In the hospital ward, Lu Jingnian carefully held the woman's injured and bandaged fingers, and his eyes were full of distress and self-blame.

The room temperature in the room was clearly adjusted, but he still couldn't help but feel the cold, which reached its peak a few hours later when he suddenly opened his eyes to Bai Cen, and he looked silently at the woman who had woken up in a panic, listening to her hysterical questioning.

"Over the years, what about our children?"

Taking the woman into his arms, Lu Jingnian shook his head gently, and in an instant, tears flowed out of Bai Cen's beautiful eyes again.

As a mother, how can she not know whether the child is still in her body or not, Bai Cen, who asked this sentence with many hearts, is just still hopeful, and now that her hopes are shattered, Bai Cen has completely lost all her strength.

She couldn't stop trembling, and her mind kept thinking about the pain of being tortured by men, and the emptiness of herself at the moment when she lost her child.

She muttered unconsciously, "Why is it gone?" ”

So how did the much-anticipated little life turn into blood and leave her body?

Lu Jingnian didn't know what else he could do.

He couldn't bear the pain of his body in place of Bai Cen, he knew that the comfort of words would not help Bai Cen, he was as helpless as a woman, just because it was the woman he loved who wept bitterly.

Always powerless, he repeatedly comforted the woman: "It's okay, Cen Cen, I'm here, don't be afraid." ”

But the woman was still trembling on the hospital bed, she grabbed Lu Jingnian's hand, and kept choking: "I'm really looking forward to his arrival, and I have prepared a lot of baby supplies at home......"

Lu Jingnian naturally knew it.

During the time when Bai Cen returned to Lu Jingnian's side, the two of them were looking forward to the child in her belly every day. From discussing the child's name and surname to speculating about the child's appearance......

Overnight, dreams shattered.

Those sweet pasts have become knives, slashing Bai Cen's heart one by one.

"It's because I didn't protect him." Bai Cen, who had just lost her child, was extremely emotionally unstable, and it didn't take long for her to turn from grief to self-blame for collapse: "If I had run a little faster, or held on a little longer, I wouldn't have lost him." ”

Lu Jingnian couldn't give an answer.

All he could do was hold Bai Cen tightly in his arms and silently endure all her collapses.

"Cen Cen, have a good rest, okay?" Grandma Lu wiped the tears from Bai Cen's face and coaxed softly: "The most important thing you should do now is to take care of yourself." ”

Listening to Grandma Lu's words, Bai Cen nodded silently, she buried herself in Lu Jingnian's arms, crying silently.

In the ward, Bai Cen's intermittent crying remained.

Seeing this, Grandma Lu didn't say much.

Losing a child is uncomfortable for any mother, not to mention, Bai Cen's expectations for the child can be seen by anyone.

She sighed and turned her head to walk towards the Lu family waiting inside and outside the door. In the current situation, it is obviously impossible for Lu Jingnian to have the emotions to take care of these people, but Grandma Lu doesn't want the Lu family to disturb Bai Cen's cultivation anymore.

"Let's all disperse first." Within a day, after experiencing the illness of two people in a row, Grandma Lu was exhausted, she rubbed her temples, but her eyes swept in the direction of Rocco: "No matter what, who dares to disturb Cen Cen's cultivation now, I am the only one who asks!" ”

Even Rocco didn't touch Grandma Lu's mold at this moment. A group of Lu family members outside the ward quickly left the hospital, and the quiet atmosphere left behind set off Bai Cen's pain in the ward.

Lu Jingnian never dared to let go of the hand holding the woman.

He lowered his head and kissed the tears that kept sliding down the woman's face, and gently patted her back with his palm, and his distress was overflowing.

The daylight outside the ward gradually set westward, and the two did not change their movements for a long time, the woman's already pale face had added a large area of red to her eyes after crying for a long time, and the bloodstained clothes on her body had been replaced, and the blue and white hospital gown did not play any role in adding color.

I don't know how long later, Lu Jingnian picked up the woman's cheek and kissed her red and swollen eyes. His voice was hoarse: "It's me who didn't protect you and the child......"

"Cen Cen, I'm sorry for you."

Lu Jingnian was worried when he knew that Bai Cen had an accident, and now that he saw Bai Cen's state, he was even more remorseful.

Externally, he is one of the rulers of the Lu family, and he is a representative of power for those who secretly know his name and surname, but even so, he still can't protect his lover and children.

Bai Cen didn't speak, just silently wept.

She didn't complain about the man, but when something happened, she always expected him to come soon.

But in the end, it was still a step too late.

As the sun set, the housekeeper of the Lu family sent a dinner specially made for Bai Cen, and the porridge dishes with all the colors and flavors were packed in the food box, and the fragrance wafted around the ward, and Bai Cen, who was lying on the ward, was still indifferent.

"I don't have an appetite." Bai Cen cried so much that she couldn't feel the smell of the food on the table, and she didn't even want to feel if her stomach was hungry, because once her mind was focused, she couldn't help but miss the child she had lost.

The housekeeper in the ward and the doctor who came to check on the ward all showed embarrassed looks, miscarriage is more devastating than childbirth, and it is not possible to supplement nutrition as soon as possible, not to mention that Bai Cen still has wounds left after being tortured.

Lu Jingnian understands that now it is not Bai Cen's temperament.

He took a small bowl, put a bowl of porridge with just the right temperature for Bai Cen, scooped up a spoonful of porridge with a spoon, and Lu Jingnian gently handed the spoon to Bai Cen's mouth: "Eat a little, okay?" ”

The aroma of porridge and rice filled Bai Cen's nasal cavity, her abdomen was hooked by this aroma, and at the same time, it pulled to the lower abdomen that had been kicked by the man several times, and the scene of being tortured during the day instantly retraced in her mind, and in an instant, Bai Cen jumped up directly from the bed, and her arm resistantly pushed away the man's hand holding the spoon, and the porcelain spoon fell to the ground and was fragile into several petals, and the sweet and delicious porridge, more than half of the amount, was sprinkled on Lu Jingnian's suit pants.

Bai Cen, who was stimulated, eased up for a long time before he recovered from the fright, and the man who originally had a slight cleanliness habit was indifferent in the face of the large marks on his suit pants, and still gently comforted Bai Cen: "Did I scare you?" ”

Bai Cen curled up his legs and hugged himself.

"I'm sorry, I can't help it." Bai Cen said sullenly, she really couldn't control her emotions.

Her hysteria made the man feel more and more distressed.