In fact, when we grow up, we find that many beautiful things in this world are slowly disappearing, and when we were children, we used to think that beautiful things are not as beautiful as we imagined until we grow up.

For the book "The Most Wanted to Go" An Ran has not read it since it was finished, in fact, this book is quite a failure for her, and she has not been able to express many fragments in the book with the best words, nor has she been able to show her truest emotions.

For such a regret, An Ran has no way to redeem it, but she wants to do everything she can to make up for it, that is, to open a new book, this time, she wants to seriously put all her emotions into the new work, so before opening a new book, she decided to re-read this "The Most Wanted to Go" book, and find out the shortcomings, and constantly improve!

An Ran lay back on the hanging chair, opened the book, and began to read this debut novel, when he saw some fragments, even An Ran himself felt ashamed, how could he write such a thing.

But there are also some fragments, when An Ran really invests in it, he will really be moved by himself, he seems to be immersive, he feels what the protagonist feels, although he probably knows what will happen next, and he also knows that there will be a reversal, but the tears will still flow unconsciously with the protagonist in the book, crying and laughing together.

This night, An Ran didn't finish the book, but when he turned to the last page, he saw a paragraph, but this passage has never been in An Ran's book, this passage is just An Ran's feelings in the book circle one day, she didn't expect that Sheng Yixuan would be careful enough to put this passage at the end of the book:

To all of you:

Everyone has an unbearable past and a confused future. But as long as we continue to work hard, the future will be bright. No matter how old or small you are, no matter how old you are, sick or disabled.

Sometimes, it's really not that we don't work hard enough, it's just that they are stupid, so they can't see our efforts and are desperate to pay.

Sometimes, all we need is to believe that even if there is only one person, only then can we do better.

So please always remember that I have always been there, as long as you have an extraordinary dream.

The book ends with these words......

When she saw this, An Ran couldn't help but recall the time when she was chasing her dreams, and she also had an extraordinary dream.

"Enron, why do you like photography and writing?"

At that time, Fanyin and An Ran had just met, and she asked curiously about this special girl, in her impression, only a very few girls liked photography.

"At the beginning, because of chasing stars, I hoped to be able to photograph every look of them, hoping to get closer to them, and get closer, but then I don't know why, but I suddenly felt that photography seemed to be able to record all the good things in the world, and could freeze them forever, after all, people's memories are limited, and sometimes even if they see it, they will be slowly forgotten after a long time."

"As for writing, it's also because of chasing stars, I once fantasized that one day I could write a script for the people I liked, after all, they accompanied me through my entire childhood, and many of the dramas they acted in were always hurt, and I would feel distressed, so I wanted to learn to write and give them a perfect ending, so that I wouldn't feel distressed."

"Later, like photography, I found that writing is also a way of recording life, we can't express a lot of emotions, and I don't want to bring them to the people around me, so I began to choose to use my characters to express my dissatisfaction with the world, and use my characters to vent my emotions, when someone sees it, those who understand will naturally understand, and it doesn't matter if those who don't understand, it can only show that I and him are not people of the same world, and they have nothing to do with each other."

At that time, An Ran seriously answered Fanyin's question, her dream was given by an idol, so in her eyes, an idol was a light on the way forward for her dream, and she also hoped that one day in the future she could also become a guide for fans who liked her articles and her photographs, and could become their driving force.

"Enron, you have to come on! You can definitely do it! ”

At that time, Fanyin encouraged Enron like this, and it turned out that with Enron's continuous efforts, she did it.

Because of chasing stars, An Ran chased the beauty in her heart, and she chased the beautiful footsteps, so she did it

"Actually, I want to talk about star-chasing for a long time, especially for those who blindly oppose star-chasing.

Chasing hearts ≠ stars

Let's talk about chasing stars first. You only like the so-called male gods (goddesses), idols, and idols in your mouth, but you don't have love. For them, your contribution will never be as meticulous as for the relatives around you. You may only like them for a year, two years, a month, a few months, a day, two days, or even just a few minutes or seconds.

Then they are forgotten and forgotten...... At the end of the day, you're getting nothing, you're just wasting your time and energy. More severely, you may lose loved ones, friends. Even lost his life because of a moment of madness.

There are even some people who ignore the opposition of their families, steal money, skip school, skip class, is this kind of star chasing really star chasing? This is called a brain-dead fan, you are not chasing stars, you are wasting the good years of your youth.

Let's talk about chasing hearts. Chasing the heart will chase for a lifetime, because you will find that if you chase, you will never stop. You want to spend your whole life to guard, to protect with your life.

Because you don't like them, you love them. You'll be willing to learn everything you don't like for them: guitar, bass, piano, zither, dance, painting, drawing, drums, kickboxing, B-box...... You don't do it for anything else, just to be better worthy of loving them.

You will gradually find that they become your whole world, become your everything. They are your faith, the meaning of life. They become the brightest stars in the night sky, guiding you in the right direction; became your light source.

Chasing the heart, you will find that even if the person you love does not have your place in their hearts, as long as they smile, it is as if your world is full of sunshine, and even the cold heart will be melted. They change everything about you......

They can even change the trajectory of your life. When I was a child, I wanted to be a doctor, then I wanted to be an actor, then I wanted to be a singer, I wanted to open my own dessert shop, until now I met them, I think in the future I will open my own photography studio, shoot what I want to shoot, to record the world, I want to write a book in my spare time, record everything I want to express in words. ”

At that time, An Ran kept talking to Fanyin, which was her experience in the past three years of junior high school, and it was a proof of her continuous growth!

It's really a little ridiculous in retrospect, why didn't I skip school to see my idol at that time?

"Enron! Enron! What do you think! I've been calling you for a long time! What do you think! ”

Seeing An Ran stunned for a long time at the last side of the book, Fanyin couldn't help but shout, he really didn't understand, his own book, he still read it for so long, crying and laughing for a while, what are you doing.

"Just thinking about the time we first met, you asked about dreams and stuff. I still talk to you non-stop. ”

An Ran came back to his senses and smirked at Fanyin, yes, they were really naïve at that time, but fortunately, they are still on the road to realizing their dreams now, and they have never changed.

"That's right, you wait a minute, I still have an article you wrote here, it's naïve and dead!"

Speaking of this, Fanyin is naturally energetic, it is the black history of Enron!

"Complicated sound! I warn you! Don't let it out! Otherwise, don't blame me for being rude to you! ”

As soon as An Ran heard Fanyin say that she had her essay there, the whole person jumped, and Fanyin's essay was nothing more than An Ran's first short novel, and she often used it to mock An Ran.

The sound didn't stop, and he climbed directly into bed, and said that the zipper was locked in the curtains, so that An Ran couldn't take her at all!

"I'm still looking for a support and a hug, who prays for me, troubles for me, gets angry for me, makes trouble for me, ......" a small dimple almost interprets everything between them, once they were really an enviable couple but almost not favored by everyone.

They have known each other for 12 years, from meeting each other to knowing each other, and finally falling in love...... They've experienced what all couples have experienced, if not experienced...... But in the end, it ended in a breakup. Chu Feng once said that light is reversible, but time is irreversible.

But if he could turn back time, he might regret it, regret not cherishing him like that, Chu Feng who could give up everything for him. But if there are no ifs, time will not be turned back.

There may be many people who want to know what happened between them, so let's turn back time and go back to the past...... "My beloved you, I really miss you, ......I miss you so much" A mobile phone ringtone, breaking the original quiet and beautiful weekend morning.

"Chu Feng, you're sick! It's rare for me to sleep so late this weekend! "The person on the other end of the line is a little annoyed, it's only what time it is, 6:30! I really don't know how to hurt people at all, and I'm angry like a pufferfish! What else do you want to spoil him and love him for the rest of his life!

"Yuyu baby get up, my wife will take you to the playground" The person opposite was neither annoyed nor angry, and called early in a soft voice. Wait, wait? This is a man's voice, he called himself his wife just now? Well, another pair of. No, no, why do I say again...... Forget it, that's not the point.

"Okay", here is a baby rain who takes a big advantage and sells well. He's obviously a queen, but he just wants to be a big attacker, but to be honest, Chu Feng really listens to him for everything, and he is the legendary wife who is strict. "Then the baby will sleep again, and my wife will pick you up in a while, um~" Chu Feng still spoke softly like a child, for fear that the voice would be too loud and make someone who was angry to get up!

A beautiful life like this will end here after this time. Perhaps, they are not from the same world! Chu Feng, a professional e-sports player, his job is to play games, and at the same time he is an excellent coser, he likes anime!

Yuzhen, who loves basketball, is an ordinary office worker, but he is the captain of the company's basketball team! That night, Yu Yu said, Chu Feng! Do you only have games in mind? I know that the prize money for you to win a race could be my salary for a year! But where did you put me? You're all day at home and playing games except today! What about me, what am I! Just let you play basketball with me! You say you won't, I say I'll teach you! Are you still not satisfied! Yu Yu yelled at Chu Feng, not thinking about Chu Feng's feelings.

He didn't expect that Chu Feng would quit his favorite job for him and spend a sky-high price to hire a basketball coach, just so that he could have more time to accompany Yuyu and accompany Yuyu to do what he liked! Because he loves him, he can give up everything he has for him.

Chu Feng originally planned to propose on the Ferris wheel, but if they weren't accepted here, they would fly away and go to a place where they could be accommodated! But at this moment, he felt that it was unnecessary, because he said that he never wanted to see him again, and he told him to get out, just because he didn't have time to accompany him to the NBA game! In fact, he had already bought the ticket, and it was his birthday on the day of the game, and he just wanted to surprise him.

Tickets for the ball game are not easy to buy, and these two tickets were obtained by almost all his connections! Now, there is no need for these two tickets to exist! He tore it in front of Yuyu, then threw it into the air, and then tried to raise a smile, "I promise you, I will never appear in your world again, take care of yourself" Chu Feng turned around and left after speaking, tears in his eyes, and he unconsciously fell, obviously he is a big man, and the man who said that he has tears does not flick? Afterward...... Hehe, there was no later.

Chu Feng really completely disappeared into the world of Yuyu like this, leaving no trace, as if it had never appeared. In the news, there is no longer news of Chu Feng winning the championship! To be honest, Yu Yu regretted it, and regretted saying those words to Chu Feng.

6 years later, for some reason, he suddenly knew, he knew that Chu Feng gave up the game for him and chose basketball, which he didn't like. That day, he went to the room that belonged to the room that had their memories. The password of the room has not changed, and the password is still the first day they were together, or Chu Feng confessed first.

The facilities of the room were not changed, it was even tidy and it was obvious that it was often cleaned. The bass was still in its original position, it was given to him by Chu Feng on his birthday, and he said that he liked music...... Yuyu looked at everything that remained unchanged in front of her, but she was missing his company...... Yu Yu sat on the ground and cried heartbreakingly, he regretted it, regretted not cherishing such a Chu Feng who could give everything for him.

It was also at this moment that he found a dusty gift box in the corner. With tears in her eyes, Yuyu staggered to the gift box, opened the box, and inside was Kobe's autographed basketball and jersey! That's his favorite star, that's what he wants, but it's really too expensive for an office worker! Yuyu hugged the basketball and cried, he decided, he was going to find him, even if it was the end of the world!

Later, Yu Yan did meet Chu Feng, but there was a playful and cute girl next to him, and he said that he was sorry, but he said that he recognized the wrong person...... He pretended not to know him and called him sir......

"Chu Feng, don't be like this. Hug me again at the end, okay" Yu Yan's eyes were full of red bloodshots, Chu Feng, are we really impossible...... "This gentleman, my girlfriend is still here, don't scream indiscriminately" Chu Feng was stunned for a moment at first, and then tried to raise a smile and hugged the girl next to him. "Chu Feng...... I ...... "Girlfriend, girlfriend, Yuyan's mind is full of the word girlfriend."

Thinking about it, this girl next to Chu Feng can give him (Chu Feng) what he can't give, have children, you can spoil him, rely on him, and hug him...... A lot of things that can't be done between two guys......

They have known each other for 12 years, been together for 3 years, and separated for 6 years......

At the end of the whole article, after reading the traditional sound, he laughed straight on the bed, laughing until he had convulsions. Who would have imagined that the current students of the directing department of the Drama Academy used to have this style of writing.

But at that time, getting along with this time was indeed much better, before, her dreams were innocent at that time, and she worked hard for her dreams, but now it is different, they are not only for dreams, but also for life...... In order to live a better life in this world.