326 Ayu
It's just that when he walked out of the clean room, he wanted to turn around and go back immediately.
It was late at night, and the candle flame in the room had been deliberately dimmed, and the faint yellow candlelight only slightly diluted the dark color of the room, but the room shrouded in candlelight was faintly reflected.
Ye Xinyi didn't go to the clean room, but he had already bathed, and changed into bedclothes, leaning on the side of the bed, hooking his hand towards him, with a little charm between his eyebrows and eyes.
The bed clothes are obviously specially made, as thin as cicada wings, wearing it is equivalent to not wearing it, covering her well-proportioned figure and white skin, and even the small dress is looming under the light veil, which is even more seductive......
Shen Yue stiffened, his steps were fixed in place, and he couldn't take another step.
"Shen Xi, grinding, and you are a shy bride." Seeing that he paused, Ye Xinyi snorted and sneered with some dissatisfaction.
Even if Shen Yue had already guessed her intentions tonight, she still had a trace of luck until she faced it at this moment.
But obviously, Ye Xinyi didn't even let him stay at this last bit of luck.
Seeing that he was standing still, his face was even stiffer, Ye Xinyi was not ashamed in his heart, if he hadn't always hid and hidden, she would not have taken the initiative as a girl, and she had no choice, so she was cheeky and did this. But she has come to this point, he actually reacted like this, Ye Xinyi's heart was on fire, and he overwhelmed his shame when he landed, and frowned, "Shen Xichu, you can't come over?" Is it possible to take root under your feet? ”
Shen Yue's throat was dry and bitter, looking at her with a pair of shining apricot eyes, the Adam's apple rolled, and after a while, he said in a dumb voice, "This weather is really hot, and it doesn't work if I wipe my body, I'll go out and take a look around ......" As he spoke, he turned around.
"Shen Xi's out!" Ye Xinyi's shout suddenly sounded behind him, "You dare to go!" If you go out of this door today, in the future, you and I will be the bridge to the bridge, and the road to the road. I'll do as you wish, and you'll never have to deal with me again. The tone was anxious and angry, with a thick grievance.
Shen Yue's step naturally couldn't be taken again, "Huanhuan'er, you know, I didn't mean that, I just ......." The next words had not yet been spoken, and he suddenly heard a low sob, he was stunned, and turned his head suddenly, and saw Ye Xinyi sitting on the edge of the bed, hanging his head, raising his hand to wipe his tears, and the two tear stains on his cheeks lined the red eyes, which made Shen Yue's heart hurt, as if he had been pulled hard, and the pain was terrible.
He didn't care about anything else, and walked forward quickly, "Huanhuan'er, what's wrong with you?" Shrewd! Don't cry! When you cry, I ...... I really can't help it. While speaking, he walked to the side of the bed in three or two steps, and leaned out towards her, but Ye Xinyi didn't appreciate it, twisted his body, turned his back to him, and moved to the side.
"Don't you get bored of being alone with me? So what are you doing here? Don't you want to go? Just go, let's go, you and I are quiet. When he said this, he cried with a choked voice, and when the words fell, the low sobbing sound was two points louder.
Shen Yue's heart was uncomfortable, he had never seen Ye Xinyi cry, she was a stubborn person in her bones, she was the eldest daughter in the family, over the years, she was used to being independent, protecting herself, and protecting her family, don't look at the surface is a soft and weak girl's family, but her temperament is very tough and tough, usually, she is moved or sad, even if her eyes are red, she has never really cried, Xu In her opinion, tears are a sign of weakness. At that time, Shen Yue felt that she was particularly distressing to him like that.
But until today, I didn't know that he felt distressed to see her endure not crying, and when she really couldn't help crying, he was even more distressed.
In the past, I didn't see her cry no matter how difficult and painful it was, but tonight, she cried. It can be seen that she must be in a terrible pain, and she is very wronged, but this pain, this grievance, is still given by him.
When he married her, he secretly swore to himself in his heart that in this life, he would do his best to make her live happily, and never to make her cry.
At this moment, Shen Yue really wanted to beat himself hard.
The low cry fell into my ears, and the sound was tormented. Shen Yue looked at her with her back to her, her shoulders shrugged slightly, and finally she was defeated, raised her hand and held her tightly in her arms despite her struggle. "Okay, Huanhuan'er, don't cry, you obviously know me best, you should understand me, I'm not tired of you, it's because I like you, it's because I still think about the future for a long time, so I gritted my teeth and endured it. You'll never know, to push you away, for me...... How hard it is. ”
His voice was like a string that had not been polished for a long time, and it was so hoarse that every word seemed to be soaked in bitterness, and it made people's hearts sour to hear it.
Ye Xinyi stopped writhing in his arms, slowly calmed down, and after a long time, she said gently, "I understand you, but you don't understand me." There was a bitter tiredness in her voice, as if she were really tired.
Shen Yue's heart tightened when she heard this, and her hand tightened and tightened, wanting to turn her around, but she reached out and grabbed his arm tightly, obviously unwilling.
"When two people are in one place, one day of happiness is worth one day. I sometimes wonder if I die tomorrow, would you be willing to do it today? ”
"What do you say? How could I let you die? You won't die! ”
"You are a human being, not a god, how can you control a person's life and death? The king of Hades told people to die on the third watch, who would dare to keep you until the fifth watch? In this world, people are dying every day, who knows who will be the next moment? Ye Xinyi's tone had completely calmed down, but those gentle words pierced Shen Yue's heart, making his already fluctuating mood turn upside down.
Ye Xinyi's body that had been calm for a moment moved suddenly, but it was a reflex, rubbing up, it was his arms hooking the back of his neck, hugging him tightly, and his face was buried in the side of his neck.
"Ah Yue!" This sound made Shen Yue stiffen.
Ah Yue? She called him, Ah Yue?
This title is still not long after they got married, when he gaged with her, he asked her to change her name, but she never called him, she still called him adult, or when she was angry, she called him Shen Xi. He was not disappointed in his heart, but later, the two of them got closer and closer, and gradually met, and these titles seemed to be less important, and he thought that it didn't matter if he didn't call. But today, she called it, but it was just a name, and when it was called out of her mouth, it seemed to have a devastating power, and in an instant, his layers of defense fell apart.
"Ah Yue, there are too many unsatisfactory things in the world, and none of us knows which one will come first, tomorrow or the accident. Like that day, you feel that you have a sense of proportion, but if you are not careful, what if you pierce the dagger two inches deeper? Are you still alive, as you are now, to stay by my side? I, too, can't guarantee that I will live a long life, and there will be a long time to come. I don't want to regret it in the future, you and I could be in one place, but we have repeatedly missed out because of such and such concerns. ”