Chapter 373: Sincerity, Guilt
Su Qing closed her eyes, and suddenly thought of the time she had lived with Huo Long these days.
He suddenly found that in fact, there were several times when he could have suspected Huo Long, but because he saw Huo Long eat those things, he didn't doubt it by chance.
"Why didn't you stop me? Why don't you demolish me? You see me like a monkey in a zoo, jumping up and down in order to drug you, doesn't that make sense? â
Su Qing, who was demolished and exposed, was a little embarrassed, a little angry, and a little guilty.
He could only raise his voice, this time to hide his guilt and self-blame, as well as deep pain and guilt.
"Not really!"
"Then why didn't you tell me until now?"
"yes, then why did you say it now?"
Su Qing stopped talking.
In fact, there is nothing to say, but I have done bad things.
Even if he says what he thinks, even if he explains that he didn't mean it. But he had already caused mental damage to Huo Long, and even if those drugs were real, he wanted Huo Long's personality to disappear from this world.
So in a thousand words, Su Qing only has one sentence.
"I'm sorry!"
"You're not sorry for me! If I were you, I'd only be more ruthless than you, wouldn't I? So, your means are still gentle. So you've been so good to me these days, not because you're in love with me, you're not touched by me, but you just want to make amends, right? â
Su Qing lowered her head guiltily.
"Yes!"
"Actually, you don't have to feel guilty. That doctor obviously has someone behind him, even if the person I want is not you, it will be someone else. So, since I have to take this medicine, why can't you give it to me? â
"Someone behind it? Are you referring to the Huo family? â
Huo Long smiled.
"The Huo family doesn't have that kind of means, and they don't have that kind of scheming. If my guess is correct, Huo Yinan was going to threaten you with this just now, what does he want to do? Do you continue to drug me? Or do you want to steal my company's core secrets? â
Su Qing described with difficulty what had happened to the two of them recently.
"I'm sorry for you, but things have gone one step wrong, and I can't let this matter go wrong again and again."
She apologized to Huo Long pertinently.
"I'm sorry, no matter how you punish me, whatever you want to make me pay, I accept it."
But Huo Long didn't answer the rhetorical question.
"Do you really like him that much? Or even against my conscience? â
Su Qing looked up at Huo Long.
She didn't know how she was going to explain her feelings.
Be!
She has indeed made her choice.
At that time, his eyes were full of Huo Long's anger for harming his child, as well as the doctor's bewitchment, as well as the residual love and persistence for that personality in his heart, and he got the medicine bottle by mistake.
And then?
Later, in fact, she had already discovered that she was doing something wrong.
But all human beings have an inferior nature.
In fact, many bad things are not done by pure bad people, and some good people also do bad things.
Then, after doing something bad, they will find a reason to convince themselves that what they are doing is not a bad thing, but a good thing.
For example, if a man kills an idiot like that, after the killing, he is actually afraid, but he starts to tell himself that he is actually doing this to free the stupid child.
After all, a stupid child, no one to teach and no one to raise, is too guilty in this world.
So he took such a mood, did crimes again and again, and finally when he was caught by the police, he could still tell everyone that he didn't do anything bad.
He was saving them.
And before Su Qing, this was the idea.
After drugging Huo Long, she began to give herself psychological hints, now Huo Long's personality is a sub-personality, and he shouldn't exist in this world at all, so she did all this for Huo Long's good.
When he died, eighteen years later, he would be a good man again.
When the time comes, after that personality comes back, he will be able to be with him, not to mention, Huo Long's illness will also be saved, and everything will be the way it was at the beginning.
So, how good.
In fact, she is not unentangled, she has also been entangled, especially in the past few months of contact with Huo Long, feeling that Huo Long has been good to her again and again, how can she not be moved?
That's why she felt guilty, so she did everything she could to compensate Huo Long, including asking Huo Long about the "life list", just wanting him to leave no regrets when he left.
But the result?
After knowing that Huo Long is the main personality now, Su Qing panicked, she went to find someone, she went to inquire, in fact, she didn't really want to know whether this Huo Long was the main personality, she just wanted to get a false explanation to make her heart feel better.
After all, things have come to this point!
But Dr. Chen was arrested at this time, and he still seems to be an anti-social personality.
Huo Long is not only the main character, but the medicine she gave Huo Long is equivalent to chronic poison.
How can she accept this?
The psychological defense line that Su Qing had always set up for herself collapsed in an instant, and the accumulated guilt in her heart swallowed her like a tide.
Especially at this time, Huo Yinan still wanted to use this to threaten Su Qing, how could Su Qing agree?
So today's self-statement is an inevitable result.
But when all this happened, Su Qing didn't know how to explain it to Huo Long, so she could only say sorry to Huo Long again and again.
But compared to the damage she brought to Huo Long, how pale and powerless is this "sorry"?
"You don't have to feel sorry. That medicine has long since been replaced. â
"What?"
Su Qing subconsciously raised her head and looked at Huo Long in disbelief.
"You mean, the medicine was changed?"
Su Qing thought of the camera Huo Long installed at home, and finally understood why Huo Long could know what he was doing, and still take so many medicines without changing his face.
Her clenched heart finally relaxed, but it was a little strange.
"And what are you eating?"
"Drugs for schizophrenia."
Huo Long took out the white medicine bottle that he was carrying, which Su Qing was very familiar with.
"After eating this bottle, I'll probably be able to go to the operating table."
Su Qing's face turned a little pale.
If you go to the operating table, will your expectations for that person be disappointed forever?
As if he saw Su Qing's thoughts, Huo Long gently hooked the corners of his lips and shook his head.
"Actually, don't be discouraged, do you know why I announced our marriage to someone, but I didn't get married?"
"Why?"
"Because, if it's him who comes back, you can walk on the red carpet. But if the person who comes back is me, you will come and go freely in the future. â
Su Qing was stunned for a moment, and after a long time, she found her voice back.
"So, you mean, after the surgery, you can't be sure whether you're staying, or him?"
"Yes!"
Su Qing let out a heavy breath.
Today's events are really full of twists and turns, which makes people sad and happy.
Huo Long looked at Su Qing's face with a smile on the corner of his lips.
"So, can we eat now?"
Su Qing looked at Huo Long with complicated eyes.
"That's it! But there's one thing I want to know. â
"What?"
"Why are you so nice to me?"
Huo Long didn't seem to expect Su Qing to ask himself such a question.
"If I say it's because I love you, will you believe it?"
"Don't believe it!"
"So, you don't ask, and I don't say?"
After saying that, it could only increase the burden on Su Qing's heart.
Su Qing glanced at Huo Long deeply and stopped talking.
At this time, Xia Bingqing and Huo Yinan, who left, were in a quarrel.
"Huo Yinan, I warn you not to be so excessive."
"Am I excessive? Who, exactly, is it excessive? Xia Bingqing, I can also warn you, you must not anger me, otherwise, Lao Tzu will have a chance to kill you. And, when you die, all your inheritance will be mine. What do you think? â
"You, you ......"
Xia Bingqing pointed at Huo Yinan and was angry.
But Huo Yinan sneered, and directly grabbed Xia Bingqing's hair and stuffed the person into his car.
Not far from them, the window glass of a car slowly rolled down, and Shangguanchen, who had just had a few drinks with a customer, was a little drunk, watching this scene silently.
Of course, Wang Leike also saw it.
He had his own revenge, and he didn't have any resentment towards Xia Bingqing, so he subconsciously looked at Shangguanchen.
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"It's not early, go back and go to bed early, and there is a European customer who needs to discuss cooperation tomorrow."
But this time, he was not talking about business, but about the business of the company he co-founded with Huo Long.
Wang Leike nodded heavily.
"Yes, B!"
It's just that his eyes are somewhat sympathetic when he looks at the car over there.
It's really not easy for a woman to get to this point.
But thinking about what Xia Bingqing had done, this bit of sympathy disappeared in an instant.
Su Qing and Huo Long ate a meal to their heart's content, and went back to sleep without burden.
Zhang's mother found Huo Long and asked him to take Su Qing to see a doctor again.
"I wonder if the little girl has been under too much pressure at work lately? Why don't you take her out to have fun? I've seen that I've been getting thinner and thinner in the past few days, and the dark circles under my eyes are getting deeper and deeper, which is not a problem! â
Zhang's mother looked sad, and hated that iron could not be made of steel.
She felt that if she didn't make a move, Huo Long's duck would probably be able to fly!
Huo Long couldn't cry or laugh.
"Don't worry too much, I've already taken her to the doctor!"
"Been there? What do doctors say? â
Before Huo Long could speak, Zhang's mother said to herself.
"It must have been that Dr. Chen's incident a few days ago that scared Su Qing, otherwise I would have taken her to worship another day, and I would have begged God to worship the Buddha!"
Huo Long was powerless to support his forehead.
"Aren't you an atheist? Moreover, where have you ever seen a prayer and go to worship God and Buddha? â
Zhang's mother glanced at Huo Long.
"You don't even know that? You, right? Buddhism, Taoism and Christianity both worship us, maybe which god or Buddha heard our prayers and came to help? Besides, even if I'm an atheist, don't people who pray to God and worship Buddha say that they can make people relax? It can make Su Qing relax, it's okay! â
Su Qing came out of the room with a cup, and when she heard these words, her eyes couldn't help but turn red.
If she knew what she had done, Mama Zhang would hate herself, right?
But her heart for herself now is incomparable sincerity and sincerity.
In fact, even if Huo Long changed the medicine, she should have a guilty and apologetic heart, right?
From beginning to end, Huo Long saw her thoughts and motives in his eyes, and he didn't even think about demolishing her at the last step.
It's herself, it's wrong!
This chapter is complete!
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