193 Mixed Past (1)

After the initial shock, she finally reacted, screaming and running out to call someone, but Ning Shenzhi thought she was going to run away, so he rushed forward and grabbed her, hugging her tightly, he was obviously trembling all over because of the pain, but his arms around her were like steel, and she couldn't break free at all.

"Yanyan, don't be afraid, don't run, don't run, I won't ask you to pay for your life, I have arranged it, no one will dare to ask you to pay for your life."

Yan Yan'er, I'm dying, don't go, talk to me, talk to me......"

Ning Shenzhi kept whispering in her ear to let her talk to him, she didn't know why Ning Shenzhi, who never talked to her much on weekdays, was so obsessed with letting her talk to him before she died, she was so restrained by him that she couldn't move, and screamed louder and louder in fright.

However, there has always been three steps and one post, five steps and one sentry, and the regent's palace where the maids and guards crowded the entire palace was silent, and only her screams echoed for a long time, like a dead mansion.

"Yanyan, don't shout, no one will come, I've already arranged it, Yanyan, talk to me, talk to me, Yanyan'er ......"

Already arranged?

It's already arranged!

That is to say, he already knew that he was poisoned, and he had already concluded that she was poisoned!

In the past few days, I have never shown a single bit, how to do it or how to do it!

He could even ask her to accompany him to eat laba porridge when he knew he was dying!

Somehow she was a little angry, but more powerless, she heard her own numb and empty voice sound, "What do you want me to say with you?" ”

Ning Shenzhi listened, and his arms, which were already gradually weakening, suddenly tightened suddenly, and the blood he coughed up continued to drip onto her hair, clothes, and collar.

His tongue was noticeably no longer obedient, like the big tongue of a drunken man, and his voice was straight, but he still tried to speak in her ear.

He said, "Yan Yan'er, I know you hate me, I know you want me to die, I know, I was wrong, and I know that we can't go back."

But I don't want to die yet, I'm not afraid of death, I don't want to die, I don't want to die yet......"

She remembered that she stabbed him sarcastically at the time, "Of course you don't want to die, everyone in this world is dead, and you still have to live well, long live, long live, long live!" ”

He was already a little delirious at that time, and kept muttering that he didn't want to die, but after listening to her words, he suddenly woke up, and suddenly raised his voice, "No, no! I don't want to usurp the throne! I didn't! Grandmother said that she didn't want to be the princess of the dead country, you said you didn't want to be the queen, and Anan, Anan said that the Feng family was loyal to the Daxiao royal family, not my Ning family, let alone me Ning Shenzhi, what's the use of me seeking to usurp the throne? Yanyan, Yanyan'er, you believe me, you believe me! ”

She didn't expect him to say this, so she was stunned and said, "What's the use of saying this now?" It's late! ”

"Yes, it's late, it's late......" he muttered, "I knew the moment Xie Tanwei died, I knew it was late."

Yanyan, as early as when I married you, I was thinking, you are still so young, I will always die before you, and I will let you give me a funeral when the time comes.

Now I don't want you to give me a funeral, Yan Yan'er, I let you go, can you forgive me? Let's start all over again in the next life, Yan Yan'er, you promise me, you promise me! ”

The more he spoke, the more agitated he became, he let go of his embrace, held her face and pulled her in front of him.

Her face was covered with the black blood he had vomited, even on the eyelashes, and in the dark red of the blood, she saw his pale and dead gray face and gradually faded gaze, and somehow remembered the flush on his face and the burning light in his shallow pupils when he lifted her hijab, and when she looked up at him.

That was the second time she had seen him.

The first time she saw him was at her uncle's crowning ceremony, and when he came to watch the ceremony, she stood beside her uncle, and when she heard that he was coming, she couldn't help but look up at him curiously.

Only he was notorious, she didn't dare to look at it more, she just glanced at it hurriedly, remembered the general appearance and hurriedly lowered her head.

At that time, what she thought was that she didn't expect that this King of Ningjun was quite handsome, not at all like the wicked person who exiled his brother, married his sister, and killed his biological father, and she didn't know how to make the Tatars frightened.

At that time, she was dedicated to learning, except for Xie Tanwei and Qiu Zhengshen, she was rarely disturbed by external things, and she was put down as soon as she thought about it.

The second time she saw him, he was dressed in a red robe and became her husband, except for instinctively raising her eyes to look at him, she didn't want to look at him a second time, and her mind was full of what Xie Tanwei said to her.

He said, "Yinyin, the regent of Ning uprooted his wife's Miao family in one fell swoop, or there may be a reason for it, but after the Miao family was uprooted, his wife died early, and he left him with his eldest son, he didn't think about the old feelings, especially to abandon her on the charge of unvirtuous betrayal, and move her remains out of the ancestral tomb of the Ning family, but he was too unkind and mean.

People die greatly, they have been married for many years, and they have a son, even if that Mrs. Miao has a big fault, he shouldn't treat her like that after her death, where did he put his eldest son like this?

How can such a gracious and mean person be a good person? ”

Uncle Xiao is right, how can such a person who is unkind and mean be a good person?

But at the moment of his death, when he called her "Yan Yan'er" again and again, begging her to forgive him and begging them to start over again in the next life, she suddenly had an extremely absurd idea.

Maybe he was mean to get rid of Miao Jingya, who was already dead, or maybe it was because he didn't want her to perform the concubine ceremony in front of Miao Jingya's tablet?

The idea was rejected by her as soon as it crossed her mind, and the only time she and he met before they married was at her uncle's crowning ceremony, when she was only ten years old!

Ning Shenzhi will never look at a yellow-haired girl with a mustache again!

Moreover, he divorced Miao Jingya three years later, and he also met them in terms of time, or the later engagement and marriage.

After she threw that thought away, she never remembered it again, but in her dream, she dreamed that she asked herself, grabbed Ning Shenzhi's collar and ordered him not to die, if he didn't answer.

Ning Shenzhi looked at her and smiled, as if to laugh at her boldness, and then spat a mouthful of blood on her face......

Qiu Xiyin sat up abruptly, gasping for air.

Xiujin, who was sleeping on the soft couch outside the screen, immediately woke up, got up and got out of bed, lit a candle and walked to Qiu Xiyin's bedside to pick up the tent, landed neatly on her back cushion to meet the pillow, reached out to stroke her back, and said dryly, "Girl, it's all a dream."

Qiu Xiyin was not allowed to keep vigil before, but she had nightmares almost every night since she was sick, Xie Jiashu ordered that someone must keep vigil, Qiu Xiyin had no choice but to allow it, and asked Xiujin and the carrot to take turns to keep vigil, and today it is Xiujin's turn.

Qiu Xiyin closed his eyes, gasping slightly, "water".

Xiujin hurriedly poured water, fed Qiu Xiyin to drink, and said, "Girl, can you rest?" ”

Qiu Xiyin fell on the pillow tiredly and waved his hand, "You go to sleep, I'll lean on it for a while."

Xiujin has always been obedient, and when he heard this, he had to go back to the soft couch and lie down, but he didn't dare to sleep.

Qiu Xiyin leaned for a long time, Fang Jue came to his senses, let out a long breath, and got out of bed in his clothes.

Xiujin heard the movement and hurriedly ran over, "The girl wants to get up?" ”

"It's stuffy in the house, I'll go out and sit for a while."

Qiu Xiyin put on his clothes, tied his hair with a ribbon, and pushed the door out.

The moment she pushed open the door, she seemed to see a black shadow flashing, and when she looked closely, the bright moon was hanging high, the stars were in the sky, and there was not even a trace of wind.

They have been in Liangzhou for two months, and at the end of May, Liangzhou is as hot as a hot summer during the day, but cold as early spring at night.

Xiujin hurriedly took a cloak and wrapped it around her, "Girl, it's cold outside, and the girl isn't well yet, so let's go in?" ”

Qiu Xiyin shook his head, "I'll just stand in the courtyard for a while."

The courtyard of Fengfu is almost the same, the yard is planted with sycamores, stone tables and chairs are placed under the sycamores, and there is nothing else, it is empty and comfortable, as if there is enough space for the young masters and girls of the Feng family to play with knives and guns.

Qiu Xiyin's yard, it was probably Mrs. Feng who learned that she was coming, so she temporarily planted a desert rose, and the obviously very gorgeous flowers only looked strange and out of place when they arrived here.

Xie Tan entered this Feng General's Mansion, maybe it will be like this, right?

Just like when he only knew piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, and pursued the transformation of painting, he entered the regent palace.

Qiu Xiyin sighed heavily, and Xiujin said worriedly, "Girl, Doctor Pei said, the girl can't think too much, and it's easy to be sad."

Qiu Xiyin glanced at her, "You stay away from that black fat man."

Xiujin was stunned, and hummed obediently, and saw that Qiu Xiyin was still staring at the flower in a daze, and couldn't help but speak, "Girl, let's go back, it's cold outside."

Qiu Xiyin turned to look at the leafy plane trees in the courtyard, there was no reason since the last time she talked to him about many things in this world in the falling tung flowers, so there was no reason, it had been a month later, and the tung flowers had long since fallen, and small green plane fruits could be faintly seen hanging between the branches and leaves.

"Since General Feng is here, why don't you show up?"

Xiujin was startled, and hurriedly escorted Qiu Xiyin, the night sky was silent, and even the shadow of the wind was gone.

Qiu Xiyin snorted coldly, "Go and call Nineteen."

Although Xiujin has been learning martial arts with Lan Nineteen in the past few years, he is still inferior to Lan Nineteen.

As soon as Qiu Xiyin's words fell, the sycamore tree sounded softly, and Xiujin vigilantly protected Qiu Xiyin and took a step back.

After a while, Ning Shenzhi, who was dressed in Tsing Yi and plain belt, appeared in front of the two, and the ghost mask on his face shone in the moonlight.

Xiujin looked at him suspiciously, and always felt that today's General Feng was very weird!

"General Feng, please".

Qiu Xiyin pointed to the stone table under the plane tree, Ning Shenzhi was silent, and said, "It's cold outside, I don't know if I can enter the house?" ”

Xiujin's eyes widened, today's General Feng is even more shameless than ever!

"Okay, General Feng, please."

Xiujin turned his head and looked at Qiu Xiyin in surprise, today's girl is also a little strange.

After Qiu Xiyin finished speaking, he took the lead in the flower hall, and Xiujin had to follow.

The Fengfu Flower Hall is equipped with eight immortal tables, not small round tables in the capital, and there are no tablecloths, which are simple and heavy.

The two sat down opposite each other, and Qiu Xiyin spoke, "Xiujin, go back to sleep, I have something to tell General Feng."

Xiujin's eyes widened in surprise, Qiu Xiyin didn't look at her, and turned up the alcohol stove with warm tea on the table of the Eight Immortals with his automatic hand.

Xiujin knew that this was non-negotiable, glared at Ning Shen, turned around and went out, and reflexively closed the door again.

After Xiujin left, Qiu Xiyin and the two didn't speak for a while, and after a while, the tea gurgled and rattled, Qiu Xiyin turned off the alcohol stove, poured a cup of tea for himself and Ning Shenzhi, and spoke, "General Feng, I have something to ask for."

"Miss Qiu, please speak."

Qiu Xiyin took out the medicine jade from the collar, only the medicine jade put a silver sleeve, and wrapped the medicine jade tightly, and only saw the golden and exquisite locks on the medicine jade.

Ning Shenzhi stiffened, Qiu Xiyin took off the silver sleeve unhurriedly, "Since I put this on this piece of medicinal jade, I have nightmares every night, I wonder if the general knows what kind of treasure this medicinal jade is?" ”

The candlelight flickered, and behind the mask, Ning Shenzhi's eyes were blurred, and he replied in a dumb voice for a while, "Eyes of God."

Rao is Qiu Xiyin had already guessed that this piece of medicinal jade was definitely not a mortal thing, and his eyes widened in shock when he heard this answer, "Divine Vision? That legend is that the eye of the gods was left in the mortal world, and it can clear the mind and concentrate the mind, remove all kinds of diseases, and avoid all kinds of poisons? ”

The way of prudence, "It is okay to avoid all kinds of poisons, but it is an exaggeration to eliminate all kinds of diseases."

Otherwise, he would not have to worry about her illness, and rushed back to see her without sleep, and in a hurry, even a dull little girl noticed his feet.

Qiu Xiyin laughed and sneered, "King Ning Jun is really well-intentioned!" ”

Ning Shenzhi trembled, did not speak, for a while, Fang stretched out his hand to untie his mask, and under the dim candlelight, his face was pale and piercing.

He got up and stepped back, and gave a deep squeeze, "Girl's forgiveness."

"What if I don't forgive my sins?"

Ning Shenzhi kept leaning over and waving his hands without speaking, Qiu Xiyin's voice was cold, "What do you want to do?" ”

Ning Shenzhi was still silent, and Qiu Xiyin was also silent.

The night is as cold as water, in a night like this in the capital, Xie Tanwei's Qilu Pavilion has already burned silver carbon in it, but no one in this Liangzhou City takes this cold seriously, let alone burning charcoal, no one will even think of using a hot water bottle.

I don't know how long it took, Ning Shenzhi said abruptly, "Miss Qiu, you forgot me, but I didn't forget you, and I didn't forget what I promised you."

Qiu Xiyin raised his eyes and stared at him, his whole body trembled uncontrollably, and sure enough, sure enough, he still remembered the events of his previous life! Really!

"Since I promised to search for treasures and elixirs for the girl and help the girl heal her body completely, even if the girl was only six years old at the time, even if the girl had long forgotten, I would never break my promise and get fat!"

Ning Shenzhi's figure was low and hoarse, Qiu Xiyin was stunned suddenly, and asked in a lost voice, "What six-year-old?" What's going on to get fat? ”

Ning Shenzhi smiled bitterly, "It seems that the girl doesn't remember at all, when the girl was six years old, I had a serious illness, and I went to Jiangnan to recuperate, so I lived in the villa next door to the enemy's Zhuangzi and stayed for more than two months."

The girl often came to see me secretly with the food cooked by Liansheng, and told me that no matter how painful the illness is, no matter how bitter the medicine is, I must live, because living is the most important thing."

Ning Shenzhi said and tugged the corners of his mouth slightly, "You were only six years old at the time, and you blinked a pair of cat eyes and seriously persuaded me that living is the most important thing, and somehow I really feel that living is really the most important thing."

Qiu Xiyin's mind was in a mess, all her memories were from her previous life, when she was six years old in her last life, she had already remembered, and she hadn't seen Ning Shenzhi at all.