Volume 1 The Ten Mile Long Pavilion Will Be Different Chapter 29 Confession
"Fatty, I want to tell you something......" Since the last time she came back with the fat man, Lan Xin has always felt that it is time to make it clear to the fat man.
"What are you talking about?" The fat man glanced at Lan Xin, and he felt that Lan Xin seemed to be different from usual today.
"Are you hiding something from me?" After Lan Xin finished speaking, she leaned back on the sofa and buried her head in looking at her phone.
"What do you say, Blue Heart? What can I hide from you? The fat man was a little excited, and said to Lan Xin with a little question.
"You haven't looked for any work since the last time the two of us came back, and according to ordinary people, it's impossible to be with a girl you've never met for so long......" Lan Xin didn't continue.
"You think I'm hiding something from you, don't you?" The fat man asked seriously.
"Yes......" Lan Xin's tone was a little low.
"You still don't believe me, do you? It's been so long, and you still don't believe me!? The fat man seemed a little excited.
"It's not that I don't believe you, it's just that you deliver food to me on time every day, and you don't have to do anything yourself, it's difficult for ordinary people to do this, besides, ......" Lan Xin said as his eyes moistened a little.
"Lan Xin, don't ...... like this" The fat man suddenly felt that Lan Xin was such a sensitive person.
"I'm afraid I'll delay you, really." After Lan Xin finished speaking, tears burst out of her eyes, and she choked up and said.
The fat man saw Lan Xin crying, and he really didn't know what to do for a while.
"Don't cry, Lan Xin, I really don't have any bad intentions, really, I swear!" The fat man raised his hand as he spoke.
"I know, I know you're very good, but you know, I'm sick, and I'm very sick, the kind that will die if you're not careful, you don't know how I've come over all these years, I don't want to pass on this painful feeling of mine to others, so ......" Lan Xin wiped her tears with her hands, stood up and said to the fat man.
The fat man also stood up, and when he saw Lan Xin's sad appearance, his heart felt like he had been poked with a knife.
"Don't be so blue-hearted, you know, as long as you are sad, I will be sad with you, because ......" The fat man was speechless for a while, and he couldn't speak when the words reached his throat.
"What will happen to you? Do you think I'm really hurting you? I also feel that I am like a burden to you, and you take the trouble to stay by my side, I always wonder if it is inconvenient for you to speak, or pity me, so ......" Lan Xin sat down weakly, but tears ran down the corners of his eyes, drop by drop, like pearls.
"I've never thought of Lan Xin like this, because I know that a strong girl like you must no longer need the pity of others, let alone sympathy, because you have worked harder for others to live and live the life you want most." The fat man explained to Lan Xin that he didn't want Lan Xin to think about something because of this, he just felt that what he could explain clearly, he had to explain clearly.
"But I feel that this is not fair to you, you have a more ambitious future, and I, a person who may not live to be thirty years old, can no longer let you give me any more feelings, even a little ......" Lan Xin lowered her head again, and said with a blank look in her eyes.
"Please forgive Lan Xin, I'm not that kind of person, I want you to know my heart." The fat man looked at Lan Xin's appearance, he remembered what his aunt said to him when he was a child, some things are understood but can't be directly pierced.
"You didn't come back that day, I already know the reason......" Lan Xin looked up at the fat man, and then lowered his head again.
"The reason why I have been telling you for so long is because I don't know how to speak to you, and I think there are some things that you should know without me telling you." Lan Xin didn't directly explain what she was knocking on the side.
"Lan Xin, I think there is anything between the two of us that can't be said directly in person? After all this time, you still don't know who I am fat? The fat man got up and turned around and said with Lan Xin on his back. The fat man felt that Lan Xin's appearance today was a little abnormal.
"Where's the car?" When Lan Xin finished saying this, the fat man suddenly felt as if he had been pricked by a needle, and he knew that Lan Xin must have known something.
"What car?" The fat man still pretended to be at a loss.
"You're still not going to tell me the truth, are you, fatty? Blue Heart asked the fat man.
"I really think you have some unreasonable trouble with Lan Xin today, if you do this again, I think ......" The fat man said to his lips and swallowed back.
"Are you going to leave?" Lan Xin said calmly.
"Who said I was going to leave, I didn't say! You said it! The fat man suddenly got a little angry, he didn't understand why Lan Xin was like this today.
"I really don't want to drag you down anymore......" Lan Xin said as she stood up and walked over to the fat man.
"What do you mean to drag down or not, am I willing, am I fat willing to send you food every day?" The fat man also stood up, the two of them looked at each other, and the air was quiet for a while.
"Your dad has already looked for me......" When he heard Lan Xin say this, the fat man suddenly felt that his mind was blank, and he felt that he had reached an indescribable point, because in his opinion, he appeared in front of Lan Xin with such a kind of dishonesty.
"You've found out a long time ago, haven't you?" The fat man turned to the window and asked Lan Xin.
"Since you came back that time, I saw the key in your pocket, and even though you tried not to let me know, ......" Lan Xin whispered.
"I didn't mean to hide it from you, really Blue Heart!" The fat man turned around and said emotionally, he was afraid that Lan Xin would think about it.
"Of course I know, what is in me that is worth your picture? A person who is going to die wants a rich boy like you to accompany him, and others think they are talking about cross talk." Lan Xin covered her heart and said with some difficulty.
"Don't think about Lan Xin like this, although I don't know what my dad said to you, but he is him, I am me, you can't ......" The fat man hurriedly walked up to Lan Xin and looked at her intently.
"Am I worthy of love?" Lan Xin suddenly asked the fat man this question, Lan Xin's face looked the same as last time, and the fat man hurriedly rushed to Lan Xin's room and took out the medicine that Lan Xin took every day.
"Don't talk yet, Blue Heart! Take your medicine first! I'll take you to the hospital after eating, obedient." After feeding Lan Xin the medicine, the fat man picked up Lan Xin and rushed downstairs, stopped a taxi and rushed to the hospital.
When he was in the car, Lan Xin opened his eyes slightly and said with difficulty: "Fatty, I'm sorry." Then he fell asleep again.
"Master! Fast! Hurry up! The fat man cried loudly and shouted to the taxi driver in front of him, tears raining down.
"Blue Heart, you hold on! You hold on! When you wake up, I will confess to you, I confess, I am in love with you, not because of anything else, but because I am in love with you as a girl." The fat man hugged Lan Xin, hugged her head, choked up and lost his voice several times.
At night, in the ward, Lan Xin wore a blue plaid hospital gown, lying quietly on the bed in the ward, breathing evenly. It was a separate ward, and the fat man looked at Lan Xin in front of him, and he felt guilty in his heart.
"Are you awake? Blue Hearts". The fat man approached Lan Xin and said softly.
"I seem to have caused trouble for you again, didn't I?" The blue heart aura was a little faint.
"Well, don't think about it so much? Rest well". The fat man didn't know why, his hand involuntarily touched Lan Xin's head and said gently.
"You?" Lan Xin turned her face sideways and fell silent.
"When you're well, I'll take you to see my dad". The fat man said while holding Lan Xin's hands in one hand.
"Actually, your dad ......" Before Lan Xin could finish speaking, the fat man interrupted Lan Xin.
"You don't have to care about him, it has nothing to do with him. You go to sleep first, and I'll go out." After the fat man covered Lan Xin with a quilt, he went downstairs.
For the first time, he felt that he had to make his own decisions.
"Dudu Dudu......" The fat man's mobile phone screen shows that the other party's name is Yang Gang.
"Hey, son, is the sun coming out of the west? The last time you drove back, you didn't sit for long and left, since you are in Beijing, you often go home, and if you have something, you will tell your dad." The fat man's father said excitedly.
"What do you mean? Are you stalking me? The fat man said to Yang Gang very seriously.
"What kind of stalking, I call it concern, I'm just a son like you, if something happens to you, what should I do? Besides, the last time you went to Huang Changdong, it was a ......" Yang Gang did not continue.
"Who let you talk to her alone!" The fat man roared.
"What are you doing here! You didn't even ask me what I said, you're like this, and if there's a size! Yang Gang was suddenly beaten by the fat man, and a fire also came up in his heart.
"You don't care about my business in the future! Thank you! After the fat man finished speaking, he hung up the phone, he felt that this was disrespectful to himself, and it also hurt Lan Xin. He thought his dad was a jerk.
The fat man stomped his foot hard and said, "him."
When the fat man thought of Lan Xin, the more uncomfortable he felt in his heart, and after making the call, he went upstairs. Lan Xin got up and leaned on the back of the bed, staring out the window blankly.
"You're coming". Lan Xin said.
"Well, I'm sorry Blue Heart, my dad ......" The fat man didn't know what to say.
"Do you know what your dad told me?" Lan Xin turned to the fat man and said.
"If he disrespects you, I apologize to you......"
"You don't know your dad too well, do you know what he said?" Lan Xin asked, staring at the fat man's eyes.
"He asked me to take good care of you, but I ......" Lan Xin's face flushed slightly when he finished saying this.
"Huh? How could he? The fat man was incoherent for a moment.