Chapter 520
Shen Shu looked at them with tears in her eyes, she didn't know where to start talking about it......
She is the concubine of the first emperor, although there is no blessing, but after all, she is still a married woman in reputation, and now that the first emperor has died, she empathizes with her...... Maybe there is no such thing as empathy at all......
Ji Ziqi gave Shen Shu a feeling of love, and it was his appearance that made Shen Shu's heart dry for a long time.
But at this time, Shen Shu is no longer the little princess of Danqi at the beginning, she is coquettish, and she can't let anyone help her, she is now the concubine of the royal family of the Celestial Empire, and the concubine Shen of the first emperor, and now the first emperor has died less than a year, according to the customs of the Celestial Empire, there can be no marriage and draft within three years.
Even the emperor can't choose a person he loves, so how could Shen Shu, as the concubine of the first emperor, be "empathetic and don't fall in love" at this time?
This is a forbidden love, it is impossible to bless anyone to say it, besides, Shen Shu has only had a relationship with Ji Ziqi, and he has never seen him again, he is an affectionate and talented young man, he is not only a few years older than him, but also the concubine of the first emperor, I want to come to Ji Ziqi's heart, this dew encounter is an encounter, but Shen Shu has been ill for a long time.
Seeing that Concubine Shen didn't speak, Liang Huanqing and Qi Wangshu looked at each other, they were very anxious, the three of them got along, and they all regarded each other as very good sisters in their hearts, although there was a slight gap in terms of status and generation, but in this deep palace, leaning on each other for warmth, they were already people who cared very much.
What's more, when Liang Huanqing was sick at that time, Qi Wangshu also saw Shen Shu speaking for the queen in the face of the emperor, this kind of friendship is very rare in the palace, and none of them want to let down such friendship for no reason.
It is said that no matter who is in trouble, they will help each other, at first it was Liang Huanqing, but now it has become Shen Shu's troubles, since Jingyin said it, it means that in fact, they can help Shen Shu in this matter, and Shen Shu doesn't say it, but they don't regard them as sisters.
But Shen Shu also has concerns in her heart, this kind of thing, not telling them is a good thing for herself and others, Shen Shu knows that if this matter is told to them, they will definitely be very embarrassed, and they will definitely find a way to help themselves when they see that they are so sad.
But there will always be a day when the East Window incident happens, and if others know about it at that time, it will not be good for them.
Shen Shu just cried and didn't want to speak, but Liang Huanqing and Qi Wangshu were anxious on the side: "What do you say...... What the hell is going on? You say it, if there is a real difficulty, we will help us think of a way, and we are also extremely uncomfortable to see you so uncomfortable. ”
Shen Shu cried and shook her head, she lowered her head and was reluctant to speak.
Qi Wangshu looked up at Liang Huanqing anxiously, and asked in a low voice, "What should I do?" I have never seen the concubine so sad. ”
Although they haven't known each other for a long time, when Qi Wangshu saw Shen Shu in the palace in the past, he only felt that the woman was noble and cold, with red eyes and exotic appearance, looking as old as herself, among her father's many concubines, she was the only princess among her relatives, Qi Wangshu had never spoken to Shen Shu before, thinking that it was because she was low-key, so she would not be as flamboyant as other concubines.
Liang Huanqing looked at Shen Shu, who was only sitting in the seat and crying, it seemed that he had been depressed for many days before he could do this, Liang Huanqing said: "Concubine Niangniang, if you don't say it again, I will let Jingyin say it, Jingyin must know, right?" ”
After that, Liang Huanqing made a gesture to go to the door to call Jingyin, she didn't really want to ask Jingyin about it, such a thing related to the word "lovesickness" would always misinterpret the meaning when it came out of other people's mouths, that is, she had to say those things from her own mouth to know what was going on.
Yuebai and Qingyin came out with the palace maids, and specially told them not to tell what they had just heard, if they said it, even if it was a matter of chasing the wind and shadows, it would make waves in the harem.
The palace maids all dispersed one by one, and only Yuebai, Qingyin, and Jingyin stood outside the door.
Jingyin lowered her head, as if she was frightened by the appearance of Concubine Shen, they were also the same age, Yuebai and Qingyin glanced at each other, sighed, stepped forward and patted Jingyin's back gently, and said: "It's okay, don't worry, it'll be fine, just explain to Concubine Shen when the time comes, you are also concerned about it, and I won't blame you too much." ”
Jingyin shook her head and said, "We are slaves, and it is normal for the master to say a few words, I didn't take it to heart, Concubine Niangniang...... We are usually treated very well...... I'm just worried about the concubine ......."
Saying that, she actually cried, tears fell down, she raised her sleeve to wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes, and said: "I've lost weight in the past few days, I don't want to eat, I can't even sleep......
Yuebai and Qingyin wanted to ask what was going on, but thinking of Concubine Shen's expression, maybe Concubine Shen didn't want anyone to know anything at all, even if they asked Jingyin, they wouldn't ask anything.
So Yuebai and Qingyin could only comfort: "It's okay, the queen mother and Her Royal Highness the princess are inside, if there is anything, they will definitely help the concubine solve it." ”
They didn't expect this to happen at this time, so they were kind enough to appease them.
Jingyin looked at the carved wooden door of the main hall worriedly, only hoping that she could really be able to solve the concubine Niangniang, the current Shen Shu is not the princess of Danqi, she can't be so willful, even if it is not for herself, but also for the sake of the clan, this kind of thing will disgrace the Celestial Empire, if this is the case, the thunderous anger of the Celestial Empire, the little Danqi Kingdom can not afford it.
Shen Shu saw that Liang Huanqing was going out to ask Jingyin, if this kind of thing came out of the mouths of others, I am afraid it would be even more embarrassing, she quickly stood up and said, "Don't go!" ”
Liang Huanqing was waiting for her words, so he hurriedly turned around and walked to her side and asked, "Do you want to say it yourself?" ”
Qi Wangshu frowned worriedly on the side, and said, "Niangniang, just say it, treat us as outsiders?" If there is something we can discuss and solve, it is better than you being so uncomfortable alone. ”
Liang Huanqing helped Shen Shu sit down, just stood aside and looked at her quietly, without urging much, at this time when Shen Shu wanted to speak, she always had to calm down first.
Liang Huanqing handed Shen Shu a glass of water and said softly, "Don't worry, speak slowly." ”
There was a hint of warmth in Shen Shu's hand, and then she lowered her head and left two lines of hot tears, she said, "I...... I fell in love with someone......"
Qi Wangshu and Liang Huanqing glanced at each other, only thinking that something was wrong, but they felt that it was reasonable.
There is no record in the shop of the first emperor's worship room that Shen Shu has a record of sleeping in the house, and the palace concubines were also laughing at Shen Shu about this matter before, but Shen Shu has been living in his own palace and has nothing to do with them, so these things are gone, but in the end, it is still a fact, everyone knows that the young and beautiful Shen Concubine Niangniang is still in the position of Shen Taifei Niangniang.
Thinking that Shen Shu and the first emperor did not have any emotional foundation, it was a political marriage, and the first emperor married Shen Shu in order to have a bargaining chip in his hand that could restrain Danqi.
Not to mention Shen Shu, she came all the way from Danqi to Shangjing, just so that her people could live and work in peace and contentment.
The first emperor died, but Shen Shu was still young, and if she had someone she liked, it would indeed be normal.
Liang Huanqing and Qi Wangshu didn't show much surprise, and continued to ask softly, "Who is he?" ”
Shen Shu slowly tried to open her heart to them, she looked at Liang Huanqing and Qi Wangshu and said, "Ji Ziqi." ”
When it comes to Ji Ziqi, Liang Huanqing has the impression that at that time, when the palace exam, he was the only one who kept looking up at himself, if he remembered correctly, then Ji Ziqi was still the champion of the palace exam, right?
Qi Wangshu has no impression of the people above the court, but he has also heard Liang Lian mention this Ji Ziqi, saying that he is talented, good at using soldiers to point generals, and is a malleable talent.
"You...... Got in love with an official? Qi Wangshu was very surprised, and thought that Shen Shu lived in the palace in a simple way, and it was not easy to know officials, at first he heard Jingyin say that Shen Shu had lovesickness, that is, he thought that Shen Shu was in love with which guard eunuch, or that person was an old acquaintance of Danqi, and he had not seen each other for five or six years, so before the Danqi envoy was about to come, he was particularly nervous about lovesickness.
It is true that all kinds of ideas have been imagined, but I have never thought that Shen Shu likes the upstart of the imperial court.
Liang Huanqing and Qi Wangshu both looked at Shen Shu in amazement, not knowing what to say at this time.
Liang Huanqing knew what Shen Shu's worries were, probably because the other party was an upstart champion, worried that others would not look down on him, or he had a relationship entanglement, so he saw an old acquaintance and was worried that Ji Ziqi would empathize and say goodbye......
Qi Wangshu's mind was blank, and he was really a little stunned.
In the early days, there were some queen concubines and even some princesses who raised their faces, and high-ranking and powerful women also needed to satisfy their desires, let alone such noble women.
Such a woman in the deep palace, if there is really a way to hide it from the emperor, or if the emperor himself is also the kind of mediocre and lascivious monarch, she will also participate in this kind of thing.
But not to mention that the current emperor is Qi Jingqin, he is a very serious monarch, and besides, most of the faces are some stubborn people, not to mention that they are officials in the imperial court, and they are also men who come to be the heads of faces.
There is no such precedent in this dynasty, and I am afraid that there will be no such precedent in ancient and modern times, which is where Qi Wangshu is very difficult.
Then Ji Ziqi is the champion of the Kaiyuan Dynasty in Jingqin, a famous man, who would want to do such a thing?
Shen Shu looked at Qi Wangshu, as if this was an unspeakable thing, she nodded, but she didn't deny it.
"Did you know him before?" Qi Wangshu asked the doubts in his heart, their first reaction was to think about how to make the two of them together, it is impossible to marry into Ji Ziqi's mansion, if Ji Ziqi is really affectionate, he can also let go of everything for Shen Shu, right?
Shen Shu shook her head, and she said softly: "No, I have only met him once...... But just that side of the relationship has always been engraved in my heart, and it can't be forgotten. ”
Shen Shu said this, Liang Huanqing and Qi Wangshu were very empathetic, when Qi Wangshu had a conflict with Liang Huanqing in Miaoyin Pavilion, after seeing Liang Liang for the first time, he was amazed by the side face, and the slightly frowning brows made Qi Wangshu remember it for a long time.
pulled down his identity as a princess, and pestered him with a dead face, just because of the shocking glimpse at that time, this glance was missed for life.
However, under the peach blossom rain in the Qishan Palace, it was also that glance, Liang Huanqing looked at Qi Jingqin's warm and warm smile, and ran away from all the distractions, thinking that he must marry him, in this life, he must be.
"Where did you see Ji Ziqi?" Liang Huanqing squatted down and whispered, "Does he know your thoughts?" ”
Shen Shu cried and shook her head, every time she thought of this question, she felt a headache: "During the Double Ninth Festival, when the emperor ascended to the top and planted dogwood, I went to the osmanthus forest alone, and Ji Ziqi was also there at that time, and we separated after chatting for a while, and I haven't seen him since." I don't know what he was thinking, I just knew ...... I miss him so much...... Thinking about it day and night, I'm going crazy...... What am I going to do? ”
After Shen Shu finished speaking, she hid her face and cried, Liang Huanqing hugged her and comforted her softly: "If not, just summon into the palace and ask, I said that you have seen the sky lose weight in the past few days, and even the style of clothing has become more and more delicate." ”
Liang Huanqing knew the seriousness of this matter, if such a thing happened during the funeral of the first emperor, even if the emperor tolerated it, those old stubborn clan relatives would definitely not be able to get around.
But Liang Huanqing knew that Shen Shu was under a lot of psychological pressure at this time, so he used this kind of thing to divert her attention and try to make the situation less serious.
Shen Shu looked at them with teary eyes and said, "Then wouldn't it be strange for me to be like this?" If a man like Ji Ziqi sees it, will he be disgusted? ”
Liang Huanqing and Qi Wangshu shook their heads and said with a smile: "No, you are what you look like at this age, and it is not so awkward to dress up like this." ”
Shen Shu finally burst into tears and smiled, Liang Huanqing said: "Wait a few days to find a reason to find him to enter the palace to meet you, if you have anything to say, just talk to him in person, it's good to make it clear, no matter what you say, you can also starve and relieve your lovesickness." ”
Shen Shu nodded.
But Liang Huanqing still has some worries in his heart, if this matter is discovered, there will be a lot of trouble.