Chapter 44: The Soul Behind the Scenes
Look at my stunned expression the whole time, and hold the one-strand pestle in my other hand. The female ghost asked me to integrate my ghost energy into her body, and then withdraw it back into herself.
I did so, and the moment the ghost qi returned to me. I almost cried out in grief, but what she said was true. Not only is she my daughter-in-law in one life, but she was also poisoned and killed by me. She always wanted to ask me for her life, but then she couldn't bear to see me. In the ghost aura that swams through her body, I can fully feel the despair of the poison at that time, the anger after death, and the reluctance to see me again after becoming a ghost.
"I'm sorry." I almost shuddered.
The female ghost also shed two bloody tears in her eyes, which were particularly conspicuous on her fair face, and she smiled slightly, as if a wish had been fulfilled: "I have been waiting for this sentence for a long time, I thought it would not happen." ”
"If you want to claim your life now, I'll pay you." As I spoke, I faded away all the ghostly aura and put the one-strand pestle down.
The female ghost tilted her head and looked at me for a long time, as if she saw a stranger: "Do you know why in this life, so many people behind you are protecting you?" You are the warmest in this life; When you were born, you were already dead. A soul behind you blocked it for you with its own ghost life, and someone blocked it for you when you were a child and almost fell into the big ditch...... Have you once fallen from the third floor and don't remember anything about it? ”
I really remember that I didn't bring my keys with me when I came home from school that day; I'm going to climb the window to get in. As a result, when I got to the second floor and a half, I accidentally fell down, and there was no at all; Didn't even feel pain. When the female ghost saw me nodding, she spoke, "That's because you fell on me." I really wanted to beat you up at that time, how old would you be? Dare to do such a dangerous thing. ”
I laughed silly, as if I had forgotten that she was a female ghost. And from her memory, I saw a lot of things from my childhood, and it seemed that I had experienced them all over again. You can even feel the temperature of the sun, the cold of the ice and snow, and the smell of the food...... Laughing and laughing, a sadness welled up in my heart: the family was still there at that time; Every day is a very homely chore. But ordinary and happy, there are people waiting when I get home from school every day...... No matter where you go, you will eventually know that you have to go home. Like now, when I go home, I am empty; The people who don't often come to visit the door are either the social brothers or the big brothers of the Yin Division......
Suddenly, I thought about what to start with; asked the female ghost directly: "Why didn't you save my family during the earthquake?" As soon as the words came out, I regretted it a little. I don't blame the souls behind them, it's just that I am full of memories again, and I miss my family very much. But instead of being angry, the female ghost said calmly:
"We were all unconscious at that time, and we only instinctively helped you when you encountered disaster. And you were going to school in a foreign country at the time, and we ...... I can only follow you......"
"No, no, no, I don't blame you, it's up to you to live until now; I just miss them so much all of a sudden......"
"You still haven't changed anything in this life...... Too many memories are not a good thing for you. But you remember a lot of things. The female ghost sighed lightly, and continued:
"However, modern people are really powerful; You've been through so much......"
There is something in this, and by the way, I can't remember something for a while; She must know. After hesitating for a long time, I still asked:
"There was a time when I couldn't remember it. Can you tell me? ”
"I know what you're talking about, but are you really ready? Now that I think about it, I'm even jealous of that girl. She can make you cross the line between life and death, and you have been waiting for a definite news all this time; When you know that this girl is really gone, you can go straight to the underworld; That girl's ghost was almost brought back by you. That's why you're now a yin. ”
'Mr. Chen's previous obsession went straight to the underworld, and Yin Si also sent someone to look for you; It's all because of the obsession of your relatives behind you who have protected you. Because the depth of your obsession directly crosses the boundary between life and death, that is, from that time on, you begin to search for the boundary; You want to get rid of the dust, but you don't expect to discard your human identity. I suddenly remembered the words of Gen Jomi from earlier. Combined with the words of the female ghost now, it seems to be able to match. Now that I've absorbed the memory of the female ghost, I should be able to find that memory too.
She seemed to see what I was thinking, and smiled faintly: "It's useless, your question is not a supernatural thing, but a disease of modern medicine." During that time your body was in a state of loss of soul, and all the changes began at that time. You sleep lightly and for a short time because you are afraid to dream about it all; You eat less and less, if not for the maintenance of the flesh; You won't even take the initiative to eat. But your perception is getting stronger, especially after you fall asleep...... You are the one who skips the death process and becomes a ghost directly. ”
I didn't have time to react in amazement with her successive words, from Chenghuang to Jingjian, and then to the female ghost in front of me; The information I've received in the past few days has made my brain a little numb and blank. Think about it slowly, anyway, there will be time in the future; At this time, it seems a little inappropriate to discuss this matter with a female ghost of a daughter-in-law in a previous life.