"Fatty, did it scare you last time?" Lan Xin sat on the couch, staring at the computer screen, quickly browsing the job advertisements on the web.

Since coming to Beijing, Lan Xin has gone to work in the company during the day, and the fat man himself has been on the Internet every day to see if he can invest in a company, except for riding a shared small electric donkey on time every day to deliver food to Lan Xin's place of work.

Although Lan Xin said that she had already paid this month's rent to the landlord in advance. In addition, for the sake of him taking care of her so much last time, the other half of the rent does not have to be given to her.

But the fat man always felt that a man could not stay in a rental house like this, and no matter what, a man could not live without his own career, although it was still early for this young man in his early twenties to start a family.

But he never forgot what he said to tomorrow on the day he left school: "May we soon achieve a rich country." Even if he didn't have a score in his heart when he said this. But at least, there's nothing wrong with bragging.

"Who am you fat brother, can I be easily scared down"? The fat man turned around and said with a fat face at Lan Xin. In fact, he was used to speaking to Blue Heart like this.

"As long as you don't have anything to do, I'll ride a little electric donkey to your company every day, maybe people will think I'm your boyfriend, or maybe I, a cheap laborer, can pay a few less rent." After the fat man finished speaking, he laughed silly, yes, he did look a little silly when he laughed.

"Do you think I'm going to hurt you like this, if you feel uncomfortable like this, you can find a ...... somewhere else" Lan Xin suddenly lowered her head, put her hands on her knees, and sighed. It seems that she still has the last thing to heart. Lan Xin always felt in her heart that she always didn't want to trouble others about her own affairs.

"You don't think I'm taking advantage of you after you fall asleep that day, do you!? Although my fat man said that there is no beauty in the prosperous world, but he can be regarded as a decent man, I can't do this kind of thing by taking advantage of people's danger, besides, you wanted to rob money and lust at the beginning, but you can't rely on me." The fat man stood up excitedly as he spoke, and raised his fingers to swear.

"What if I was fat..."

"You sit down for the old lady!" Lan Xin watched the fat man stand up, and before the fat man finished speaking, he pulled the fat man and sat down steadily. I don't know why, she always doesn't act like a woman in front of this guy.

"Okay, don't be angry, or you'll be like that day again, what will I do." After the fat man finished speaking, he patted his chest and said, "You fat brother, I am absolutely reliable, believe me."

"Besides, I don't know why, the two of us can live together when we meet, what does it depend on, that is, fate! As for your illness, there used to be an old saying: medicine does not kill people, and Buddha is destined to be fateful. Perhaps, all this has its own arrangements in the dark, so you can relax." The fat man didn't know where to find these sentences, and finished the comforting words that he wanted to say that day but didn't say them in one breath.

"Maybe I'll die one day, will you shed tears then?" After Lan Xin suddenly asked the fat man, she looked out the window, tears rolling in her eyes.

The fat man closed the computer, leaned over to Lan Xin's side and said, "Then why don't we go to the hospital, see what the doctor says, everything will always be fine, besides, someone as good as you, where can I find it, no more, I have no place to live." The fat man got up and poured a glass of water for Lan Xin.

"Actually, I didn't say so much before you came, I just wanted to find someone to talk to myself, I'm so old, no one has spoken for so long." Lan Xin looked back at the fat man and said seriously.

"I went to the hospital and the doctor said that I was born with this, and that I might not live to be thirty years old unless I had a heart, and I am twenty-three years old now, and in seven years, maybe shorter, I might leave this world, this damn world. Sometimes I wonder why I don't hate this damn world at all." Lan Xin's voice choked as she spoke.

The fat man didn't know anything else, but he always felt that a kind-hearted and brave girl like Lan Xin, even if fate brought her many misfortunes, but for her, all this may mean a test, or perhaps, it means some kind of miracle happening.

Yes, we can't easily talk about our inner emotions until we meet someone worth talking to, but that doesn't mean we don't have such emotions.

There is a sentence in "Ordinary World", although the fat man has not read many books, but he is particularly impressed by that sentence: people often bury their emotions in the depths of their hearts because of heavy work and difficult careers.

"Lan Xin, what kind of job do you think I'm suitable for?" The fat man said deliberately in order to divert Lan Xin's attention.

"You see I'm ugly and fat, I can't be a model, don't you think?" The fat man couldn't help but laugh when he said this, he can sometimes be humorous by himself. A person who can be humored by himself must be a very interesting person, at least, he will not make others feel uncomfortable because of it.

"I think if there was a modeling contest, I would be the first to vote for you, even though I knew I would be very upset about voting." Lan Xin didn't hold back when she said this, and laughed out of tears. With someone like Fat, she always feels that life is not as bad as she imagined.

"Come, bring the computer, let's look for it together, in terms of finding a job, I'm your teacher, and when I find a job in the future, I have to honor your master and me, do you hear?" I'm not a cheap laborer, old lady." Lan Xin wiped her tears and said, and motioned to the fat man to take the computer, but every time she said to the fat man, the old lady always felt that she was taking advantage of it, not that she took advantage, but the fat man.

"Okay, please". The fat man was excited again, and now it was a good thing for him to be able to find a job.

"I'll give you a wave of employment knowledge first...... Lan Xin said and opened an employment website, looked at the fat man and said.

"You see, when looking for a job, you have to consider whether you want to enter government agencies, education and training, non-profit organizations, scientific research institutions or service industries; After that, you need to consider the working environment, job stability, development opportunities, work location, salary package, and whether the major is the right one. Later...... "Lan Xin told the fat man in an orderly manner."

For a novice at work, the fat man really doesn't know anything. But at least, he has a kind and solid heart, and perhaps, that's enough.

"I just want to be close to where you work, preferably on the same floor." The fat man suddenly interrupted Lan Xin and looked at the employment webpage and said.

"What, you really want to take advantage of me"? Lan Xin asked with a little confusion, she felt that the fat man was underwhelmed.

"Of course, it's convenient to send you food!" The fat man raised his head as he said and glanced at Lan Xin, who also saw Lan Xin looking at him. Where could he stand a girl looking at him directly, and the fat man's heart beat faster again.

"What should I do if the people in the company think you're my boyfriend?" Lan Xin said to the fat man with a smile.

"Then wouldn't I make a fortune and find such a beautiful girl as a girlfriend"! The fat man fell into self-absorption as he spoke, and when a person like the fat man became intoxicated, it was like drinking eight jars of wine, and he was out of control.

"It's not a good type, hurry up and look at the web page to find a job." Lan Xin pinched the fat man's fat and big ears and said.

"Oh, auntie, you slow down, it hurts." The fat man shouted at Lan Xin while looking at the web page.

In the last few days of July in Shanghai, the sun and the sea breeze blow over and over this vibrant land, and the city with plane trees is particularly beautiful in the evening sunset.

Someone once said: In fact, there are many things in this world that can make us happy, but we are always reluctant to accept it.

Maybe it's because we're too much imagining good things, or maybe we've misdefined ourselves, but in short, we always feel that there is more pain than joy.

"Do you think I'll be successful in the future"? The fat man looked at Lan Xin seriously and asked, he had asked others this question more than once. Facts have proved that the first time he proved to others that he was successful was after the college entrance examination, and no one knew why he played amazingly, or if he was really possessed by the test god and went to such a university.

People are like this sometimes, and there are always unexpected surprises. To this day, the fat man has forgotten how many difficult and difficult days he endured in his senior year of high school. The bitterness is sweet, and on the night of the score, the fat man also dreamed of flowers, and he also dreamed of millions of heroes.

"I think you will be rich and rich in the future, I will definitely be able to give birth to a noble son early, the family will be happy, happy, and there are countless Mercedes-Benz BMWs......" Lan Xin said is a good meal, a wave of sugar-coated cannonballs.

"What about cross talk, praise me or hurt me"? The fat man said a little aggrieved, he didn't want to be said like this by others, and this person was still blue-hearted.

"Sad? Your uncle's cheer me up, you will definitely have a future in the future, I will raise you if you are not promising, look at the website, don't be scared! Lan Xin said and pushed the fat man in a daze, and looked at him.

"Tomorrow once said to me, may we achieve a rich country as soon as possible, and hold on to freedom in the wind and rain of our lives, and now I give this sentence to you, I hope we are all the same." The fat man said affectionately to Lan Xin.

"Good literature and art, fat man! Then I will also tell you a word from my heart, that is, I never dream, I am just trying to recognize the reality, and that is enough." Lan Xin closed the computer and looked at the fat man quietly.

yes, ideals, what is ideals?

Can it eat, can it drink? How much is it worth?