Chapter 302 is more miserable

"Get out of the car". When he arrived at the underground garage, the car was very stable, the driver ran out of the car and pulled the car door from Lu Guinan's side, Yin Sujin saw that Lu Guinan was still in a daze, and reminded him.

"Is there any smoke?" Lu Guinan suddenly looked up at the driver and asked, the driver was an old man with gray hair, and it was a person who sent Lu Qingfeng to the hospital that day.

"I ......". The driver looked at Yin Sujin hesitantly, he didn't know that Lu Guinan could smoke in this situation, so he didn't dare to make his own decisions.

"Is there any smoke?" Lu Guinan asked again impatiently.

"Give it to him". Yin Sujin sighed.

"Yes". The driver nodded, walked back to the cab, and bent down to pull out an unopened box of cigarettes from the holder.

"I wonder if you can smoke it?" The driver is used to smoking this kind of cheap cigarette, although it is not high-grade, but it is strong enough, and he is very adaptable.

"Thank you". Lu Guinan was a little apologetic for his bad attitude just now, he took the cigarette case from the driver's hand, skillfully knocked one out of it, and stretched out his head to follow the driver to the lighter and light it.

He took a deep breath, and had a very complicated feeling, similar to familiar, but also a little unfamiliar, what he was familiar with was the act of smoking, and what was unfamiliar was the smell of smoke.

After thinking about it, he asked, "What brand of cigarettes do I usually smoke?" ”

Yin Sujin shook her head, she really didn't pay attention.

"What? What do you remember? ”

"Why don't I call and ask Xiao Xu?" Although Yin Sujin is Lu Guinan's mother, she knows that she doesn't know Lu Guinan's living habits as Xiao Xu, and she can't help but feel a little guilty in her heart.

Because of Lu Huating's relationship, Lu Guinan's relationship with her has become more and more estranged since she was a teenager, and later Lu Guinan went abroad for eight years, and they became even stranger to each other, if it wasn't for Lu Guinan's amnesia this time, she probably wouldn't have had the opportunity to get close to Lu Guinan like this.

"No need". Lu Guinan shook his head, he spit out a mouthful of eye circles, and his eyes were confused.

Yin Sujin turned her head to look at him, from his thick eyebrows to sunken cheeks, she suddenly found that Lu Guinan and Lu Huating did not resemble each other at all, she was mostly happy, because she didn't have to face Lu Huating all the time, but she was a little sad, they had gone through more than 20 years together, and there was no trace of him in their lives.

But she didn't relent, and she secretly swore in her heart that she must let Lu Huating have nothing, so that she would be worthy of the time she had wasted for more than 20 years, and also worthy of the innocent Lu Guinan.

She thought that if Lu Guinan was not her son, if he was born in someone else's family, even if it was an ordinary family, Lu Guinan should be outstanding among the stars, but his life should be full of ups and downs, unlike the loneliness that only overcomes obstacles now.

"Let's go". This time, it was Lu Guinan's turn to remind Yin Sujin, he threw down the remaining half of the cigarette, and the driver tacitly stepped on it to extinguish it.

Lu Guinan still has one leg that can move, so the driver just pushes the wheelchair to the door, and he can hold the door and move it himself.

"You wait here". Yin Sujin walked around the back of the car, smiled at the driver and nodded, his tone was very respectful.

"Yes". The driver's answer was still concise, he watched Yin Sujin push Lu Gui Nan to the elevator, and then pulled the car door and sat in.

"...... is he?"

Yin Sujin knew the driver Lu Guinan was referring to, she looked up at the jumping red number, and then said: "He has been with your grandfather for many years, and he grew up watching me grow up."

She didn't say it explicitly, but she also vaguely told the driver that he was someone he could trust.

"Grandpa?" Lu Guinan frowned, he only had the face of Old Lady Lu in his memory, and at this moment, a grandfather suddenly appeared, which made him a little anxious.

Although he has no memory, his brain is not damaged, he thinks back to a few people he has visited in the hospital recently, and inexplicably feels that their relationship is very delicate.

"Before the accident, I worked at Lu's?" Lu Guinan clenched his fists and knocked on his forehead and asked.

"Right".

"However, you also bought a company yourself, which is the entertainment industry." Yin Sujin is also sure what Lu Guinan's company does? So, a little vaguely said.

"Your little aunt is your signed artist." Yin Sujin remembered the doctor's advice, so he deliberately mentioned that Lu Qingfeng wanted to stimulate Lu Guinan, maybe there would be an unexpected gain.

"Little aunt?"

"She's a star?" Lu Guinan asked.

"Hmm".

"It was famous before". Yin Sujin's tone was a little regretful.

"Oh". Lu Guinan's reaction was very flat, not even a little surprised.

Yin Sujin was a little disappointed, wanting to sigh but afraid that Lu Guinan would hear it, so he only opened his mouth.

A few seconds later, the elevator door slowly opened, and Yin Sujin used some strength to push Lu Guinan into the corridor.

The building where Lu Huarong lives is designed with one ladder and one household, so Yin Sujin directly pushed Lu Guinan to the dark red security door, she raised her hand, and pressed her fingertips on the doorbell without letting go, until there was a messy footstep in the door.

"Sister-in-law?"

"Returning to the south? How did you guys get here? Lu Huarong's eyes widened, she especially couldn't believe that Lu Guinan would appear, because Lu Guinan had never come to her door when he was so old.

"Let's take a look at Jinghuan". Yin Sujin symbolically tugged at the corners of his mouth.

Lu Huarong was sluggish for a moment, and then took a step back and greeted He Yunwei: "Old He, come and help."

He Yunwei answered, he stood up, wiped the tears on his face, hurriedly walked to the entrance, and called: "Sister-in-law."

"This is your uncle". Yin Sujin pointed to He Yunwei and introduced.

Hearing this, Lu Guinan glanced at the somewhat haggard man in front of him, his dress was too plain, and Lu Huarong, who had always been bejeweled, did not look like a person all the way.

"Uncle". Lu Guinan nodded at He Yunwei, his tone unfamiliar.

He Yunwei subconsciously turned his head to look at Lu Huarong, Lu Guinan was only born when he and Lu Huarong got married, so he also watched Lu Guinan grow up, but Lu Guinan never called him uncle.

"What's wrong?" Yin Sujin saw that He Yunwei's expression was as uncomfortable as eating a dead fly, and asked strangely.

"He is flattered, it is the first time that Guinan has called him that after so many years." Lu Huarong answered for He Yunwei, and He Yunwei nodded to indicate that she was right.

Hearing Lu Huarong say this, Lu Guinan smiled bitterly, he thought that he was already a pretty bastard before.

"Mr. Lu". Xiao Xu also came over and worked with He Yunwei to lift Lu Guinan over the threshold.

"Jing Huan in the room?" Yin Sujin finally entered the door and closed the security door casually.

"Hmm". Lu Huarong nodded, his face darkened.

"I'll push back south and go in and have a look."

"Good".

Lu Huarong pushed open the door of He Jinghuan's bedroom first, but He Jinghuan was still curled up on the bed, and the quilt covered her whole body.

"Jinghuan, your aunt and your brother are here." Lu Huarong said tentatively.

The direction of the bedroom was due south, with plenty of light, Lu Huarong squinted his eyes and vaguely saw He Jinghuan trembling slightly.

However, she didn't get up, probably because she didn't feel that she had the face to face Yin Sujin, after all, she already knew about it in her subconscious, although he had no memory.

"Jing Huan". Yin Sujin screamed, she pushed Lu Guinan to move slowly, and the sound of tires crushing the ground was very clear.

"Auntie, go out, I want to be quiet by myself."

Yin Sujin sighed for a long time before saying, "I know about you."

He Jinghuan was silent.

"You are still so young, you must not give up on yourself because of this."

……

Yin Sujin comforted her for a while, she couldn't empathize, so the words she said were also very simple, and she couldn't go straight to He Jinghuan's heart.

"Mom, you go out first." Lu Guinan suddenly spoke, he loosened his neckline, and was a little uncomfortable with the dazzling light.

"Hmm". Yin Sujin readily agreed, and pushed Lu Guinan to the head of the bed.

"Return to the south, he ......". Seeing Yin Sujin come out alone, Lu Huarong glanced into the room uneasily.

"Let them talk". Yin Sujin closed the door and gave Lu Huarong a relieved look.

……

Next, there was a long silence, Lu Guinan didn't speak, he moved slightly, the whole person leaned back, closed his eyes and began to enjoy the sun.

Time passed minute by minute, the people outside the door were as anxious as ants on a hot pot, and He Jinghuan seemed to be unable to hold her breath, during which she changed several postures.

"Why don't you speak?" Finally, she lifted the quilt, took a deep breath, and her tone was a little aggrieved, probably thinking that Lu Guinan was clearly torturing her,

"Didn't you say you wanted to be quiet?"

"Still?" Lu Guinan raised his eyebrows, his expression was much more vivid than usual, He Jinghuan had only seen him like this when he was a child.

"I ......". He Jinghuan opened her mouth, feeling that this question was not easy to answer.

She pressed her swollen walnut-like eyes, leaned over and closed half of the curtains, just leaving Lu Guinan in the sun.

"Tell me what you want to do next?"

"Do you want to kill yourself?" Lu Guinan didn't give He Jinghuan a chance to breathe at all, he stared at He Jinghuan with blazing eyes, so that He Jinghuan had nowhere to hide.

"I ...... Nope". He Jinghuan stammered, she really didn't think about whether to commit suicide? The last time she was so resolute was just a momentary hot-headedness, but this time she thought of her parents, she was an only child, and if she really died, she would also take the lives of her parents.

"Then what are you pretentious about here?" Lu Guinan is aggressive.

"When did I become hypocritical, you didn't even know what was going on? It's just a baseless judgment." He Jinghuan retorted indignantly.

"Didn't you just get bitten by a couple of dogs?"

"I still have amnesia, which of the two of us do you think is worse?"

"I'd rather be bitten by a dog a few times, it's better than a blank brain now, and it's a luxury to have joy, anger and sorrow." Lu Guinan shrugged his shoulders, he looked out of the window again, his expression was indescribably lonely, He Jinghuan thought about it, it is true that Lu Guinan is more miserable.