Chapter 279: Decadence

It's been a bit decadent these days, so I didn't go to Xu Luoluo, for fear of bringing negative emotions to her.

On this day, Ren Shaofei finally couldn't help it, found the small alley, and finally came to the small courtyard again, but he didn't see Xu Luoluo, but he just saw Chu Tiantian.

He asked, where did Xu Luoluo run away, Chu Tiantian refused to say at first, and then told the truth, saying that Xu Luoluo went to see Ren Shaoyan.

This frightened Ren Shaofei, he knew how charming Ren Shaoyan was, and he was afraid that he was using some tricks to coax Xu Luoluo and let Xu Luoluo fall for him.

Finally, Xu Luoluo was willing to look at himself a few more times, Ren Shaofei really regretted it, he had been busy with his career for the past few days, ignoring Xu Luoluo, would he be defeated by Ren Shaoyan again, Ren Shaofei didn't want to believe it.

"Are you going to find Xu Luoluo? I suggest you don't go, Xu Luoluo doesn't like others to interfere too much in her life, no matter what her identity is, Ren Shaoyan is living quite miserably now, and she is sick again, Xu Luoluo went to see if there was nothing wrong, you had better not show up. ”

Chu Tiantian's words immediately reminded Ren Shaofei, he was really a little afraid, fortunately he didn't rush to Xu Luoluo like a fool, then Xu Luoluo must hate himself to death.

"After all, Xu Luoluo doesn't like anyone, he feels that his life is being spied on, as if he is being stalked by himself, he must be unhappy, Ren Shaofei said that he wants to calm down."

"Thank you, I won't look for it, but when Xu Luoluo comes back, you help me tell him that I have come to look for her, and I will come over early tomorrow morning."

After saying this, Ren Shaofei left, and it didn't take long for Xu Luoluo to come back, although she came back from Ren Shaoyan, she kept thinking about him in her heart.

"I can't remember what happened between me and Ren Shaoyan, I just think it's a very important thing, but I can't remember anything, there is a feeling that I want to run away from Ren Shaoyan after seeing him, he is a very dangerous person, but I can't remember what he did, I don't know what to do about this situation, I'm very confused."

Xu Luoluo was telling in pain, every word she said, the pain Chu Tiantian got from it, it was a kind of empathy, Xu Luoluo had been hurt in love, and some injuries were inexplicable.

"Xu Luoluo, your current situation, the doctor said that it is very unstable, the psychiatrist can't judge how it is good for you, if you want to make your emotions stable, that is to stay away from Ren Shaoyan, but everything that makes you think about it, you can't think of it at all, so now everything is unknown, I don't know how to persuade you, I just hope you can be happy."

This is quite heart-wrenching, for Xu Luoluo, many things she has indeed selectively forgotten, which is the result of the combination of huge physical and psychological harm, but that feeling has fallen deeply in Xu Luoluo's heart.

She wanted to leave Ren Shaoyan, but it was just a voice from the bottom of her heart, in fact, her feeling was that she didn't want to leave Ren Shaoyan, because she liked Ren Shaoyan, and this was the most contradictory place.

"Now Ren Shaoyan is not doing well, the voice in my heart has been persuading me to stay away from him, that person is very hateful, but the moment I saw Ren Shaoyan, everything I had thought about in advance collapsed, I want to see Ren Shaoyan happy, I also want to try to get close to him, it seems that if I get close to Ren Shaoyan, I can live a happier life, what should I do?"

Chu Tiantian felt that he actually supported Ren Shaoyan very much in his heart, because he saw that Ren Shaoyan was good to Xu Luoluo.

In addition to these good, there is also a husband and wife relationship between Xu Luoluo and him, and the two of them have a son and a daughter, no matter from which point of view, the relationship between Xu Luoluo and Ren Shaoyan is more complete.

But the current Ren Shaoyan, in a way, is already bankrupt, which can only have a negative impact on Xu Luoluo, and cannot bring her any benefits.

Therefore, Chu Tiantian didn't want Xu Luoluo to suffer with him, obviously Ren Shaofei looked sweeter and more suitable for Xu Luoluo.

Although he also knew about Ren Shaoyan giving Xu Luoluo's house, Chu Tiantian's thoughts, Ren Shaoyan, who had now fallen to this point, would only increase Xu Luoluo's psychological burden even if he gave Xu Luoluo something.

"Xu Luoluo, in fact, you can consider Ren Shaofei, I think he is actually quite good, and after he came over today, he knew that you went to Ren Shaoyan, and his attitude is also very good, unlike some men who go crazy because of jealousy, and even disturb you because of this, I think such a person is quite educated."

Chu Tiantian just wanted to give Xu Luoluo some advice, she felt a little uncomfortable in the face of the confusion of her good sisters, and at the same time, she was also worried that Xu Luoluo and the current Ren Shaoyan had too much contact, which would have an impact on her.

Although Xu Luoluo and Ren Shaoyan have not divorced yet, the current situation is that the two of them are also in a state of breaking up, and they both have the right to find their own happiness, without any pressure from public opinion, and there is no need to always think about each other's problems.

Xu Luoluo is too bitter, she should jump out of this strange circle under the guidance of others, so as to get the happiness she wants.

"You mean let me try to get along with Ren Shaofei?" Regarding Ren Shaofei's memory, Xu Luoluo still knows, "We once tried to be together, but in the end failed, I don't seem to have a way to be with him, I don't know if I lack the ability to love others, why can I no longer get heartbeat in other people's bodies except when I am close to Ren Shaoyan, is this a disease?" ”

Xu Luoluo was asking Chu Tiantian this question very seriously, and his eyes were full of panic, because he was afraid of getting a positive answer from the mouth of his good sister.

"No, Xu Luoluo, it's just that you still need time, let's not think about it, you don't need to be with any of their brothers, you just need to live your own life, you are a single individual, you don't need to be attached to anyone, there is still a long way to go, let's go and see, don't worry."

Chu Tiantian really couldn't bear to see Xu Luoluo so entangled, so he could only give him such an answer at present, hoping that Xu Luoluo wouldn't think about it.

The next day, Ren Shaofei came, he came early in the morning, brought the fried buns that had just come out of the pot, as well as soy milk, and some other pastries, which solved the breakfast problem for the two of them.

"Ren Shaofei, it just so happens that I have a little bit of a part-time job to deal with, you can help me take care of Xu Luoluo, Xu Luoluo is not in good health, you will be in trouble, if there is any problem, call me."

Chu Tiantian even exchanged phone numbers with Ren Shaofei, just to let Xu Luoluo and Ren Shaofei have a chance to be alone.

If you don't get along alone, you can't see if the two people can be together harmoniously, there will still be contradictions, since Ren Shaofei is not a bad candidate, Chu Tiantian wants to make a match, as long as he is good to Xu Luoluo, he has no opinion.

When chatting with Ren Shaofei, Xu Luoluo kept thinking in his mind that Ren Shaoyan had probably been discharged from the hospital, and he probably said something when they were separated last time.

Ren Shaoyan is busy paying off his debts during this time, and when he is done, he may have to leave the city, and I don't know when he will leave.

If Xu Luoluo was late, he was afraid that Ren Shaoyan had already left and there was no chance to meet him again, then the grievances that had been diluted before would be meaningless to Xu Luoluo.

"Xu Luoluo?" Ren Shaofei called Xu Luoluo several times, and then called Xu Luoluo from his stunned state, he realized that Xu Luoluo was distracted, "I'm sorry, isn't the topic I just said is too boring, I shouldn't tell you about such a horrific murder movie, and you girls shouldn't like to listen to it too much?" ”

"Ren Shaofei, the two of us have been together, do you mean to come back this time, do you want to get back together with me?"

Xu Luoluo could see that Ren Shaoyan had been trying his best to please her, in addition to bringing breakfast today, and planning to play with her for a day, he also added several pieces of furniture to the house, such as a valuable vacuum cleaner.

Chu Tiantian has actually been talking about it for several days, this brand has a new smart vacuum cleaner, and he should buy it to try it, but he feels that it seems to be a little too expensive.

Unexpectedly, Ren Shaofei seemed to be able to read her and Chu Tiantian's hearts, so he bought this very expensive vacuum cleaner.

"Xu Luoluo, I don't want to be so abrupt, but indeed, I mean this, but I won't force you, because I know that two people have to respect each other, I don't want to make you feel oppressed like before, I just want to be by your side, it's a kind of companionship, if you think I'm annoying to me, then don't speak, but please don't hate me...... I'm afraid you're going to annoy me. ”

Ren Shaofei said this very humbly, but what Xu Luoluo couldn't understand was that "Ren Shaofei, it's been so long since you said it, why do you still like me, what do I have that you like, I haven't been able to figure it out." ”

"It's just a feeling, I don't know why I still can't forget you after so long, and then I figured it out, it should be fate, I must have owed you something in my last life, and I must pay it back to you in this life, so the true love of this life can only be given to you alone, and it can't be replaced by another person."

Ren Shaofei said very seriously, which made Xu Luoluo feel that he was a very infatuated person for a moment, after so long, if Xu Luoluo hadn't forgotten those memories, he might not have talked about these things with him.

"I'm a little amnesiac, you also know, I can't remember well about being with Ren Shaoyan and the children, but I can't remember it doesn't mean it doesn't exist, I'm a flawed person, you don't have to like me, it's not worth liking me, Ren Shaofei, I know that you have become the president of the company, I believe there will be many people who like you, and you don't need to be with me, I don't deserve you at all."

Xu Luoluo didn't want to take advantage of Ren Shaofei's kindness to her, since she realized that there was a grudge between Xu Luoluo and Ren Shaofei, and she was also used by Ren Shaofei, and later something happened and forgave him.

After going around and around for so long, Xu Luoluo was already tired, she wanted to let go of Ren Shaoyan and let him pursue his happiness.

No matter how much time she spends on herself, Xu Luoluo only has one thing for sure, that is, it seems that it is difficult for her to fall in love with Ren Shao Fei.

"So you hate me? That's why you say such things because you are very resistant to me? ”

Xu Luoluo sat on the sofa, Ren Shaofei was originally sitting next to her, stood up, and then squatted opposite Xu Luoluo, holding Xu Luoluo's hand, but was taken away by Xu Luoluo.

"No, I don't hate you, I just don't want to delay your time, you can only waste time with me, other than that, you can't get anything, I'm afraid that now I will accidentally hurt the people around me."

Hearing Xu Luoluo say this, Ren Shaofei was also relieved.