Lying in bed tomorrow, I once again recalled the scene of having dinner with Sister Wen Xixi at Aunt He and Aunt Liu's house that day.

He didn't know why Zhang Xiaocheng wasn't with Xixi that day, why Xixi would say something like that to her, and why Xixi didn't go back with Sister Wen when he went back, but asked him to send him to the dormitory building.

They have indeed broken up, and the way they get along after the breakup is different after all than when they were together. But why did Cissy say it was the two of them that day, and if Cissy really wanted to be with him, why did she dodge when he tried to get close to her that day?

Why is all this going on? What the hell is going on with all this? Tomorrow kept thinking in his heart that this time would be like torture for him. But he didn't know what to do.

Tomorrow admits that he wants Sissy to be erased from his memory, unless tomorrow the sun rises in the west.

The more he thought about it tomorrow, the more chaotic his heart became, he couldn't help but get up and poured a glass of boiling water, lit a red tower mountain, and cigarettes filled the whole house.

Since he was separated from the fat man after graduation, he habitually smoked Tashan, and he smoked not because he broke up with Sissy, but when he was with Sissy, he stopped smoking.

Tomorrow, standing on the balcony of the rental house, looking at the busy city, he was silent again. Silence, for a boy in his early twenties, may mean maturity. But if he is really mature, why would he lose his most beloved girl?

Tomorrow admits that this time, he is a failure.

"Hey, fat man, how are you doing", tomorrow picked up the phone and dialed the fat man's mobile phone number. Since the last time the fat man asked if he was still alive, he hasn't called the fat man tomorrow.

But sometimes, even if some people don't have much contact, they will always be close to each other.

Friendship lasts.

"Hey, tomorrow, I'm okay here, but I haven't found a job." The fat man said while eating KFC.

"Fatty, you eat less, leave me some." As soon as Lan Xin finished speaking, the KFC in the fat man's mouth and hand was already in his stomach.

"Fatty, you kid can do it! Finally enlightened," said Tomorrow, the other end of the phone couldn't help but laugh.

He only remembered that every time he started the school orientation meeting, the fat man always pulled him at the freshman registration point, and said that this girl was good-looking, and then said that the girl was good-looking, which was really greasy and slightly obscene.

"Brother, don't think too much, this will be hands-free, the fat man is my roommate, and we share a house." Lan Xin looked at the fat man and said, when Lan Xin looked at the fat man, he found that the fat man's eyes were motionless and staring at him.

"Hahahaha, that's good, that's good, but I'm telling you, you can build on this." Tomorrow said with a smile on the other end of the phone.

"Tomorrow, I'll tell you another day, there will be an emergency, and the phone will hang up first!"

"Toot toot", the voice on the other end of the phone was cut off.

Is the fat man a peach blossom overflow? Tomorrow I think yes.

After all, when I was in college, except for Sister Wen and Xixi, I hadn't seen the fat man say a word to other girls tomorrow.

Every time he asked the fat man why, the fat man always said, "Fat man, I get nervous when I see a girl." Innate, no way.

Ya, it's just a treasure boy.

Anyway, I feel happy for the fat man tomorrow, after all, the fat man's character is definitely guaranteed. I hung up the phone and thought this when I lay in bed tomorrow.

"Blue Heart, Blue Heart, what's wrong with you! Are you okay! The fat man's nerves tensed up suddenly, and he held Lan Xin in his hand and asked, he didn't know where he got the courage to be so close to this girl who had not seen her for a long time, and he didn't know why he was holding her hand and asking so caringly.

Perhaps, this is a man's instinct, even if two people meet each other.

"Fatty, quick, go, go to the third floor of my bedroom bedside table, there's a little white bottle in it, quick, quick, quick, bring it to me". Lan Xin leaned on the sofa in the apartment, struggling to gasp for breath and said to the fat man, she looked really in pain.

"Good, good, good, hold on to the blue heart, hold on". The fat man hurriedly rushed into Lan Xin's bedroom as he spoke, and when he got up, the fat man's knee accidentally hit the corner of the table, and he suddenly felt a pain in his knee. But at this time, he couldn't care about himself.

"Blue Heart, wake up, wake up, eat a few pieces"? The fat man trembled with the pill and said to Lan Xin, because he saw that Lan Xin's face had changed from the original ruddy to the current pale in the short time he entered.

"Two, two". The fat man heard Lan Xin have strength and struggled weakly, and said weakly.

"It's two, two, it's two, two," the fat man said to himself, wiping the cold sweat from his forehead. But even so, his hands were still trembling nervously when he took the medicine, and he had never encountered such a scene since he was a child.

"Come, come to Blue Heart, drink saliva". When the fat man fed the two pills into Lan Xin's mouth, he said in a trembling voice.

After feeding the medicine, the fat man collapsed on the side of the blue heart, his legs would shake involuntarily, the fat man looked at the woman in front of him blankly, at this moment, he suddenly remembered to call 120.

The fat man immediately picked up his mobile phone and was about to broadcast 120, he glanced back at Lan Xin, Lan Xin's face looked much better than before.

"Fat, fat, don't broadcast it, I know my own illness. Come on, come here, take my hand." Lan Xin's eyes were half-open and half-open and said to the fat man.

"Good, good". The fat man said that he held Lan Xin's hand without caring about the phone, and when the fat man held Lan Xin's hand, he felt warmer than before.

"You don't have anything to do, if you have something, my life will be over, I haven't talked about a girlfriend in my life, if you have something, I don't want to talk about a girlfriend in my life." The fat man held Lan Xin's hand and said with tears in his eyes.

"Look, look at your cowardice, that's it." Lan Xin squinted her eyes and said weakly at the fat man.

"In short, you can't have anything, you must not have anything." The fat man wiped his tears and looked at Lan Xin and said.

After a long time, Lan Xin opened her eyes and looked at the fat man. He suddenly felt that this slightly greasy-looking boy was suddenly a little cute.

"You, what are you crying about, I'm not your girlfriend, and I have nothing to do with you when I die." Lan Xin, who said this, looked much better, and whispered to the fat man.

"Why doesn't it matter, you are the only person who is good to me besides me and tomorrow, Xixi and Sister Wen, at least you took me in, why doesn't it matter!" The fat man wiped away his tears and helped Lan Xin lie down on the sofa, when the fat man dragged Lan Xin's head on the pillow, he suddenly felt that Lan Xin at this time was not as much like a tomboy on the train as before, nor was he as strong as before.

At this time, she was indeed just a 23-year-old girl.

"Are you okay with your legs?" Lan Xin lay on the sofa and smelled at the fat man with concern.

"It's okay, how can I be okay"? When the fat man said this, he felt a tingling pain in his knee.

"You boys like to be strong, and in the end it's not you who get hurt." Lan Xin said this with her head turned into the sofa, tears streaming down her eyes, moistening her entire face.

"Thank you, fat man". Lan Xin choked.

"Thank you, I'm your dearest roommate, how can my roommate not save me, I think I and tomorrow, I just called the person, that's life and death, at least when the class rolls out, I can be fat, or tomorrow, it depends on whether I sit in the first row or the last row." The fat man saw that Lan Xin's face had almost recovered, and immediately stood up and said.

Although when he stood up and sat back, he shouted, "Oh, my mother, it hurts."

"I have an acute heart attack, the kind of person who has a cardiac arrest and will leave this world in a short time." Lan Xin looked at the ceiling, tears just streaming down her eyes.

At this time, the fat man didn't know what to do, and he seemed a little at a loss. Because he has never seen anyone cry except for himself from morning to adulthood, and he is still a girl. The fat man turned his head and glanced at the instructions posted on the white medicine bottle on the table, which read, "Suitable for, patients with congenital heart disease".

The fat man didn't speak, he didn't know what to say at the moment, he wanted to say something comforting, but he didn't know how to speak.

Because a girl with congenital heart disease, who spent her best youth in this world, he thought, she should be stronger, braver, and kind than anyone else.

"Lan Xin, shall I tell you a story, this story is fun"? The fat man looked at Lan Xin's eyes and said, the girl in front of him has a sea of stars in her eyes.

"You must tell me the best story, or if I close my eyes, you may never have the chance to tell me a story again." Lan Xin looked at the boy in front of him, although he was ugly and fat in the eyes of ordinary people, but at this moment, he looked like a man.

"Once upon a time, in this world, there were seven dwarfs, and they lived in a cabin in the forest, and one day, Snow White ......," the fat man said, turning to look at Blue Heart, who was now breathing evenly, and had slept peacefully.

The fat man got up, walked into Lan Xin's bedroom and took a quilt, gently covered Lan Xin's body, and then sat next to the sofa and looked at the girl in front of him blankly.

He didn't know why, but from the first time he saw Lan Xin, he always felt a sense of déjà vu.

After a long time, the fat man got up, went to his bedroom to get a quilt, spread it on the floor, and then lay down and turned on his mobile phone, plugged his headphones and listened to his favorite song.

Pu Shu's "Those Flowers", his first solo album "I Go to 2000" released in 1999, and the ending song of the 2002 movie "When the Flowers Bloom".

"I thought I would always be by her side, and we would go our separate ways."

When listening to this song, the fat man recalled that when he was in college, he and tomorrow sat on the light grass playing the guitar, and several girls on the side looked at the two of them in surprise, he felt that it was the proudest thing in his life, in addition, there was always an inexplicable feeling in the fat man's heart, the kind that could not be spoken.

He also thought that if he had a vigorous love in his college, even if he failed, it was worth remembering, but this wish was forever fixed in that period of youth and became a regret.

The fat man thought of his father again, and at this moment, he knew for the first time why his father would find a stepmother for himself.

Perhaps, because of love, or maybe not.

He suddenly felt that he might not reject his father, the father who had never beaten him since he was a child, never scolded him, and gave him whatever he wanted.

His father told him that people are either happy or miserable, and that it is better to live happily than to be miserable every day. Eat well, sleep well, do things when you wake up, and sleep when you're tired, it always makes sense.

The fat man used to think that what his dad said was like a fart, because every word he said was exactly the same as his dad's own appearance, and he didn't want to be like his dad.

At least, I won't find myself a stepmother.

But now, when the fat man looked at the girl sleeping on the couch next to him, breathing evenly, he suddenly felt as if there was nothing wrong with what his father was doing.