Chapter 493: Whispering in the middle of the night, confessing and forgiving
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Walking out of the lively Golden Palace banquet hall, Zhou Yi was guided by the maid to the place where Qin Gelei and Shirley were resting. As soon as he entered www.biquge.info guest room, which was specially prepared for the most distinguished guests, the piano immediately turned around and quietly made a silent gesture to him.
"Be careful, don't make too much noise. I just soothed her mind and put her to sleep! ”
While explaining to Zhou Yi, Qin walked to his side, like all old husbands and wives, and skillfully helped him take off his coat.
"How's Shirley, there's nothing wrong with her spirit, right?"
Glancing towards the place where Shirley was sleeping, Zhou Yi quietly asked Qin Ge Lei.
"Don't worry, Shirley just has a little mental pressure piled up in her heart, as long as she relaxes and sleeps well, she will be fine soon. It's you! Speaking of this, Qin Gelei sniffed Zhou Yi's body vigorously, and then asked with a strange face. There's something strange about you! ”
"Maybe it's because I drank too much wine, but the Asgardian people are really good at aging, and it is said that Odin has collected fine wine for nearly a thousand years, which is something that cannot be drunk on earth!"
Sniffing the collar, Zhou Yi, who only smelled the smell of wine from above, shrugged his shoulders and gave his own explanation. However, this is obviously not the answer Jean Grey wants.
"It's not the smell of wine, it's the body fragrance of a woman." At this moment, Jean Grey was like a policeman interrogating a prisoner, and even her eyes became sharp. "Don't tell me that in such a short period of time, you hooked up with another Asgardian woman!"
"How is this possible!" Hearing Qin Gelei say this, Zhou Yi immediately raised his hands and put on an innocent look. "I was just forced to dance. And it was just a child, not a few years older than Shirley. No matter how beastly I am, I can't do anything to a child! ”
"Uh-huh!" A nasal voice with doubts came from Qin Gelei's body, and then Zhou Yi felt an invisible mental fluctuation that swept across the entire Asgard in an instant. Obviously, it was a verification made by Qin Gelei who was not worried about Zhou Yi. And when she received the message of feedback, her face finally softened.
"Well, I'll forgive you this time. But you're really, don't you know Shirley's current situation? I drank so much wine outside before I came back. ”
"There's no way around it, after all, His Majesty Odin has really helped us a lot, and the Asgardians are very kind, so it's really hard for me to refuse!"
After explaining with a smile, Zhou Yi grabbed Qin Gelei's waist and fell on top of a sofa-like soft collapse unique to Asgard.
This sudden action immediately made Qin Grey's face blush and her heart beat, although her relationship with Zhou Yi had reached this point, there were some things that she still couldn't let go of completely. This has nothing to do with feelings, it is completely a person's habit. Jean Grey herself is the kind of woman who is intellectually and elegant, although she is very enthusiastic, but in this kind of thing it is not something that can be said by passion alone.
So she immediately grabbed Zhou Yi's restless palm and whispered to him with a red face.
"Don't, easy. Shirley is still here, don't wake her up! ”
Feeling the slightly trembling body in his arms, Zhou Yi sighed and hugged her into his arms.
"Jean, I'm sorry. Leaving you alone to suffer for these two years! ”
"Actually, it's not suffering!" Hearing Zhou Yi's words, Qin Gelei smiled slightly, and reached out to touch his side face. "I don't regret my decision at the time. Moreover, fate also gave me a happy ending. I'm actually quite satisfied! ”
This sentence made Zhou Yi's heart tighten suddenly, and he looked at the familiar short red hair in front of him, as well as the familiar face that had hardly changed since the first meeting, but he blamed himself more and more.
"No, it's all my fault. Jean, if it weren't for me at the time, you wouldn't have slept for so long. If you hadn't fallen asleep, we might have gotten married and even had children of our own. I was supposed to belong to you completely, I'm sorry, Jean. I betrayed you! ”
This is an almost unavoidable question. Zhou Yi has the deepest self-blame for Qin Ge Lei, in addition to her unshakable love. While Jean Grey fell asleep for him, he had other women over and over again. This is undoubtedly a betrayal, for Jean, and for the love between them. Maybe there were reasons for this, but anyway, he betrayed Jean Grey's affection for him.
Sometimes Zhou Yi even thought about it and never mentioned this issue. Let all the problems be buried in time. However, every time he saw Jean Grey, the guilt in his heart was stirring, piercing his heart. He couldn't live with this guilt forever with Jean Grey, and he couldn't keep pretending to be like this. He had to get answers, both good and bad.
So at this time, he spat out his inner voice at Jean Gray. It might make Jean Grey hate him and make her run away from him, but he had to do it anyway. He was unwilling to blaspheme her with lies, so he had to open his heart and take on all that was possible.
Qin Gelei's hand stroking Zhou Yi's face stopped. She also thought about turning a blind eye to all this, but when Zhou Yi put all this in front of them, she could no longer ignore all of this.
"I don't blame you, I know you have a lot of pressure in your heart, and you need someone to take care of it for you. It's just that I wonder if I ask you to give up on them and love me alone, can you do it? ”
Hearing this, Zhou Yi only felt that his whole heart was stagnant, and an indescribable pain spread out. This is the feeling of losing a loved one, Zhou Yi has experienced it once, and he never wants to experience it a second time. So he could only show a bitter expression, and shook his head with difficulty at Jean Grey, who was staring at him in his arms.
Seeing him do this, Jean Grey immediately sighed.
"You know, I've been aware of the outside world for a long time, it's just that I can't control my body. So, I can actually hear everything you say to me while I'm sleeping. Seriously, easy. I'm glad you didn't lie to me, and if you hadn't told me the truth at that time, I really don't know where we'd go. Maybe it's a passerby, maybe it's worse. ”
"I'm sorry, Jean." At this time, Zhou Yi really didn't know what to say. He could only repeat this sentence, hoping to use this sentence to make his heart feel better.
"Don't say I'm sorry, easy. I know you very well, you are the kind of person who can never let go of your hand, but that's only for those who come into your heart. So you're just playing, to me, or to Auroro. You talk about love, but your heart never opens to us. And I was a stupid woman at that time, and I was moved by you, and I could never forget you. Sometimes when I think about it, we were so ridiculous at that time! ”
Zhou Yi didn't speak, but just hugged the woman in his arms tighter. Jean Grey was right, but that was once upon a time, and only once upon a time. From one day on, everything has started to be different.
"You know what I'm happiest about? That is, I am the first woman to walk into your heart. Although one woman after another walked in, I was the first, and it is because of this that I am not willing to leave your side. You are the gift of life that I finally get, I can't bear it, and I can't let it go! ”
"Me too!" Looking at the woman in his arms, Zhou Yi suddenly felt a sour happiness in his heart. "I can't let go of my hand, neither to you nor to them. You're all good women, and you've all sacrificed so much for me. So I don't want to lose you no matter what. Anyway, Jean. I can't do it without you! ”
"Alright, alright, let's not talk about this!" Seeing the change in Zhou Yi's mood, Qin Gelei immediately turned his head and interrupted what he was about to say. "As it is now, I will not pursue this anymore. Although we are not reconciled, this kind of life is actually what we have always wanted, isn't it? We have a home, we have children, we have each other. And life is peaceful and happy, and that's enough. ”
"Jean!" Reading this name, Zhou Yi's heart suddenly gave birth to an indescribable touch. Just like before, she has always loved herself unconditionally and tolerated herself, even if she has hurt her. This realization made Zhou Yi unable to control his emotions anymore, and lowered his head and kissed her.
He wanted to kiss her lips and taste the familiar smell of the past. But Jean Grey turned her head sideways just in time, so that he only kissed the side of her cheek, her fiery red hair.
And after avoiding Zhou Yi's kiss, Qin immediately began to complain quietly.
"Hey, don't mess around. I don't want to wake up Shirley and see her what we're like now. ”
From her already crimson cheeks, you could see that she was already emotional. It's just that Shirley's existence makes her very scruples. She wanted to leave a good impression on this future daughter, but she could only refuse Zhou Yi's actions, and his enthusiasm was completely empty. After all, she didn't want to wake Shirley up because her passion was out of control, and see something she shouldn't have seen. If that happens, then she won't have the face to face Shirley in the future.
Although Zhou Yi was rejected, his mood was not bad at all. Biting the red hair from his mouth slightly, he teased Gray as he had done before.
"Jean, you haven't changed at all, it's still the same as before. Especially your hair, just like the first time I saw you! ”
"I still remember the first time I met you!" glanced at Zhou Yi vividly, and a look of memory also appeared in Qin Gelei's eyes. "The first time I saw you, you were just a bad-looking big boy. I knew that I was older than you, but I still had bad thoughts about me at that time! ”
"I just asked for your phone! And, if you don't say it, who knows you'll be four years older than me! ”
"Three-and-a-half-year-olds, I said. Don't use the Chinese chronology to calculate our age difference! ”
"Okay, okay. But don't worry, Jean. Look at the way I look now, even if someone says that we are, they will only say that I am the one who eats the young grass. ”
"I said, don't mention this topic!"
The whispering duo seemed to have found the feeling they had felt a long time ago. For them, some things, perhaps, will change over time. But there are some things that time cannot change. It was so before, and it will be the same now. It's a timeless, something that never fades.
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