Chapter 268: I can't bear it

Xiao Jinghan's performance just now made Jing Yi very disappointed, although he had long thought that this would be the case, but Jing Yi's heart was still very uncomfortable, and it was not good to send his man to other women, but Jing Yi also understood that Xiao Jinghan wanted to visit Su Xianxian, and he couldn't stop it.

"Master, don't know the company yet, let's go around." Jing Yi's mood is low, now she doesn't have any mood, even if she goes back to the company, she doesn't have any heart to do things, instead of this, it is better to go around and relax outside.

There are many uncertainties about the relationship between himself and Xiao Jinghan, Jing Yi doesn't know if he will lose Xiao Jinghan, after all, Su Xianxian has such an important position in his heart, Jing Yi wants to go to the hospital with Xiao Jinghan, but the only reason left tells her not to go.

After Xiao Jinghan walked into the hospital, his mood became heavy, and he more or less guessed that Su Qianqian's suicide this time had a great relationship with himself, when Shen Wanrong came out to answer the phone, she happened to meet Xiao Jinghan who was walking towards her, she was stunned for a moment, and without hesitation, she pressed the phone without hesitation, and walked towards Xiao Jinghan with a flattering smile on her face.

"Hey, Jing Han, you're here, go in and take a look at Xian Xian, this stupid boy." The smile on her face immediately disappeared, and she looked like she was heartbroken.

Xiao Jinghan frowned slightly, pursed his mouth and nodded, and followed Shen Wanrong in, the moment Su Xianxian saw Xiao Jinghan, tears fell down as if he had turned on the switch, as if he wanted to vent all his grievances, Xiao Jinghan looked at Su Xianxian expressionlessly.

"Xian Xian, Jing Han is here, don't cry." Shen Wanrong said with a distressed face, handed a tissue to Su Qianxian, Su Qianxian took it weakly, and gently wiped her tears.

"Brother Xiao, you are finally here, I called you, but I called a lot, and they were all turned off, Brother Xiao, you don't dislike me, you don't want to pay attention to me." Su Qianxian said that the tears fell even more fiercely, Xiao Jinghan frowned tightly when she saw this, she couldn't see a woman shed tears in front of her, and she was upset when she cried.

"Don't do such stupid things in the future, I have something to do in the past two days, and I went abroad, so I didn't bring my mobile phone with me." Xiao Jinghan casually made an excuse and said, Su Xianxian was already like this, and he couldn't stimulate her anymore, so he had to tell a white lie.

When Su Xianxian heard this, she smiled bitterly twice in her heart, "Even if you go abroad, you will go with Jing Yi." She thought to herself, how much she wanted to say it, but she couldn't.

"Mr. Xiao, this stupid child, for you, swallowed a lot of sleeping pills, and finally saved it, you can persuade her well, don't let her do this kind of stupid thing again, her father and I are frightened, if there is anything else, how can I live with his father." Shen Wanrong snorted and cried, and said sadly, Su Xianxian saw this, a smug smile flashed on her face, Shen Wanrong's behavior made her very mummy, and she could be regarded as a god assist.

When Xiao Jinghan heard this, his face was gloomy and ugly, and sure enough, Su Xianxian's suicide was related to himself, he asked sharply.

"Why?"

He was very angry about Su Qianxian's suicide, how fragile human life is, how many people want to live well in this world, but there is nothing they can do, if Su Qianxian leaves this world, maybe Xiao Jinghan will feel guilty for a lifetime.

"You two talk first, I won't bother you, Xian Xian, I'll go back and make you something to eat." Shen Wanrong felt that she was a little inconvenient here, so she happened to take advantage of Xiao Jinghan to come over, and she could go back and be lazy, and she could also let Xiao Jinghan accompany Su Xianxian here for a while.

"Got it, Mom, be careful on the way back." Su Xianxian admonished.

"Mr. Xiao, I'm sorry for you to stay here with Xian Xian for a while." After saying that, Shen Wanrong hurriedly went out, I was afraid that Xiao Jinghan would open his mouth to reject him.

After seeing Shen Wanrong leave, Su Xianxian retracted her gaze, she looked at Xiao Jinghan with teary eyes, and sighed helplessly.

"Brother Xiao, do you know, I'm really tired, I'll call you, but I can't get through, I know you annoy me, but I just can't control myself, I hope you and my sister can be well, only in this way, I can completely stop bothering you, how can it be so easy to let go of loving someone, unless you die."

Her voice trembled, and she bit her lip tightly, Su Qianqian's pitiful appearance made Xiao Jinghan very embarrassed, and she originally planned to make it clear to Su Qianxian today, but Xiao Jinghan really couldn't bear it.

Even if he and Su Qianxian don't have any love, there is still kindness.

"Why are you so stupid, if you die, what should your parents do, your father took a lot of effort to get you back, and the kidney in your body was given to you by your sister Jing Yi at the risk of her life, if you just leave, are you worthy of them." Xiao Jinghan looked at Su Xianxian with a serious face, and said word by word.

Su Xianxian bit her lip tightly when she heard this, if it weren't for Xiao Jinghan now talking about the kidney in her body again that Jing Yi gave it, I'm afraid she would have forgotten Jing Yi's life-saving grace.

"Brother Xiao, I know it's wrong, I will never do such a stupid thing again." She choked up, after walking through the ghost gate like this, Su Xianxian never dared to do such an drastic thing again.

"Brother Xiao, can you stay here and accompany me, I miss you so much." Su Xianxian said, slowly stretched out her hand, tentatively held Xiao Jinghan's hand, Xiao Jinghan subconsciously took his hand away, and tidied up his clothes.

"Promise me not to do such stupid things again in the future, okay? Even if you don't think about yourself, you should think about your parents. ”

Although Su Xianxian clearly told Xiao Jinghan that he missed him very much, Xiao Jinghan kept silent about this matter.

"Brother Xiao, do you know? I've been very tired in the past two days, really tired, but after seeing you, I feel that all my troubles are gone, in fact, I regret it, if I didn't replace this kidney, at the end of my life, I can have you with me, love me, even if it's worth dying, but now, I have lost you, completely lost, right? Su Xianxian looked at Xiao Jinghan with teary eyes, and the tears of the bean fell like spring water.

Xiao Jinghan's lips moved, and the words came to his mouth and swallowed again, he didn't know how to answer Su Xianxian, if he remembered Su Xianxian again, I am afraid that they would continue to be entangled, which would not be good for the three of them, but in this situation, Xiao Jinghan could not say the words of drawing a clear line from now on, he was worried that Su Qianxian would not be able to bear it.

"Brother Xiao, you speak, why don't you speak?"

After Su Xianxian finished saying those words, she watched Xiao Jinghan sitting on a chair staring at herself without saying a word, without a word of comfort, her heart suddenly panicked, just a few days ago, when she was hospitalized, Xiao Jinghan also clearly told herself that she would not leave herself.

But now when he was talking about it, he chose to be silent, although Su Qianqian had already realized that Xiao Jinghan's heart was completely not in him, but this indifferent attitude once again made Su Qianqian's heart ache.

"Slim, let the past pass, okay? We are not together, we can only say that we are inseparable, I hope you can be well. Xiao Jinghan was silent for a long time, but finally made up his mind and said slowly, he said what he thought in his heart euphemistically, he didn't want to be so entangled anymore.

After all, long pain is better than short pain, Su Xianxian is too obsessed with herself, only by letting her let go of her obsession with herself in her heart and break her thoughts, the three of them can start a new life, and she and Jing Yi can live a normal life that belongs to the two of them, Xiao Jinghan and Su Xianxian can never go back to the past.

Su Xianxian was stunned when he heard this, he looked at Xiao Jinghan in front of him blankly, and couldn't believe his ears.

"Brother Xiao, you ...... What do you mean? As you said, you won't abandon me. Su Xianxian suddenly laughed, he suddenly ran off the bed and hugged Xiao Jinghan's neck tightly.

What Xiao Jinghan just said, in fact, Su Xianxian already understood, but he just didn't want to accept this fact, he thought that as long as he was still pretending to be confused, Xiao Jinghan would not leave him, Xiao Jinghan reluctantly took Su Qianxian's hand down.

"Xian Xian, don't be like this, you listen to me, I don't mean to abandon you, I just want to tell you that if you have anything to do in the future, just come to me, and I will do my best to help you." Xiao Jinghan couldn't see any emotion on his face, he stared at Su Xianxian's eyes, and said seriously word by word.

In the future, there will only be friendship between him and Su Qianxian between friends or benefactors, nothing else, Su Qianxian heard that the whole person was petrified, she stood in place in a daze, and smiled bitterly twice, Xiao Jinghan looked at Su Qianxian now, and felt very uncomfortable, blaming himself for not breaking her thoughts early on, so it caused today's situation.

"Xian Xian, there are better people waiting for you in the future, don't do such stupid things in the future, after you are discharged from the hospital, you can choose to continue to work in the company, you can also choose what you like to do, and then start your life again, if you have any difficulties, you can always find me." Xiao Jinghan gritted his teeth tightly and said, this is all he can do for Su Xianxian.