something in his pocket.

"You gave it to me, and I gave it back to you."

Rings and necklaces are as good as new, and they are not worn much at first glance, or they are cherished by their owners. And Yang Cheng is precisely the former.

Lin Yang took the necklace and ring with trembling hands, his eyes full of sadness.

"It turns out that I paid the truth by mistake."

"I'm sorry Lin Yang, I don't like you anymore. Thank you for your dedication to me before, I am sorry for you. I also want to try to like you, but I don't want to deceive you and deceive myself. I still hope that we can all face the reality, if you don't love, you don't love. Let's all be open. ”

"Yang Cheng, you are so cold-blooded and ruthless, don't you have a heart?"

"I don't want that, maybe it was wrong for us to be together in the first place. We fell in love too suddenly, and now that I think about it, I don't know why I like you except for the first time, maybe I'm so selfish, just because of vanity, I like the feeling that you like me.

But why are you doing this? Why are you forcing me? I just wanted a dull life, but because of your presence, everything was disrupted. Lin Yang, I know you love me, but how can I be worthy of you if you are so good? Every time I feel inferior in front of you, I always wonder how a boy like you can look up to an ugly duckling like me. I still don't figure out why. But I realized that maybe we really weren't the right fit. Our love is not equal, and I can't afford the love you give. I don't want you to be disappointed, once, twice, three times, and the more you give me, the more guilty I feel.

Chu Qiao likes you very much, she is a good girl, in my opinion, she is good to you, I hope you cherish her well. She is the most suitable for you, the male talent and the female appearance are very compatible, and now you should be next to her, not me. Maybe the two of us are really not suitable, I remember all the kindness you have done to me before. But I think it's time for us to end, we love too suddenly, and we end too suddenly.

I'm tired, I really regret why I fell in love in the first place, and I miss the time when I had to stay at home all day watching dramas and sleeping lazy. It's been a long time since I've had a day like that. You may think I'm selfish, so be it. Because I also think I'm quite selfish, I don't deserve you, it's me who doesn't deserve it. The necklace and ring will be returned to you, and the two of us will break up in two, and no one will bother anyone. I wish you happiness. ”

After finishing speaking, Yang Cheng turned around and left without looking back, Lin Yang stayed in place sluggishly, everything was over? Not even a parting hug? Yes!

In the evening, Li Xinghe returned home and found that the room was empty, everything about Yang Cheng was gone, pushed her room open, everything in it was taken away, and the phone calls to her were also turned off.

A letter was left on the table in the restaurant:

"Li Xinghe, thank you for taking care of me during this time, thank you for the surprise and fright you brought me. I feel honored to have known you, you have taught me so many things and given me a lot of security during this time of knowing you.

I remember the first time I saw you, you were sloppy, not a little square, the whole is a social sling youth, and later I also found your shining point, work hard, cook deliciously, and have a good temper is a cheap mouth. The most important thing is that I found out later that you are quite good-looking. Forgive me for being a face control, and since I found out that you are good-looking, I have harassed you in various ways, maybe this is the evil result of lust to me, but now it's too late to regret it.

Sometimes I'm quite distressed, even though you are annoying every day, muttering and chattering in my ear like an old grandmother all day long, but I am really a little unaccustomed to the absence of your voice. Sometimes I wonder how I feel about you, and I probably don't think much about you if you look ugly, but then I see that you are quite handsome, so I can't help but approach you. I like to look good, but I don't know how I feel about you. When you first asked me, my mind was blank and my heart was pounding, but I didn't know Lin Yang at that time. Later, you harassed me every day, and I seemed to gradually fall in love with your kisses, and I didn't know how I felt about you, or what you approached me for, or just for fun? Wandering in this environment, I really can't stand it, I choose to confess everything and give up everything.

It's my luck and my misfortune to meet you, just like the saying that misfortune and blessing rely on, and blessing and misfortune lie in wait. At first, I thought we met by accident, but then your actions and words confirmed that you had a purpose. I don't know what you're for. But I know you can't hurt anyone. Anyway, don't you like to live here? Now I'm gone. You can stay here to the fullest. No one quarrels with you, no one makes trouble with you. No one listens to your nagging every day. I hope you live a good life in this city, and we will see you soon! In the end, I didn't get pregnant, and I let you down. ”

After Li Xinghe finished reading the letter, he suddenly understood something in his heart, and dialed her phone again.

'Sorry, the phone you dialed is off, please call again later. Sorry, The number you dialed is power off.’

He dialed Zhang Qingqing's mobile phone number again, since Yang Cheng's mobile phone couldn't get through, then her best friend must be able to contact her.

"Hey, Zhang Qingqing? It's me Li Xinghe! Have you seen Yang Cheng? ”

"Ah, no."

"Are you sure you don't?"

"Nope!"

"Okay, I see, thanks."

Zhang Qingqing listened to the hanging up sound and felt a little inexplicable.

"Who?"

Chen Zizhen hugged Zhang Qingqing's shoulders and asked affectionately.

"Li Xinghe is my best friend's roommate."

"They're at odds?"

"Something is wrong, but it's their business, and I can't ask more. If there's anything, Cheng Cheng will tell me. ”

"So... Come home with me for the New Year, right? ”

"What?"

"See the parents."

"Don't!"

On the highway, Yang Cheng looked out the window.

"Something?"

"Huh? No. ”

"Seeing how listless you look, I don't believe you're okay? Did things settle yesterday? ”

"I... Lin Yang and I broke up completely. ”

Jiang Xunze was so surprised that he almost didn't hold on to the steering wheel, "What! How did you break up with him? I said why are you so abnormal recently, I was going to come back and suddenly asked me to turn back, but Lin Yang came to the door yesterday. ”

If Yang Cheng didn't tell him about it, Jiang Xunze wouldn't know about it. Originally, the TV station was busy with work, and the two friends had little time, and they usually didn't have much contact when they had nothing to do. But Yang Cheng suddenly gave himself a thunderous news, which really scared himself. Looking at her expression, it would be normal to be able to do this.

"What happened to you?"

"Maybe it's just not appropriate."

Yang Cheng sighed, his face full of sadness.

It's okay this way, you don't have to care so much about yourself without the fetters of love.

She turned on her phone and deleted the contact information between Lin Yang and Li Xinghe, I'm afraid they haven't been in touch after that...